In His House | COMPLETED

10. Ignored

That felt like the longest night for both of them, and now they were acting completely different than before. After everything was said, they made their decisions that night. Jimin's decision was not the smartest though.

He felt really bad because Yoongi rejected him after what they shared the other night, but he couldn't stop himself any longer because Yoongi had triggered his old self that night and Jimin woke up feeling more alive than ever and with his new plan on mind: He was going to get Yoongi.

He tried many years before and he gave up after Yoongi insulted him, but now Jimin was sure it was going to be different, Jimin was not a kid anymore. He could make them become friends.

At least that's what he thought.

Jimin did his morning routine after taking a shower and went out of his room wearing only boxers. He was definitely good-looking, but he was looking different than the other days because he was feeling confident, and everyone knows confidence is attractive. He was surprised when he saw Yoongi on the table eating his breakfast.

"You're going to be late." Jimin stated without trying to hide his almost naked body. He knew he looked good because he worked out, except last week because he was getting used to living with Yoongi.

"My students already finished their exams week so I can arrive later and I'll come home sooner." He didn't spare a glance to Jimin and his voice was cold.

"Nice." Jimin smiled and looked for his breakfast on the table, but there was only one plate and it belonged to Yoongi. He hadn't made breakfast for Jimin this time.

Jimin headed to the kitchen trying to keep with his confidence, he didn't want to be the shy boy again. He had been holding back for so long. Jimin was making his breakfast when he heard the door being shut and when he turned around the house was empty. Yoongi left without saying goodbye and Jimin's heart shrank at the realization.

They day went by normally, his routine being the same, but now including him working out. He had missed the feeling of being sweaty and his body being exhausted. It helped him to release stress and also stop thinking about other things because he was too exhausted to think.

He never liked working out, he used to stay home watching movies and eating snacks while drinking coke all the time when he was in high school. He was lucky for having a body that stayed thin, but after that night from three years ago with the incident of Yoongi, he started to question his entire life and choices. He came to the conclusions that he had to change completely, that he was annoying to everybody, and no one cared about his life. Since that day he started to work out, eat less, and -the most important for him- keep his mouth shut.

His confidence was nonexistent by the time he started university and his "friends" were reduced to a very few that he could count with his hands. But now it was different, now he felt like his old self was possessing him, craving to get Yoongi's attention.

After weeks, Jimin was getting really desperate and clingy to Yoongi. He even tried to make their breakfasts every morning, even after not getting a simple "thank you" from Yoongi. He tried to watch movies with Yoongi when he was home, but the elder changed to horror because he knew Jimin hated horror movies with every fiber of his body. It made him go straight to his room leaving Yoongi alone. Jimin really tried to make conversation with the older and they were actually pretty good topics or funny stories about him when he was little, but Yoongi just glared at the younger with an annoyed expression that made Jimin shut up instantly. It went like that for weeks and Jimin couldn't stand it any longer. He was desperate to get a reaction from Yoongi. He loved and also hated that night they kissed because it made polite Yoongi go away and Jimin missed his voice and his gummy smile.

One night, the blond was so desperate that he couldn't concentrate when he was working out. He stopped, feeling hopeless. He took a shower there just like every day he worked out, and packed his stuff, wanting to go home because he knew Yoongi was already there since now Jimin arrived home later than the other, too busy trying to forget him every night while exercising.

Jimin arrived home trying to find the black-haired man. He found him in the kitchen and just pushed him towards the wall closing the space between them, and pressed his lips against his.

Definitely Jimin wasn't good at planning how to get his crush's attention in a good way. He tasted Yoongi and he would have paid actual money just to have him like this forever. That's what he was thinking when Yoongi suddenly pushed him away with a force that made him stumble.

"What the fuck, Jimin?" Yoongi was red, but Jimin knew it was because he was beyond angry.

"You've been ignoring me."

"So what? I've been ignoring you since forever, it doesn't give you the right to come and kiss me without my permission."

"But you didn't ignore me the first week I was here."

"Yes, because we were pretending we didn't remember each other, you idiot."

"B-but you even apologized for that night." Jimin felt his confidence starting to go down, but he didn't let it show.

"It doesn't mean I like you. I dislike you the same way I've always done it. Even more, I dare to say." His eyes were cold and he was wiping his lips with his hand as if something disgusting had been on it.

"But, hyung-"

"Stop calling me hyung, that word sounds filthy coming from you. In fact, you just disgust me. If you thought we were going to have something because of that Friday, you're so wrong. I was drunk, I wasn't thinking. I didn't even know it was you I was kissing." Jimin's heart shattered again. "I'm not a fag like you."

And with that Jimin ran to his room feeling as if he couldn't breathe. He lied on his bed and tears started falling, but he wasn't making any sound, he wasn't sobbing and his face was blank, he just felt the tears and something pressed against his chest.

He was humiliated again, by the same person that hurt him so bad years ago. But now it was worse because they lived together and Jimin didn't want to leave him, he needed him close even if it hurt him.