i waited for jimin in the front of the school. he told me he was going to his locker to get a textbook he'd forgotten. i rock back and forth on my heels as i wait for the man of the hour.
as my patience runs thin, i march back into the school to find jimin. "it really doesn't take that long to grab your textbook out of your locker, park." i mumble, pushing the doors open.
i turn the corner and there, i saw jimin and minah kissing against the lockers. i don't know why, but my chest felt unconfortably tight. i spun around and walked back out the building.
jieun went home with a friend today, so i just decided to walk home by myself. i got home in record time and unlocked my front door. i quickly slipped on house slippers before running up to my room.
i locked my door and fell face first onto my bed. i groan as i felt tears pricking my eyes. i sat up and patted my cheeks. "get ahold of yourself lowell. mom didn't raise a bitch." i muttered to myself.
i tried to reassure myself but it wasn't working, as the tears came out of my eyes. oh who am i kidding. i'm terribly heartbroken. the scene of jimin and minah kissing together made my chest hurt more.
my phone dings and when i check it, there's a text from jimin.
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i tell him that i'm home and that starting tomorrow he wouldn't need to pick me up anymore.
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i left him on read and flopped down on my bed. "the deed is done, park. we were supposed to go until you got back with minah." i say to no one.
i was a fool to think that just a few days ago he wasn't bothered by me. but in the end, it was always gonna be me who was heartbroken.
