Summer ✓ p.jm

Chapter 18 : Cheers to Hates and Wants

just a very late disclaimer, doesn't mean the title is Summer, all events are happening in summer. i just based the title from the season jimin and elise first met each other. 

enjoy~

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I feel like something in my throat was stocked and all I can say was "I a-m sorr-y." before closing the door with much force and running upstairs.

I didn't stop climbing up, until I reach the highest point of the yacht which is a dark, small and good hiding spot then I sit down on the floor.

My hands are shaking from what I just witnessed. I don't know why I'm affected by what I have seen.

Everything Hoseok and Jimin said are undoubtedly lies.

I know I have no business to deal with Jimin. I have no right to tell him what to do or not because that's what I also want from him.

But that wasn't just an arrow shot, it's a bomb.

He planted it inside of me that day, he gave me the impression that he's not someone that I thought he was.

Hell, I even compared him to yin yang.

It hurts and I don't know why.

Maybe because he lied and I trusted him. Maybe because he's returning to the same guy that I once hated.

Once hated, but because when he tried to save my life, my hatred towards him lessens.

Once hated, but because of how he treated me with care that day I thought that he has the potential to be my friend.

Once hated, but because of his perverted jokes and witty comments I find him fun to be with.

Once hated, but because of how he sees things differently makes me think that he's an innocent and nice person.

Once hated, and I have to admit that I like him now. But what I witnessed really disappoints me.

I shouldn't be acting like this, but my body betrays me when a tear falls down on my cheek.

"Elise!" It's Jimin, I look down and he's at the deck searching for me. He's wearing a hoodie now, and I roll my eyes at how stupid I am for believing that he's a good person.

I lean back on the wall as I try to hide more, but instead of something hard that is supposed to be touching my back, it's something that moves.

I slowly jerk away and turn around to see what it is, and it's a person lying on the floor. I must've woke him up.

He tilts on his side and his eyes find mine. "Why are you crying?" He asks and slowly gets up to sit.

Even though it's dark his face is very visible, his skin is very white, and him wearing a black shirt makes me imagine that there is a floating pair of arms and face.

"Oh, it's nothing." I sniff. He scoots closer towards me and he steps out in the light.

His features are now even more visible and he looks like a fairy guy. His face is so small that I can compare him to a cute cat. "You caught your boyfriend cheating, didn't you?" He asks and I quickly shake my head no.

I want to tell him that it's the total opposite, I'm the one who's cheating and Ryan doesn't deserve any of it.

"Spill it out. Talking to a stranger helps." He started. "You don't know me and I don't know you. Therefore we can't judge each other's problems and fears."