Summer ✓ p.jm

Chapter 30 : Island Cabin

"What are you getting for lunch?" Lana asks me as soon as we got our trays from the dish rack and wait in line to get our food.

"Probably foods that have great carbs," I tell her, making her rolls her eyes at me. She knows how much I love to eat and she tries on influencing me to eat a little but of course, I never give in.

Since the day Jimin agreed to be my truth untold, I became jolly and unbothered for the past days.

I'm practically enjoying things between us now.

Aside from having sex with him, it's fun but I'm still anxious about my last performance with him. I'm starting to worry that he didn't like it because after that night inside my bedroom he never initiated another move on me.

But I was very sore the next day, until now whenever I sit, walk, move uncomfortably or even pee, my folds will hurt a little.

"Lana?" I called her and she gives me a look to continue. "Have you ever had sex before?" I think I said it too loud when the person in front of Lana turns and looks at us.

I suddenly felt embarrassed by my question.

"Of course." She giggles. "Why are you curious? You want to have sex with Ryan don't you?" She coos and her voice is much louder than mine. I covered her mouth and she laughs after I put my hand away.

"Am I right?" She whispers.

"No. I just clicked on a random video on the internet this morning and was surprised that it was porn." I lied.

"So did you finished watching it?" She asks for more details.

"No. That's it. I was just wondering how it feels like." Another lie then she laughs.

"Trust me, it feels like heaven on earth." She winks at me. "It feels better without any contraceptive though." She tips out and I just nod at her with an awkward smile.

"So how many times have you tried it?" I asked.

"Tried what?"

"You know, hit a home run." I hesitantly said to her and she laughs.

"You can just say sex." She chuckles and the girl in front of her is looking at us again but Lana doesn't care.

She could scream the word 'sex' in front of many people without getting embarrassed and will probably get more guys to swoon over and make a move on her.

"I scored a lot in Colorado." She says, mocking my use of idioms. "My previous school was junk so was I. All I did was hook up with tough and handsome guys in my first semester. Not until I hooked up with someone that I eventually fell in love with but she doesn't love me  back." Her face drops, but she's trying to force herself to smile.

"She? Am I hearing you right?" I ask in surprise.

"Yes. Have I told you that I am bisexual?" I shook my head no. "Well, now you know." She gives me a cheeky smile and I return her one.

"Now that I see the light, I changed and promised myself not to hit a home run again if it'll only cause me to fall in love randomly." She speaks truthfully. "Still up for the first and second base though." She winks at me and I roll my eyes at her.

That's why she only crushes over Taehyung when she can make a move on him and make him fall in love with her.

Now everything makes sense.

After that long-short conversation, we had our turn and got ourselves lunch meals on our trays.

When we're about to find seats, I noticed an empty table in the middle but Lana is already pulling me towards a different direction.