Built On Trust

I can't believe you.

Before Brad gets home, Jen's POV.

I can't wait until Brad gets home. I'm so excited to tell him about the baby. I know it's a surprise but he's going to be so happy he's wanted this since we got married.

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"You're sorry for everything?" I ask Brad confused. Why is he saying this? "What do you mean? I'm confused."

"I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for everything I've been doing." He gets off the couch leaving me even more confused "You don't deserve what I've done, and I don't blame you for anything you chose to do."

I stand up as well thinking about what he could be talking about and then it hits me. Those late nights on set, every time he was 'working on lines' with Angelina, the time I thought I smelled perfume on him but kept my mouth shut. I can feel my blood slowly rising with no way to calm down. I have every right to be mad, but I don't want to hurt the baby. I look up at him, tears all over, red with anger and walk back a step "How could you do this? You promised me nothing would ever happen between the two of you! You told me you loved me, told me you'd be faithful!"

Brad walks towards me starting to say something but I start yelling again without giving him a chance "I can't believe you, I trusted you. From day one I never thought of you as someone who would hurt me."

"I'm never going to be able to forgive myself, Jen. I do love you and I always will. I know what I did was wrong and I'm not asking you to forgive me, I just want you to know that I'm sorry." He backs away getting closer to the door "Whatever you want, I'll do. Just know that I love you."

I stand still sobbing uncontrollably for minutes until I finally get the strength to talk to him "Just leave, I don't want to see you anymore." Sitting back on the couch I cry myself to sleep trying to forget about all this.

I wake up to pain in my stomach and start to freak out. Right away I call Courteney telling her and she tells me she's taking me to the ER. The pain keeps coming, like terrible cramps. I can't stop thinking that I've lost the baby.