Built On Trust

Me time

I have the day off of filming today, so Brad decided that I get to pick what we do today, so I picked spending time with Court, then going out with him later. Luckily, Adam, Jackie, Court and David all volunteered to watch the girls so we can go out later. Court had the idea of the two of us going to a spa, so we're going to the one in the hotel, where I filmed a scene with Brooklyn last night. The workers greet us with huge smiles on their faces and show us to our room. They leave Court and I go get mostly undressed, and when we do, we get on the tables, pulling the towels over us.

The massueses come back in a few minutes later, and get everything set up. I feel completely relaxed right away, and it feels amazing. I tild my head just a little so I can see Court, and she seems just as relaxed as I am. "Thanks so much for offering to watch them tonight, it really means alot."

"You're welcome. You guys are in Hawaii, you should go out for a night. Besides, you need it." She replies, reminding me oh how great of a friend, and person she always is. I look over at her and see her smiling, and I know she's thinking about Coco and David, she always gets like this when she thinks of them "How are Coco and David?" I ask, expecting a long answer.

She smiles even wider, letting me know that she was hoping I would ask about them "They're great! Coco keeps doing different things, and she's really excited about school in a few months."

I sigh in disbelief. Coco can't be old enough for that, if she is, that means I'm getting old, too. "I can't belive how big she's getting. I still think of her as the one year old who used to scream until we put her in bed with us when she slept at our house." Court laughs a little, after all, Coco has come a long way from that. "I remember bringing her to your house at 2 in the morning when she wouldn't sleep because we didn't know what else to do." She pauses for a moment, "I actually kinda miss those days. I'm going to be so busy from now on."

"It's so funny, 5 years ago, even though you guys were trying, and really wanted a baby, I never though this is how both of our lives would be." I take a moment to put all of this together. Coco is almost 4, Shay is 2, the twins are 3 months old, and most importantly, Brad and I have 3 girls, when 2 or 3 years ago, I thought we would only have one or two. Back then, if someone would have told me this, I would have thought the were crazy, but now I wouldn't change it for anything. I tell the same to Court, and she replies with basically the same answer, "I never thought that we would think of these lives as 'normal', but i wouldn't feel comfortable with any other life now."

The maussuses stop, letting us know that our time is up, and we both feel so much more relaxed. I look at the time, and it's only 2, which means I have 4 hours left until my date with Brad. He took the girls out, so I can go back to the room and sleep for a little before I have to get ready. Court and I leave the spa after buying what seems like half of their gift shop because they're products smelled so good.

"Just bring the girls over whenever you're ready to leave." Court says as she walks towards her room after we get out of the elevator. I go to our room and lay down on the bed, setting an alarm for 4, and quickly fall into a deep sleep and take a much needed nap. The massage must have really helped me relax, because when I wake up, I feel completely refreshed. Brad is sleeping next to me, and the girls are sleeping as well, so I try to be as quiet as I can, and it works until I get out of the shower when Shay runs into the bathroom "Mommy!" She yells loud enough to wake everyone.

I pick her up and sit at the vanity "Honey, you can't tell like that, they're sleeping." I warn her "What do you need?"

"I help you." She says in a much quieter tone. She picks up my hairbrush and starts 'brushing' my hair until she thinks she's done and hands it to me "I done."

"Thanks." I reply, not knowing whether to laugh, or be upset. She sits on the floor with her toys leaving me to finish my hair and start my make up. I finish fairly quickly and then find the dress I was planning on wearing. Shay is content playing by herself, so I take my robe off and change into the dress then look around for all my accessories.

"Sweetie, can I have that?" I ask Shay when I see that she has found my necklace and bracelet and is now wearing them "I need that for tonight."

She takes them off handing them to me "But I want them." She says giving me her puppy dog face trying to get me to let her keep them. I give in after a while handing her a similar necklace and bracelet "You have to be careful with these, okay?"

I do some last minute touches and soon after I'm done Brad wakes up and gets ready himself. Once he's ready we take the girls to the others and leave the hotel, walking to a near by restaurant. We hold hands, walking side by side as we make our way through the people. There's a hundred others here, but Brad's the only one I notice. The way he holds my hand in a protective, yet loving way, the way he looks at me every few minutes to make sure I'm okay, all of it makes me feel so special. I glance over at him when we're stopped for a minute and catch him staring at me in a loving way. When I ask him why he's looking he responds with, "Because you're so beautiful." Making me blush.

He pulls me closer so his arm is now around me as we're walking and I can't help but smile. I feel completely content like this, even if it is on a sidewalk in the middle of Hawaii. We make our way to the restaurant, and sit in a corner booth next to each other so we won't be noticed.

I rest my head on his shoulder as we sit there quiet, just enjoying each others company. I look up at him to see him looking at me as well. He leans down and kisses me sweetly "I love you." He says as he pulls me closer.

"I love you too." I hold his hand under the table "This is really nice to get to go out."

"We needed it." He kisses me again, letting it linger "I think we should do this more." He states, and I'm thinking the exact same thing.

I smile in agreement burying my head in his chest where I feel most comfortable. I don't care that we're in a restaurant, or that we aren't near home. All I care about is being with Brad, and right now, I have that. We finish our food and go back to our room as fast as we can, hardly keeping our hands off each other.

I slam our door shut behind me just as Brad pins me up against the wall with more passion than ever. He starts taking off my dress sliding it down to my ankles and running his hands down my back taking my panties with him, surprising me. "Someone's excited." I laugh slightly as I take off his shirt, slowing down to mess with him.

"Someone's very excited." He pulls the shirt off over his head and looks down and his huge bulge. I take his hint and get his pants off as fast as I can and before I can get his boxers off he picks me up moving us over to the bed. He starts kissing my neck and I let out little moans wanting him more and more. The feeling is mutual and I finally get his boxers off so he can start.

He kisses me all down my body until he finally sits up, spreading my legs and enters me. Careful at first, he makes his way back up to my lips kissing me as we grind our hips and he thrusts harder. I run my hands through his hair trying to control myself and end up moaning even louder anyway. He thrusts a little more until we both finish and we do it one more time before we're both completely done. (Sorry, I know this isn't the best but I literally wrote it in like 5 minutes.)

We both lay there, not wanting to movie out of each others arms. He has me wrapped up and keeps kissing me in a loving way, and I never want to leave.