A Kiss of Goodbye

04: The Usual

       I've only slept for 4 hours, my alarms are raging; but I slowly got up. My eyes sting a little since I'm not used to sleeping less than 5 hours a day. I always make sure that I sleep for the minimum of 5 hours so I could function properly at work. I am a pharmacy staff and it is very important to dispense medicines correctly. I have to prepare at 7:00 am, take shower, have breakfast, prepare lunch and travel for 15 mins. my work starts at 9:00 am. Yes I bring my own lunch at work, I'm trying to stay fit; you can't pick healthy foods when you are hungry and sometimes inside-angry from the stubborn patients and customers.

       The day went smooth and my shift has ended. I feel like it's a nice day for icecream and I am almost out of food so I went straight to have some groceries and besides tomorrow is my day-off so I could spend much time strolling around the store. "My father wants me to marry off a girl to keep stability to our business. I don't even know her and I want to marry someone I choose." My heart sank as I heard his sad tone. How can a parent be so selfish to only think about the business and not about their childrens' happiness? That's why he ran away from their city; It's not so manly for a man to runaway I think but, I can't judge him because I don't know how he feels. I was deep in my thoughts when I hear the cashier "excuse me ma'am, do you want to pay cash or card?" -"I'll pay in cash." And I handed her some bills.

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      It's almost 8:00 pm when I reached my apartment building. As I was nearning my room, I saw bouqet of flowers outside my door. "I can't thank you enough for letting me stay. (Cellphone no.) please call me if you need any help. -Gregg" I am quite happy with the gesture.

      I am all ready for me-time night. I am eating my fave vanilla icecream and I added in some of my favorite nuts- pistaschio, almonds and walnuts. I am watching rated R romance movie. I love watching sex scenes and evaluate their actions if it reflects real emotions. I know it's freaky of me and naughty! :)

       -"Thank you for the flowers, I appreciate it!  Aevey here." I texted Greggor before I forget about it. -(Phone ringing)..... -"Hi, Gregg!" "Am I disturbing you again?" He asked, but before I could answer him. -(Sex scene from the movie- Moaning loud & hard)...sheetss! I left the volume loud enough to let someone from the other line hear. I can hear him laugh. "Seems like I got my answers, sorry for the wrong timing!" and so he hung up.