A Kiss of Goodbye

19: Lies, lies, lies...

I went on with my agenda of the day. Later in the afternoon, I'm choosing an outfit to wear for tomorrow's meet up with Archy. I don't want to sound excited because I am really not; more like anxious. -"Just stick to your plan Aevey and you will be fine." I am
choosing something that's comfy and chic, just enough to make me look like that "I'm-in-the-right-place-in-life-now" so he should not bother me.

* * * FLASHBACK * * *
[ After that incident with Carris, Archy was always there to support me. He was practically my saviour. It was my first heartbreak. I thought there was something special between us but it turns out, I was just being used by Carris for his own pleasure until someone better comes along. Archy helped me move on.

Archy went to college first. After his graduation in high school I confessed my feelings for him. I liked him more than just my best friend. I didn't see him with anyone though so I guess I'm not breaking any rule. He said he was feeling the same about me and that made me really happy. We never made it official though; guess I'm not good enough to be someone's official girlfriend as I look at it now. He made me fall hard for him that whatever he would ask from me I was willing to do except for one thing. He manipulated me.
Every time he gets home from the university, we would always hang out in his parents' home. Most of the time he's alone so we have plenty of space and time to play but we never had an intercourse because I felt it wasn't the right time to lose my v-card. I am not innocent, just a virgin. No was a -v i r g i n.

I was so naive and vulnerable. I thought our relationship would become serious. He was there when I finally graduated high school. He helped me pick a college that's near to his. I didn't go to the same college as his since they don't offer the program that I want. Things between us were only getting better so I asked him one time if we could make it official; he just told me that we will get there and there's no need to rush. I was quite contented with his efforts and attention though so I was complacent. I also didn't want to be all too clingy and suffocate him.

I went to surprise him that night before the start of the semester in his apartment. I just wanted to say thank you for all the help he has given me, well that's just an excuse; the truth is I missed him. That's when I also decided to give him what he wanted, I was ready to lose my virginity to my best friend and my lover (not-officially though). He was deserving for it, he made me feel loved aside from my family and it's time to give back!

-(Knock3x)...I paused and listened -(Knock3x)....still there's no answer. My timing is right; he's not yet here. In that case, -"I could make my surprise more interesting 🤫" I will wait for him in his bed naked, I smirked and giggled for the excitement.... I asked him his whereabouts earlier and he said he'd be out to get books for the start of the class.

-(Click...) the knob turned and the door creaked open. He gave me an extra key for his apartment and I gave him an extra key for mine. I didn't use it immediately because that could spoil my surprise.