"Bren, wake up!" Ryan was shaking me. We had fallen asleep on the couch. I opened my eyes to see him sitting next to me. "Good morning." I said, rubbing my eyes. "Morning." He shuffled closer to me. "Have you got any plans?" I got up from the couch. "Yeah, I actually do. I'm going to make a song with Zee." He jumped up. "Oh that's cool." I grabbed my jacket. "See you later, I guess." "Yup. Bye, Ryro." "Bye, Breadbin." I walked out the door and into my car. On the drive home, I thought about Ryan. What if he didn't love me? When I got home, I saw that Sarah wasn't home. Her stuff was gone and she took the dogs too. I sat down and clicked on instagram.
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I knew he wasn't mine but I still found myself crying over him. I thought he loved me, I really did but I guess he didn't. I got out a cigarette and lit it. I had no one. Sarah cheated on me and Ryan loved someone else. No one loved me. I was a monster. I kept smoking and I eventually fell asleep.
