As the last song started, Billie introduced the song and I instantly knew what was about to happen,
"Could my wonderful, amazing, talented, BEAUTIFUL, girlfriend Y/N, please come on to the stage," she giggled
I felt myself going redddddddddddd as I walked onto the stage.
The crowd roared and I went and sat on the seat next to Billie.
She instantly grabbed my hand,
"This is her, everyone gotta respect the fuck outta her, she is one of the few reasons I'm okay, and still here,"
I teared up at her words
"I love you," I mouthed to her and the crowd was at the loudest I heard it.
As I looked around the stadium I heard the electric guitar start behind me, I love you was starting.
The crowd died down and Billie started
"It's not true, tell me I've been lied to, crying isn't like you, ooh ooh ooh ooh oooooh,"
I couldn't help but smile, I was so proud of her and the crowd sung along with her, I put my face into my hands, UGH I'm such an emotional person, I heard various
"We love you Y/N!" And I couldn't help but cry.
"Maybe won't you take it back say you were tryna make me laugh, and nothing has to change today," before she said the three words she squeezed my hand, Before continuing
"You didn't mean to say I love youuuuu, I love you, and I don't want to, ooh ooh ooh oooh,"
The crowd sung with her, it really was a magical experience.
As the song came to an end and Billie was soaking up what just happened, she stood up and we hugged and cried on stage before Billie lifted the mic to her mouth and said,
"Thank you for tonight everyone, I love each and every one of you, thank you again!"
We ran backstage together and heard the crowd absolutely go off with excitement.
"You did amazing babe, I'm so fucking proud of you!" I said to her as we started to pack our things up from the green room,
"Thank you Angel, im proud of you for coming out, it really means a lot to me,"
She said hugging me from behind, burying her face in my neck.
I could feel her smile grow as she kissed my neck slowly,
"Okay let's go back to the tour bus now Billie, everyone's waiting" I said turning to her.
"C'mon then," she said kissing me lightly on the lips.
We walked out of there, her hand in mine.
As we got onto the tour bus everyone said their congratulations and hugs went all round the bus.
"You smashed it tonight Billie Bob," Finneas said hugging her
"Eh you didn't do to bad either, Finneas and ferb," Billie replied laughing.
At this point it was around midnight so I went and got in my pyjamas, them being Billies hoodie and some shorts.
I walked into the front room and yawned instantly, Billie wrapped her arm around me and said
"Are you tired baby?"
"A little bit, can we go to bed," I said grabbing her sleeve,
"Goodnight everyone," She said grabbing my hand and leading me out of the room
"Goodnight guys!" I said following in behind her.
We had the back room, we were right at the back of the bus and we were pretty far from everyone else so we could do whatever we wanted.
Billie closed and locked the door behind us she got into some more comfy clothes and we cuddled on the bed for a while. I was scrolling Instagram and come across all the videos from me being on stage for I love you, I looked so awkward but it was definitely worth it.
"Look how cute you areeee," Billie said playfully
"Get outta here," I said laughing and turning my phone off.
I threw it down beside me and cuddled on to Billie, one of my legs wrapping around her followed by an arm.
"Woah someone's a little clingy tonight," Billie said as she started to play with my hair
I looked up at her, she's so beautiful I couldn't handle it.
"Billie, turn your phone off," I said in a seductive whisper.
She turned it off and put it on the shelf beside her. I took my hoodie off as she turned away, leaving me in only a bra.
She turned back to me and i instantly started to straddle her, I leant down and started to kiss her, passionately.
Billie grabbed onto my ass and I put my hands on her cheeks.
I started to pull at the bottom of her shirt, and she took it off.
The kiss started to become a make out and she flipped me over, taking dominance.
She straddled me and pinned my hands above my head.
She started to move down to my neck leaving harsh bruising behind.
She moved down lower and lower and she started to pull at my waist band.
"Can I?" She said pouting at me.
"You really asking for permission, yes Billie!" I said through deep breaths
She slipped my pants off and before I could say any more her lips connected with my heat.
I pulled at her hair and she slipped two fingers in me.
I moaned her name and she said
"You like that?"
I felt a knot start to form in my stomach
"Billie I think I'm gonna-" I started
"Let it out baby," she said looking up at me
She started to go harder and I released all over her fingers.
She sat up and kept eye contact with me as she licked her fingers.
She came and lied beside me, moving my sweaty hair out of my face and kissing my nose.
"I love you so much Y/N," she said in a baby voice
"I love you Billie," I said hugging her again.
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AUTHORS NOTE:
Thank you guys for reading this chapter, hopefully another part coming within the next 2 days!
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes