Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction

tour?

i woke up and looked around.
"Billie," i said my voice croaky since i just woke up.
i looked around some more then heard her, she was yelling.
"no Finneas, i don't want to." she said, i listener harder.
"not while Eli is in a bad state, not while me and the gang are this close, not now Finn." she said and i heard her start crying.
"Billie, y/n can come but the others can't," Finneas said
"no Finneas, tell them i said FUCKING NO." she screamed then slammed a door.
i heard a light knock at the door and i opened it, Finneas was standing there.
"what was that about?" i asked him and he sighed.
"Billie needs to go back on tour, she thinks it's way to soon and honestly, i can agree with her, but, the management said she needs to go on another tour. it's gonna be called the where do we go tour," he said and i half smiled.
"she will come round, once Eli is out of hospital which is only a week away, she will change her mind i promise you," i said to him and he nodded.
"maybe you should go to her, she's outside," Finn said and i nodded
"yeah i'll go," i said and stood up, throwing in one of Billies hoodies since it was kinda cold out.
i walked outside and Billie was out there crying to herself lightly and tapping her leg up and down.
"baby, are you okay?" i asked...
no reply.
i bobbed down in front of her and she looked away.
"baby," i said and grabbed her cheek, pulling her face towards me.
"i don't wanna go y/n" she cried and hugged me.
we were standing there hugging each other for a while.
"i know you don't wanna do it baby, but think how happy you'll be to see your fans, think of them," i said and she half smiled.
"but what about our little family here, Eli in hospital, what about our friends y/n, i can't keep doing this to them." she said and kept hugging me.
"they will be here when we get back. it's not a permanent move we will be back within what, 3 months?" i said and she let out a breath.
"i just don't know if i can cope with it. i get put under so much pressure while on tour, i get so worn out." she said and shook her head
"i know, but you can't have this job and not do-"
"well maybe i don't want this fucking job then y/n, maybe i just wanna be a normal fucking eighteen year old that parties with her friends and can stay and love her girlfriend, well fiancé, maybe i just wanna be normal y/n but you don't get it. do you." she said and i nodded
maybe i didn't understand what she goes through with tour, maybe i should ease up.
"it's up to you what you do, but just don't make a stupid mistake." i said
"well maybe this whole music thing was a mistake. maybe having the management i do is a mistake. i give up." she said and sat back down, tears rolling down her face.
"i hate this." she said and frowned.
-time skip-
we are in the hospital visiting Eli right now, Billie's telling him about the tour and everything else that's happening.
"i know you don't wanna do it Billie but think of the fans, not us, we will be here when you get back," Eli said and Billie shrugged.
"i just feel bad for leaving you guys all the time," she said and Eli laughed.
"Billie, we all love seeing you out on the stage doing what you love and seeing you with your fans, please do it," he said and she sat there and stared at the floor for a second.
"say something baby," i said to her and she nodded
"i'm gonna do it." she said and pulled out her phone.
"i'm gonna call Finn right now and tell him i'm in," she said and i smiled, so did Eli.
"hey, yeah, can you tell Justin i'm in," she said into the phone.
"yeah okay, awesome, see you soon Finn, bye," she finished.
"tour starts in 2 weeks." she said and Eli and i cheered.
"i knew you'd do it!" Eli said and i hugged her.
"i'm so excited," i said and she smiled.
"i'll get the excitement soon enough," she said and hugged me back.