Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction

party

Billie and i are going to Tana's for a party, Tana's party's are wild to say the least.
but for now, Billie and i we're laying on her bed, her red lights filling the room again.
she moved a piece of hair behind my ear
"sheeeeeeeeeshhhhhh," she said
"are you sure i can take you out?" she said again
"Billie, i'm a mess, i have no makeup on i don't have any decent clothes on i-" i stopped in my words realising Billie was getting mad.
"shut the fuck up Y/N, you're beautiful with or without make up and good clothes. my godddddd," she said and kissed my forehead.
"you're perfect to me okay." she said and looked into my eyes.
"okay whatever bitch ass, let's get ready," i said and laughed.
"damn okay," Billie said and we both got out of bed.
i went into the bathroom and closed the door behind me.
Finneas was out and Maggie and Patrick we're asleep. it was pretty quiet.
i turned the shower on and took my clothes off.
i stood there for a second and stared at myself in the mirror, looking at every imperfection about myself.
before i would start to feel more like shit i jumped into the shower and let the warm water hug my body.
after washing my body and hair i got out a wrapped a towel around myself and my hair.
i went back to Billies room and tried to find some clothes to wear.
i have a part of Billies closet where my clothes are. it was pretty helpful.
i was digging through the closet trying to find something nice to wear.
"how about this?" Billie said and pulled out some camouflage pants and a black see through crop top.
"at least someone's got fashion sense out of the both of us," i said and kissed her softly.
"okay i'm gonna go shower, i'll be back," she said and slapped my ass on her way out
"yeah real funny," i said as she left the room, her eyeing me as she left.
i took the towel off myself and put the clothes on.
i put a black belt around the pants and tied the outfit together with some air forces.
damn i didn't look half bad.
i sat down on the floor and started blow drying my hair, starting to straighten it after.
as i started straightening my hair Billie walked in.
"took you long enough," i said and shifted myself to face her.
"oh yeah?" she said and looked through her clothes.
i flipped myself back around to face the mirror, i could see Billie looking at me from the mirror.
"can i help you?" i said giggling a little
"huh, what?" she said trying to brush off the fact she was looking at me.
"nothing," i said and laughed, shaking my head along with it.
i finished with my hair and tied it back while u put my make up on.
i did a simple, natural look.
after about 5 minutes of doing my make up, i heard Billie let out a groan.
"ugh i can't find anything," she said and threw her head back.
"so you can find MY outfit in two seconds and you can't find yours within 20 minutes?" i said and finished off my make up.
i stood up, i'm completely ready and Billie is still looking through her stuff.
she looks up at me and her mouth opened.
"fuck you're so hot." she said and just stared me down.
"shut up," i said to her and kneeled next to her, we were both looking for an out for for her.
we ended up finding a track suit that said baby all over it. she loved it.
she put it on and did her hair in space buns.
"and you call me the hot one?" i said to her wrapping my arms around her neck.
"because you are, shut up," she said and put her forehead on mine.
we looked at each other for a minute and i kissed her.
"we better go," she whispered.
i grabbed my phone and we went to the car.
after 20 minutes of driving we pulled up to Tana's mansion.
"i haven't been here in what feels like forever," i said and Billie nodded in agreement.
we went inside and found Tana.
"hey babes!" she said to me and pulled me into a hug, then Billie.
"how are you!" i said to her smiling
"i've never been better, i'll get you both a drink," she said and disappeared.
i looked around at the people here.
Diego was here, him and i were so close, then he found new friends and we drifted.. i missed him.
i kept looking to see if i knew any more people when Tana returned to Billie and i, drinks in her hands.
she handed them to us, she was already tipsy, tonight was gonna be insane.
then. the unthinkable happened.
Maddie walked in.
"ugh," i groaned
"what's wrong babe," Billie said hugging me.
"you'll see in two seconds," i said and hugged into her.
"omg, hey Billie!" i heard her say excitedly.
"hey Maddie." she said a little bluntly.
now that Billie knows i don't like her, she's been distant with her and i didn't want that.
i whispered in Billies ear.
"don't do that to her, talk to her like normal, it's cool," and then i hugged into her neck.
Maddie eyed me down and then her eyes returned to Billie.
"how are you?" she said and i left Billies arms.
"i'll be back," i said and left them.
Maddie grinned at me and then turned to Billie.
i went and sat with Tana i felt a little upset.
"what's wrong Y/N," Tana said in a comforting tone.
"it's nothing.." i said leaving a silence after my words.
"it's Maddie isn't it," she said and wrapped an arm around me.
"yeah.." i said
"don't worry about it, i know Billie loves you, don't let it get to you, it'll be fine." she said and kept hugging me.
"maybe you're right." i said to her and i left her hug.
"i'll be back," i said to her and she nodded me away.
i returned to the two of them, i don't really know what they were talking about.
Maddie's face dropped at the sight of me, i shrugged it off.
Billie wrapped her arms around me and i slipped out of her arms she looked at me weirdly then she kept her conversation with Maddie going.
i felt left out whenever Maddie was around. it's like i'm a nobody.
i was staring into space when i felt an arm slump over my shoulder.
"Y/N!!" Diego said at the top of his lungs.
"how are you bro i've missed you," he said again.
"Hi Diego, i'm good," i said trying to raise my mood.
Billie turned her attention to me, obviously getting jealous.
he pulled me into a tight hug and i hugged him back.
"i'm gonna go roll you a blunt," he said and ran off before i could deny it.
Maddie and Billies conversation ended and Billie returned to me, of course, Maddie still at her side anyway.
Diego came back with a blunt, trying to hand it to me.
"take a hit Y/N," he said
"you know i don't touch this shit now Diego," i said to him.
"take a hit, you'll love it," he said again
"Diego i said i don't want to," i felt myself getting mad and i slapped the blunt out of his hand.
"you just wasted good kush." he said
"good." i said and walked away, pulling Billie behind me.
"this is why we drifted Y/N you're no fun no more." he yelled after me.
i felt my heart drop.
i'm over it, i'm here for a good time, i'm not letting people get to me.
i returned to Tana, she was drunk.
"have a drink Y/N," she slurred and handed me hers.
"wow, everywhere i go i'm getting forced to do something," i said looking her dead in the eye.
"sorry boo," she said and skulled the rest of her drink.
i wrapped my arms around Billie and she was up against a wall. her hands resting on my hips.
i just stared at her. she was looking at me and i looked at her eyes, then shifted to her lips.
i licked my lips and she caught me staring.
"oh i see you," she said and winked at me.
"huh what? y'all hear somethin'," i said and giggled.
"fuck you're cute," she said and my eyes returned to her lips.
"ughhhhh," she groaned.
before i asked her what's up her lips smashed onto mine.
her hands connected with my back and pulled me closer to her.
my hands travelled at the sides of her body and Tana came over.
"nOnE oF tHaT..... in my hoUsE," she said very drunkenly.
"c'mon Tan, lets get you some water," i said and grabbed her hand.
i turned to Billie and kissed her,
"finish this later babygirl" i said and she blushed.
Billie and i took care of Tana, i got her a water bottle and we tried to sober her up.
it took a while, the three of us were sitting on the top of the stairs outside.
"i love you guys," she said and started crying
"Tana what the fuck," i said and stared laughing
"what's wrong?" Billie said laughing
"i just don't deserve you two." she said
"shut the fuck up Tana. sober up," i said and Billie and i were laughing really hard.
"i am sober," she said still slurred.
"your voice tells me different," i said and she hugged Billie and i
"thank you Y/N, and thank you Billie,"
that's when her new BoYfRiEnD showed up. his name was Jacob.
"JACOB!" she squealed and ran over to him.
"hey babe," he said and they started making out.
"that's our cue to leave, Cya Tana," i said and dragged Billie behind me.
i took Billie and myself to the car. we got in and drove for a while.
"Park here," i said and we were in an area with over hanging trees, no one would see us.
she parked the car and turned to me.
i immediately jumped onto her and started kissing her.
"Y/N what the fuck," she said smiling.
"you can't be doing that," she added.
"bet," i said and kissed her again.
my hands were cupping her head and i bit her lip a little and a moan slipped from her mouth.
"see don't act like you don't want me," i said and giggled.
"c'mon we will go home and finish this, this is ridiculous," she said and i slumped back in my seat crossing my arms.
"no fun," i said and she side eyed me.
her hand grabbed onto my thigh and she slowly moved her hand up and down it.
"fucking stop," i said trying to be serious.
she looked at me again and laughed.
"you're cute when you're bossy," she said and her hand returned to the wheel.
"you're just cute all the time," i said and bit my lip with a smile, pulling her hand back into my thigh.
after about 5 more minutes of sexual tension in the car, we pulled into my driveway, finally.
i jumped out and quickly unlocked the door and ran upstairs not waiting for Billie. she care in my room and she closed the door behind us, before she could do anything, i pushed her against the closed door and started kissing her.
i moved slowly down her jaw and then to her neck. i started on a hickey right on her collar bone when my phone rang.
"for fuck saaaaaake," i screamed and carried on.
it rang again. FUCK. then again. then again.
"i'm gonna have to answer it Bil," i said and she rolled her eyes playfully, i think.
"hey Issac," i said onto the phone trying not to sound annoyed. Billie came and sat next to me, pouting and pulling at my shirt.
"Y/N!," he shouted into the phone.
"you and Billie down to come out tomorrow night?" he added.
"i'll ask her hold up," i said
i asked her and of course she said yes.
"yeah sure, we will be there!" i said and tried to hurry the conversation, Billie was getting tired of waiting.
"okay awesome i'll see y'all tomorrow," he said
"yeah, cya Issac!" i said and hung the phone up.
i instantly threw my phone down and jumped on to Billie, pushing her down onto the bed and kissing her. it got heated quickly and i took my shirt off.
Billie just looked at me.
her hands exploring my sides.
"fuck outta hereeeee," she said and put her forearm over her eyes.
"you're so fucking hot oh myyyy," she said again.
"shut the fuck up," i said and she looked at me again.
"come here," she said
so i leaned down and kissed her again.
one of my hands reached her neck and i choked her lightly.
this went on for a little while and then we got into bed.
"i love you shorty," Billie said and kissed my forehead.
"i love you too babe," i said and i fell asleep in her arms.
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A/N:
Long chapter entered the chat, hope y'all enjoyed!
more chapters this length are on the way 🖤