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—————————————————"brooooooooooo i swear to god." i said as i read the message on my phone. it was Tana.
the message read 'bitch i just ran into Callie, this shit aint pretty, give me a call when you can love."
i facetimed her, she answered.
"BITCH." i heard on the other end.
"yo Tana what's happening?" i asked and she did a cocky laugh.
"you wanna fucking knowwww, so Dani and i went into walmart, because.. walmart? and anyway, we were just walking around and then i see Callie, she comes over to me, tells me about how her Callie have broken up and aren't talking, but it gets worse." she said
"oh god hurry up and tell me," i said
"this bitch really said to me oH i WaNt y/N bAcK." she said in a sarcastic voice when her face went dead serious.
"Tana are you serious," i said
"nah i'm making all this up?" she said pulling an 'are you dumb' face at me.
"this bitch better not try anything i swear to goddddddd." i said and sighed.
"i hope not, ANYWAY, this bitch tells me she has i flight in 30 minutes and she's coming to the show TONIGHT," she said and i felt my heart stop.
"ohhhh helllllll no," i said and Billie came in.
"hey baby," she said and lied on top of me in my bunk, then closed the curtain and turned on the red lights on it.
"oh, hey Tana," Billie said snuggling into my neck.
"hey babe," i said to Billie and we got comfortable.
"so Tana, what should i do?" i asked her
"i don't know just make sure she doesn't come near you, she's a creepy cunt," she said and i laughed
"what's happening?" Billie asked.
"nothing i'll explain later," i said.
"i'm tired," she replied
"then go to sleep angel," i said and kissed her forehead.
"ughhhh i miss Dani," Tana said and i laughed
"you guys are so cute," Tana said
"i know we are teeeeheeee," i said and Tana laughed
"how the fuck am i supposed to sleep with your ass making noises, damn," she said and i could feel her smiling against my neck.
"i'm sorry baby, go to sleep now," i said and then looked to Tana again.
"i better let y'all go, we'll speak soon love, let me know how everything goes," Tana said
"thanks for letting me know Tana, i love you, talk soon," i replied
"love you too, cyaaa," she said and hung up.
i placed my phone down next to me and sighed, i stroked Billies hair lightly and she kissed my neck lightly.
"what were you and Tana talking about," Billie asked me and put one arm up so she could look at me.
"it's Callie, she's single again and Tana ran into her and she's just talking shit," i said and cupped her cheeks.
"no ones taking you from me, don't stress," Billie said and pulled me in and kissed me slowly.
i kissed her back and then she lied back down on me.
"at least you have a free day tomorrow so we can explore and have fun," i said and pouted.
"yeah that'll be good, the show starts in 7 hours so we should probably head to sound check now," she said and sighed.
"yeah let's go," i said and kissed her one more time before turning off the lights in my bunk and hopping out.
i got dressed into some more appropriate clothes and did my hair, brushed my teeth, put in my piercings and then we left.
Finneas was already there, we walked into the arena and it was huge.
"woah im kinda nervous, this shit is sold out, it's huge, what if i fuck up-" she started rambling.
i cupped her cheeks and faced her towards me.
"you've got this, i know you do, you're gonna be okay," i said and she sighed.
"i'm nervous..... but SO fucking excited let's gooooo," she said and jumped up onto the stage.
i sat in the stands like usual and recorded some for my story.
she sang xanny and her voice echoed through the empty arena. it was beautiful.
i was sitting there completely in awe when my phone rang. it was Callie.
"what do you want." i said and picked up my phone.
"i just wanted to tell you, Maddie and i broke up, im back on the market baby," she said.
i sighed. "Callie. i literally have a girlfriend, you know i'm not gonna leave her for some dirty slut like you." i said effortlessly.
"c'mon you know you want me, Maddie was just my rebound honestly, i just want you back," she said with the fakest sad voice ever.
"you are insane to think i've even think about it," i said bluntly
"Maddie is tryna get Billie too, see wouldnt it be perfect, me and you, Maddie and Billie..." she went on
"if you don't leave me the fuck alone you have no idea what's coming for you," i said feeling myself get even more angry, i hung up the phone quickly.
i put my phone back in my pocket and fixed my beanie.
i focused back on Billie and realised she was doing the last sound check song.
i listened as she sung i love you.
she was singing the last bit,
"we fall apart as it gets dark im in your arms in central park, there's nothing you could do or say i can't explain the way i love Y/n," she sang in a funny voice, i laughed and she let out a breathy laughed over the microphone.
she finished the song beautifully and smiled as she finished.
she spoke with the crew and whoever else was down there and i hopped up from my seat.
i jogged down the stairs and went up onto the stage.
"you sounded amazing," i said to Billie as i hugged her from behind, resting my head on her shoulder.
she wrapped her arms around the back of me, they all continued to talk about the show and whatever else.
"okay let's go," Billie turned and said to me.
we walked back down the stairs into the green room.
"hey Finn, do you want anything from taco bell?" she asked and i grabbed my phone from my pocket.
i looked and i had a message from Callie...
"see you tonight baby" the message read..
gross. i turned my phone off and prayed i didn't see her, i won't anyway but still.
then i heard it.
straight from Finneas's mouth.
"Maddie's gonna come watch you tonight too by the way," Finneas said and my mouth dropped.
i don't know what plan they have. but this isn't gonna end well i already know.
"oh sweet," Billie said and turned to me.
"you wanna come with me?" Billie asked
i nodded and we left the building, we walked to her car.
i felt my knees start to give way.
"baby are you good?" Billie asked, i just nodded.
i made it to the car and sat down.
Billie handed me her water and i took a few sips.
"what's wrong," she asked and i let out a shaky breath.
before i could say any words i felt hot tears burn in my eyes. Billie jumped out from her side of the car and came to my side, she pulled me out of the car and hugged me tightly, i felt the tears leaving my eyes and streaming down my cheeks. it began to rain.
"baby what happened?" Billie asked as she looked at me and cupped my face.
"i- Callie is coming, her and Maddie broke up, if you didn't a-already know, and now they're b-both gonna be here and, ugh," i said melting even more.
she hugged me again.
"take your time angel," she said and held me for a while longer.
"i just can't escape her," i cried and Billie kissed me.
"i love you, this will all settle soon, i promise you, okay?" she said and pouted at me.
"i love you so much," i said and hugged her again.we got back into the car, Billie handed me her water again, and a few wipes to clean the mascara that had smudged.
we drove into the drive through, we got some burritos and drinks then headed back.
"are you feeling any better?" Billie asked as she rested her hand on my thigh.
falling by harry styles played softly in the background.
"yeah, i mean i'll get there," i said and she smiled.
"i love you," she said
"i love you too," i said and kissed her hand.
i held it the whole drive back.we arrived back.
"damn took you guys long enough," Finneas said, Billie shoved him.
"not cool bro," she said and he shot me a confused look.
"are you okay?" he asked me as he came and hugged me.
"don't make me cry again bitch, im okay, thank you," i said and we hugged.
"one hour," the crew member popped his head in and said.
"okay, Finn, get your guitars ready, im gonna do warm ups, y/n, sit there and look pretty," Billie said.
this is around the time she starts stressing.
she is literally insane. before every show she runs up and down the small ass green room and 'warms up' shes adorable.
sometimes i like annoying her.....
she was running and i chased her, she ran out the green room doors and outside to near where her car was parked.
it was really raining now so we were saturated.
i tackled her around her waist and pulled her close to me, there were paps around but the security guards are baddies and won't allow them close.
i looked around at them and shrugged.
i kissed her passionately, the rain dripping between us.
"okay let's go back in," i whispered too her and we went back inside.
we walked back to the green room.
Billie made a quick phone call to the guy that was taking care of getting her car from point A to B.
she got changed into her show outfit and she looked bomb as fuck.
"10 minutes," the guy popped his head back in and Billie started jumping around.
"i'm so excited oh my," she said and laughed.
she gave me a kiss,
"i love you, you're gonna do amazing," i whispered too her, i heard everyone chanting her name.
"i love you too," she said and blew me a kiss as she ran to the side stage.
the intro from the show had started. the white screen, ready.
Billie walked out calmly and then started jumping around to bad guy.
i walked up the narrow staircase to the family VIP section. i took a seat and watched her, every move.
then i heard her.
"miss me?"
i turned around and saw Callie, and Maddie..
"i chose Callie as my plus one, fun right?" Maddie and Callie snickered.fuck my life.
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes