that's when all my happy thoughts left,
Maddie was here.she came over to all of us and wrapped her arms around Billies torso.
ugh.
Billie hugged her back.
HOW DID SHE EVEN GET INTO THE VIP AREA. oh that's right. her dad is a major music manager.
before i got to pissed off i left and went over to Tana.
"what's wrong shorty?" Tana asked me seeing hmmm facial expression.
"fucking Maddie is here." i said mad af.
"fuck out of here, she isn't." Tana said and i pointed towards her.
"fuck outta here," Tana said leaving my side and walking towards her
"Tana stop!" i said and grabbed her arm.
she pulled out of my grip and kept going.
i stood in front of Tana and put my hand on her chest,
"Tana, stop it, please," i said and looked into her eyes.
"she has got one more chance, one more thing she does, i'll rip her fucking head off," she said and i hugged her, her hugging me back.
i returned to Billie... and Maddie.
Billie wrapped her arms around me and was hugging me from behind.
Maddie rolled her eyes, good.
Kahlid started singing coaster, Billie and I's favourite.
also Kahlid's last song for tonight.
"maybe you weren't, the one for me, but deep down i wanted you to be," i sung and swayed with Billie to the song.
Maddie tried to socialise with some other people and she got ignored a lot.
i just can't believe this bitch ass hoe ass girlfriend stealing head ass is staying in OUR HOUSE! THE FUCK?!
i put my head back on Billies shoulder and kissed her jawline.
i saw a smirk appear on her face.
i looked at the time and it was 8:00, Billie and i had to go so she could get ready for her performance.
Billie and i said goodbye to everyone and left.
Maddie tried to come but Billie turned it down, she likes being alone before and after shows, only having Finneas and i in the green room with her.
after 10 minutes we got to her green room, Finneas and Claudia were in there, they left as soon as we got in there so they could get good spots.
it was just Billie and i in there.
Billie leant against a wall a ate some grapes and strawberries, she eats pretty light before going on, it was about 15 minutes until she had to go on.
we stayed quiet for a bit but i decided to go over to her.
i planted my lips on hers, our lips moving synced, i picked Billie up and put her on a table, i've thankfully had a little growth and i'm the same height as her now.
i sat her on the table and she leant down a little to keep our lips connected.
we were fighting for dominance, i won.
i sucked at her bottom lip causing her to groan and we were quickly interrupted by Finneas.
"OH MY GOD GIRL GET OUTTT!" he said laughing
"c'mon Bil, side stage, you have five minutes," he said and closed the door.
Billie and i looked at each other and laughed. i could tell Billie was nervous because she was ticking.
"babe you're gonna be okay," i said and kissed her cheek.
she jumped off the table,
"hopefully," she said and went to the side of the stage.
the intro of bad guy started playing and she went onto the stage, standing there for a second. the bass came in and she jumped around the stage like a crazy person.
i loved watching her perform.
after a few songs, Finneas handed her a ukulele, huh?
that's when she said.
"so i'm guessing y'all know my girlfriend, Y/N," i immediately felt myself heat up and she continued, the crowd roaring.
"well i wrote a song for her, she has no idea about this, you guys will be the first to hear it live, along with my beautiful soulmate," she said and smiled.
the vip area was filled with our friends.
i saw Maddie, was she-
she was crying. i laughed a little to myself and focused on Billie.
"and this is called 'because i'm in love with you', it isn't completely finished but i'll play what i have," she said and started lightly strumming.
"I swear I'd stop breathing, If it would benefit you, If that's all I had to do, I'll give up everything.
Because I'm in love with you, Yes, I'm in love with you.
I'll give up everything, If it would benefit you, If thats all i had to do, cause i'm in love with you, yes i'm in love with you." she finished and i cried. of course.
the crowd was filled with crying teenagers.
i went to the stage after she finished and hugged her, i was still lightly crying.
i quickly kissed her, the crowd filled with 'aww's' and other things, i left the stage and decided to go to the vip area.
"that was so fucking cute," Hailey said and wiped fake tears.
"shut up it was adorable." i said and laughed
"i was kidding geez calm down," she said and winked at me.
all of my friends talked to my about it.
~
After at least an hour of insane jumping to Billies songs, i went back to the side stage for her last song, it was you should see me in a crown, she always goes really hard in the last song, especially if it's YSSMIAC,
the song finished and she said bye to the crowd. she ran off the stage, i was already in the green room. she came in and collapsed into my arms.
trying to get herself together, and get her breaths steady.
i sat her down on the couch and gave her, her inhaler. she took some deep breaths and tried to focus her breathing.
i sat next to her and moved her sweaty hair out of her face.
"you did amazing baby," i said to her and kissed her cheek.
"t-thanks," she said between breaths.
i played with her hair and allowed her to bring herself down.
after around 10 minutes, she stood up and started eating- i mean inhaling all the food.
she was eating so fast i had to slow her down.
"babe chill, the food hasn't got legs it's not going anywhere," i said and she laughed.
"shut up, or i'll eat something else," she said and winked at me.
"shut up," i said playfully and felt myself blush.
~
we were all back at the house and we were all sat inside, by this time it was past midnight, Tana, Hailey, Eli, Issac, Ethan, Finneas and Claudia were all in bed leaving Billie, Danielle MadDiE and i.
i yawned and rested my head on Billies shoulder.
"are you tired babygirl?" she asked me
"yeah a little, surely you aren't fucked?" i said to her
"i meannnn," she said
"no. i ain't wanna hear that," Danielle said causing Billie and i to erupt in laughter.
Maddie on the other hand, wasn't impressed.
i kissed Billie lightly on the lips and stood up.
"goodnight Danielle," i said and grabbed Billies arm.
"night Maddie." i said bluntly.
i pulled Billie into our room and we got changed into some more comfy clothes.
i got into sweats and a bra. i took off all my make up and jewellery.
Billie re wore her booty shorts and a tank top.
i climbed into the bed and let the duvet cover my body.
Billie got in beside me, quickly jumping up.
"wait," she said and ran to the door, locking it.
she turned back to me and i rolled my eyes.
she climbed in beside me and i immediately wrapped my arms around her, kissing her cheek, then lips, then jaw, i slowly moved down to her neck, she moved her neck to the side, giving me more space to kiss her.
she let out a soft moan and i knew i had her under my control.
i took her tank top off and started leaving a few hickeys on the top of her tits.
i took her bra off and started sucking at her neck and on her breasts.
she let out light moans.
i moved down and sucked harshly all the way down her stomach at this point i couldn't be seen from the outside world because i was completely under the covers i slipped off Billies pants and thong and kissed her thighs.
i blew cold air onto her clit and and she arched her back. damn i wasn't even doing anything yet and she was already this excited...
i latched onto her heat and she let out a sorta to loud moan.
"shut up daddy," i said against her, the vibration obviously making it worse.
her fingers were lost in my hair at this point and she was a mess.
i put two fingers in her and started lightly thrusting her before picking up the pace.
i tried to block out her moans by kissing her but it didn't do to much.
"baby they will hear us," i said and she just kept moaning, she was a mess
"y-Y/N i'm gonna c-cum baby," she said and put a pillow over her face.
"not yet," i said and slipped a third finger in her. she was shaking all over in pleasure and her moans were still loud.
"please baby i need to," she said it was slightly muffled
"let it out baby," i said and she did just that.
a long loud moan came from her mouth and she came all over my fingers.
i quickly licked up all her cum and then she took the pillow away from her face.
i connected my eyes with hers and licked my fingers seductively.
i returned to her side and she was still shaky.
"so now that you're a little taller you think you've got all dominance?" she said and i kissed her lightly, hoping she could taste herself.
"exactly right shorty," i said and then turned off the lamp beside my side of the bed.
"goodnight princess," Billie whispered to me
"goodnight daddy," i said to her and i knew she was smiling.
i cuddled into her and fell asleep quickly.
~
i woke up before Billie, i decided to get up and shower.
i had a shower.
it was 7:30, today was gonna be full of singing and dancing i'm so excited.
i got out of the shower and today's look was very simple.
i wore ripped black jeans, the rips were massive from my mid thigh to the middle of my shins.
i paired them with yet another neon green crop top and the neon green nike air force 1's Billie got me for christmas.
i didn't put on make up yet but i did my hair in space buns, like Billie wore.
i sat on the edge of our bed and put my hand on the side of Billies face.
i kissed her lips a few times and she kissed back, while in her sleep, muscle memory much.
her eyebrows furrowed and i sat up properly, my hand still on her cheek.
"man fuck you," she said because i was laughing at her.
"nah it's just that i was kissing you and you kissed me back but you were asleep, it's so fucking cute," i said to her and kissed her again.
"the fact i'm completely naked on coachella grounds scares me." she said and started at the roof.
"ThAtS wHaT hApPeNs WhEn yOu hAvE cOcO pUfFs fOr bReAkFaSt," i said referring to Maggie.
"omg your annoying ass i swear," she said grabbing the collar of my shirt and pulled me close to her.
i started into her eyes and she licked her lips.
"oh my god, you are so mean," she said and rolled over.
"i know babe," i said and she rolled back over to me, she kissed me passionately, light groans coming from her.
"i gotta have a shower," she said and jumped up, she walked to the bathroom and i went after her slapping her bare ass and she winked at me as i did it.
i sat in front of a mirror and did my make up.
i did light green smokey eyes and put a nude lipstick over my lips, they were slightly puffy.
after i finished, Billie came back into the room ready.
she was wearing a purple hoodie and some purple pants that had basketball team patches all over them, paired with purple jordan's.
"fuck meeeee," i said and stood up from my mirror heading over to her.
"i mean, time and place shorty," she said laughing
"you straightened your hair didn't you?" i said since there were no curls and it was dry.
"nah bozo i just got out of the shower with dry straight hair," she said and laughed
"shut up," i said and wrapped my arms around her torso she flipped her hair to one side and her hands glided down either side of my body.
she was clearly checking me out and i rolled my eyes and she licked her lips, flicking her hair again. we started at each other for a second then a knock sounded at the door.
"WAKE UP BITCHES!" two people yelled, clearly being Danielle and Tana.
"coming," we yelled back and i left a kiss on her lips.
we went to the living room/kitchen for breakfast.
"good morning y'all," i said and they all said it back.
"aye Y/N, i need to talk to you," Tana said and i went with her to the pool area.
"now," she started
"if you and Billie are gonna fuck, be quiet next time," she said and laughed.
"oh shut the fuck up Tana," i said and slapped her arm.
"but seriously if i'm gonna hear 'oh yeah Y/N' every night i'm out," she said impersonating Billies moans.
"Tana imma give you five seconds to run okay," i said and she left.
i chase after her inside and i cornered her, i picked her up by her waist and her legs went in the air,
"now shut up," i said and let her down.
"be quiet next time," Tana said winking at me.
Danielle looked at me and nodded.
obviously she heard to.
i went to the kitchen to cut fruit for me... well and Billie.
she clingy af of a morning, she so cute.
she rested her chin on my shoulder and hugged me from behind the entire time i prepared our breakfast.
i put our fruit in a bowl and picked it up, Billie was still hugging me and i was trying to walk.
"babe i'm trying to walk personal space?" i said sarcastically
"don't know her." she said and kissed my neck.
i sat down and Billie sat next to me, her head on my shoulder and she was eating fruit.
Danielle came over to me and i instantly knew what was about to happen.
"what Tana said," she said and laughed.
i couldn't escape it.
Danielle and Issac has broken up two days ago, they are cool as friends!
i honestly get a vibe that Danielle likes Tana, but we will see.
"what was that about?" Billie said looking kinda concerned.
"they heard us fucking last night. you moan to loud baby," i whispered in her ear and she laughed
"oh shitttt," she said.
Today Bruno Major, The 1975, Ariana Grande, Lewis Capaldi, Nicki Minaj, Drake and Chris Brown we're playing, today was going to be full of fun and i'm excited to spend every second of it with my baby, Billie.
plus all our friends but Billie is all that mattered right now. Today was gonna be amazing!
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes