I woke up with Billie in my arms, the light rumble of the bus shook us around
We are on our way to the airport, we here flying back to LA today and meeting up with the gang the day after we got back.
(the gang being, Elijah, Issac, Danielle, Billie and I)
I lied there for a minute, I started to get bored so I kissed Billies forehead, then nose, then cheek and she woke up.
"Good morning baby," I said kissing her forehead again and she snuggled into me more.
"Good morning," she said grumpily, Billie really is not a morning person and she is very cuddly and clingy of a morning, I liked it.After a while of lying there we decided to get up and get some breakfast.
We walked to the front of the bus and everyone was already awake.
"Good morning sleepy heads," Maggie said laughing at the state we were in.
"Morning mom," Billie said rolling her eyes.
I cut up some fruit for me and Billie, of course she was hugging me from behind the entire time.
"Would you quit being so clingy?" I said sarcastically to her.
"Never," she said as she dug her head into my neck.
I sat down and put the fruit on the table beside us.
Billie came and sat on my lap, her arms falling over my neck.
"Well isn't that cute," Finneas said laughing said scrunching his nose at Billie
"You know what Fin," she started
"All of a sudden you have a very punchable face," she added, she tried to stand up but I wrapped my arms around her waist,
"Damn Billie ease up," he said laughing at her.
She took a piece of pineapple and put it in her mouth.
Her head rested on my shoulder, my head rested on hers. I loved how she was in the morning, she was so cute.
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As we boarded the plane my stomach dropped, i started to feel sick... as you already know, I absolutely hate flying, and Billie knows that.
"It's gonna be fine babygirl, it's going to feel like forever but I'll hold you the entire time, okay," she said cutely looking my in the eye.
"Thank you Billie," a said hugging her.
As we were putting our bags in the over head lockers I pulled out my earphones and offered Billie one, of course, I was listening to I love you, that was our song.
"Damn aren't you sick of my voice Y/N?"
She said laughing along with her words
"Never," I said looking at her leaving a small kiss on her lips.
We were in a little room type of thing with a bed and a tv. I snuggled up to Billie and wrapped one of my legs over her.
"Are you okay Y/N?" She said sounding worried
"Yeah, yeah everything's fine," I said putting a fake smile on.
Really I wasn't, I have really bad anxiety and plane riding makes it worse.
Billie played with my hair and kissed my forehead till I eventually fell asleep.
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I woke up about 2 hours later... damn I was tired. Billie was asleep, me in her arms. I couldn't have been happier.
I lied there, hugging her back when the door slid open.
"Y/N," I heard Finneas say in a whisper
"Yes Finn?" I said extra quietly to make sure I didn't wake sleeping beauty over here.
"I saw you were online on Instagram and I need your help, come to the front of the plane," he said and then disappeared
I slid away from Billie and of course, she woke up
"Where are you going baby?" She said through a yawn
"Toilet, I'll be back in a sec," I said then met with Finneas at the front.
"So basically, you know how it's Billies birthday in 3 weeks, I wanted to do something special for her, what do you think" he said
"Omg she'd love that! But what could we do?"
"I was thinking just a house party, invite all of her close friends and just have a good night," he stated.
"I'm sure she's gonna love it anyway it goes," I said proudly
"True, I'll sort it later on when we are home, thanks Y/N," he said as he picked up his phone.
I walked back into the room to Billie fast asleep again.
I crawled in beside her, I threw my arms over her and she turned around to face me subconsciously.
I picked up my phone to look at the time, It's was 7:30am, we had 2 more hours of flying, then I'd be with Billie at my apartment, that sounds so nice right now...
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"We are now landing in Los Angeles, get ready for a few bumps, it is quite windy, thank you for flying!"
"Thank god for that" Billie said hugging me, "you did awesome babe, I knew you'd be fine in the end," she then added.
"I just cant wait to get some more alone time," I said whispering in her ear and hugging her back
"Ohhhh I see how it is," she added and bit her lip.
I opened the over head locker and we all took out our suitcases.
"Has everyone got their things?" Maggie said looking at us all
We all nodded our heads and walked off the plane.
We walked inside the airport and of course, there were fans there.
"BILLIE!!!" We heard at least 10 kids scream all approaching us.
"Can I get a photo?" One said.
We were there for a while, I loved seeing Billie with her fans. She's always made sure she made them feel welcome.
After all the fan commotion, we got to the car park.
"We are going to go back to Y/N house for the night, I'll be home tomorrow," Billie said hugging her family.
"Stay safe girls," Patrick said as we started to walk our separate ways.
We arrived at Billies car and we jumped in.
"I'm so fucking excited for us to get some alone time together," she said smiling and biting her lip.
"I'm excited to Billie," I said smiling back at her.
Billie put her hand on my thigh and I played some of xxxtentacion's music.
"Too soon..." slipped out of her mouth and she started to tear up.
"I'm sorry Billie.." I said grabbing her hand.
"I miss him so much Y/N," she said starting to cry more.
"I know Billie I know," I said, trying not to make things worse. I kissed her hand and we pulled into the driveway of my house.
"Here," I said giving her my keys,
"Just go inside I'll be in there in a second,"
I got our things from the back of the car and walked inside.
I put our bags in my room and Billie was lying on my bed, she was obviously upset... why did I have to play X... it's almost been one year and six months and it's getting hard on her.
I lied beside her and played with her hair.
"I love you so much Billie, you are amazing," I said leaning down to kiss her head.
"I love you too Y/N," she said wiping her face.
"That's enough of that, let's watch a movie," she said winking at me.
I rolled my eyes and felt myself going red, "you can pi-"
"FRUIT VALE STATION!" She screamed
"Okay Billie damnnnnn," I said laughing.
I put the movie on and put my arms out for Billie to lay with me.
She put her head on my chest and rested her hands on my stomach.
She looked up at me with a cute little smirk on her face.
"What do u want?" I said laughing at her facial expression."
"You." She said kissing me softly.
I kissed her back and I felt her tongue poke at my mouth asking for entrance. We moved in sync and she tugged at my crop top, she took it off of my body and latched onto my neck, I scratched at her back and she slowly moved down my body.
She was kissing above my waist band and started to tug off my jeans her mouth quickly connected with my sweet spot.
I let out a quiet moan and she slipped her tongue in.
She kissed the inside of my thighs and then connected again.
I tried to close my legs and I felt my stomach start to knot.
"Billie I'm abo-"
Before I could finish what I was saying she slipped 3 fingers in my and started to
thrust really hard.
I released and the knot in my stomach disappeared.
Before Billie could do anything, between a few shaky breaths, I flipped her over
"You really think I'm gonna let you do it all the time? I think not,"
I kissed her neck and took her pants off her, I threw them on the floor and immediately connected to her.
She was already wet, which I pointed out
"Already wet for me baby?" I said seductively
She moaned in response.
This went on for a while and then I went to face her.
I kissed her softly on the lips and hugged her, our bare skin pressing together.
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes