i woke up to Billie lightly kissing my face, leaving kisses from my forehead on my chin.
"morning baby," i said to her, my voice raspy since i just woke up
"good morning, beautiful," Billie said and smiled.
i stretched and yawed.
today was our last full day at coachella, tomorrow we leave early.
i grabbed the back of Billie head and pulled her closer to me. i gently placed my lips upon hers and quickly pulled away, knowing Tana and Danielle would come in and annoy us soon.
"no come back," Billie said and pulled me closer to her
"Dani or Tana will come in, watch," i said and smiled
i pressed my lips onto hers and quickly got up to straddle her, i allowed my hands to roam around the upper part of her body and i flicked my tongue into her mouth.
as predicted, we were quickly interrupted by the sound of Tana clapping.
"good show, good show," she said and i sighed loudly.
"Tana get the fuck out you cock block." i said and she laughed hysterically.
"TaNa GeT tHe FuCk oUt yOu CoCk BlOcK," she mocked
"i mean i'd agree if y'all had dicks but nO," she said and kept laughing
i got out of bed and went over to Tana.
"how about you let us get ready?" i asked her and she held back her laugh,
"okay, i'm gonna go annoy Dani then," she said and turned around, blowing a kiss my way.
i closed the door and locked it behind me.
i turned back around to Billie who was just staring at the roof.
"babe, what's wrong?" i asked her quietly and sat next to her
"i don't know," she replied and took her eyes away from the ceiling, then quickly falling upon mine.
"Billie, i know there is something wrong, tell me," i said and placed a hand on her stomach.
"i'm just..." she started
"i'm just tired," she said again.
"we go home tomorrow baby, you're gonna be okay, i promise," i said and she shook her head
"Y/N, you're not understanding me, once we go home we won't be able to see each other as much, yeah you can come stay during the week, whenever you want but it just won't feel the same, i've got a lot of work to do," she said and i intertwined our fingers.
"babe, i don't care how much we see each other, just knowing i can see your beautiful self and call you mine means enough to me," i said and she blushed
"shut up," she started playfully
"but seriously, i love you with everything i am and ever will be, i need you to know how much i love you-" she started rambling, i cut her off and said
"i know baby, i know," i kissed her, passionately, i let my hand roam her left side, she pulled away.
"we gotta get ready," she said and we both stood up and started getting ready.
after i got out of the shower i got dressed.
for my last outfit i wore Billies merch, i was wearing the Billie Eilish X FreakCity green outfit, my hair was out and i matched it with a neon green blosh beanie.
Billie was wearing the exact same.
"you look so good baby," Billie said and i walked over to grab my phone.
"i can't wait to rip those clothes off you later," Billie said again since i ignored her
"Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'connell, watch it," i said and tried to hold back a laugh.
"whatever you say O'connell," she said to me and my eyes grew wide.
"oh so we married now?" i said and giggled a little
"not yet," she said and winked at me, i felt my cheeks get hot and i looked at the ground.
before i could blink Billies hands were at my jaw, her thumb lightly grazing over it.
"i love you," she said and looked straight into my soul, not blinking.
"i love you too," i said and looked at her lips, she licked them and then i leaned in.
we kissed for a hot minute and Billies hand reached my ass, squeezing it lightly.
"okay let's go," i said pulling away and wiping my mouth.
we exited the room and everyone was doing different things, Hailey was drinking something standing there alone, Eli, Issac and Finn were talking about something.
Tana and Danielle were sitting on the couch facing each other, Tana was clearly flirting. Maddie was no where to be seen and Claudia was, well right next to me.
"hey Clauds," i said and i smiled
"goodmorning mrs O'connell," she said and smiled
"yo me and Billie really about to get married orrrrr?" i said and chuckled.
"hopefully ASAP, you guys are disgustingly cute," Claudia said and i giggled a little,
"whatever you say..."
"mrs O'connell," i said back, referring to Finneas and her.
she smiled and looked down, focusing on her smoothie.
"AYE ARE YALL READY FOR MY... OUR LAST SHOW TONIGHT!!!" Billie yelled and held Finneas's hand up.
we all cheered and laughed with each other.
today was really gonna be something.-time skip, Billies last performance-
the intro of Bad Guy started and we were all jumping around and going hard, Billie on the stage dancing like a crackhead, my lil crackhead.
"white shirt now red my bloody nose," she sang and the crowd was going insane.
Ethan entered the room as we were all dancing and i rushed over to him
"E!" i said and hugged him
"Y/N! come with me we gotta talk about something," he said and we stood outside the room.
"so you know how Callie was at the party last night," he said
"yeah i do... whyyy?" i said getting nervous
"well she asked me where you were, i said you didn't come but anyway, Maddie was there as well. i heard them talking and then i went around the corner and they were making out, so i'm pretty sure that was either a hook up orrrr, they are a thing." he said and i couldn't help but smile
"if this means i don't have to put up with either of those dumb ass whores im sooooo cool with it," i said beaming
"yes anyway, guess what," he said again,AHH THE TEA BURNT ME
"WHAT?!" i said
"IM DATING THE TROYE SIVAN!" he said smiling
"wait seriously, no way, i'm so happy for you Ethan!" i said and we hugged again,
"we have to keep it on the DL for a bit because he likes his shy private but yeah, anyway," he said and we shared yet another hug.
"let's get this party started!" Ethan said and we entered the room again.
-time skip-
Billie was about to singing the last song.
"aye so before i sing this next song, i wanna bring someone out on stage, hold on," Billie said and pulled out her phone,
my phone vibrated and it was Billie.Billie 🤤😈
get your hot ass down here mamas 🙈coming hoe ❤️
everyone was smiling in the room, i was so confused... anyway.
i got to the stage and Finneas patted my back.
i went to Billie and hugged her for 0.5 seconds.
"now as you all know, i'm dating this amazing girl right here," Billie said and hugged me.
i blushed.
we stood on the stage and let the crowd die down.
"so, this amazing, talented, beautiful, insane lil baby right here means everything to me," she said and reached for her pocket.
wait is it about to happen what the fuck i wanted to do this the fuck i thought.
sure enough she got on her knee and i started to cry.
"the last year and a half with you has been the best time of my entire life, i love you with everything i am, some people might think it's to soon to ask you or that we're to young, since we're inly eighteen but we don't have to have the ceremony for another year yet, but this is my decision. Y/F/N," she said
"will you marry my bitch ass?" she said and i laughed at how she ended her speech.
she put the mic to my mouth.
"what the fuck, yes!" i said and the crowd screamed and went insane.
she put an amazing ring on my finger and i was a mess, i cried for ages and Billie was crying by now as well.
we hugged in stage and i looked at her,
"i love you so much," i said and kissed her.
the crowd was still going insane, teens crying and screaming everywhere.
after we had our moment, Finneas played brought Billie our her ukulele.
she started singing because i'm in love with you.
"i, swear i'd stop breathing, if it would benefit you, if that's all i had to do," she sang and i cried even more.
"i'd give up, everything, because i'm in love with you, yes i'm in love with you," she sang the song and i was a mess.
she finished and we hugged on stage for a minute just hugging each other.
the crowd started singing the song, all of them together, without Billie.
i was having a breakdown, this was like a dream.
Billie wipes her eyes.
"bye everyone, i love you, thank you coachellaaaaa!!" she screamed into the mic and we ran off the stage.
everyone met us there after and we were all crying.
we all shared our hugs and we got a congrats from everyone there.
this moment was truly magical and i never wanted his feeling to end.
my girlfriend is now my fiancé, i don't have to worry about Callie or Maddie anymore. it was as if my life finally peaked. i love this feeling.
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A/N:
wow i feel so single 🙈
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes