after our laughter died down, i noticed Maddie wasn't here, good.
Billie was playing with her rings and i stood up and went to our room.
today was completely chill, tomorrow was the last full day we would be leaving early the next day.
Billie is performing tonight and tomorrow afternoon, i was so excited to see her perform!
Billie and i were staying at the house so Billie could be completely energised for her show, everyone else were going to see more performances.
i grabbed my phone charger then. i returned to the living room.
"aye Y/N, Dani and i are gonna head off now, i'll catch up with you again later!" Tana said blowing me a kiss
"cya later, love you be careful!" i said to her and she returned to Danielle's side, i saw their hands hold one another's and my mouth dropped.
wow, maybe they are a thing, but they are both kinds 'flirty' people anyway, i thought but just shrugged it off.
everyone else started leaving, and soon enough it was just Billie and i.
"babe come here," Billie yelled to me from our bedroom, her arms were opened for me, i slid into her arms a lied on her, my head on her chest.
she played with my hair for a while and i looked up at her. i straddled her and cupped her face and started to kiss her lightly.
Billie put her arms around my neck and closed all the gaps between us. i'm head over heels for this girl i swear.
i kissed down her jawline and sucked lightly on her neck.
she let out a small moan which made me smile.
before things got to heated i pulled away.
"i love you, bitch," i said and kissed her lips lightly again.
"i love you too looser," she said and we lied there for a while, enjoying each other's company.
"you exited to go home not tomorrow but the next day?" i asked her and she sighed.
"well," she started
"once we go back i have to be writing music, a lot and i'll be in meetings and stuff a lot, so we won't be able to see each other all the time," she said with a pout
"don't worry about it babe, i still love you with my entire heart, even if we go three weeks without seeing each other," i said and kissed her nose
"ughhh i don't deserve youuuu," she said and we stayed lying there.
and drifted to sleep.
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"WAKE UP FUCKERS!" Tana screamed and Billie and i jumped, Dani entered the room after her,
"Billie it's 7:45, you go on in 1 hour," Tana stated and we jumped out of bed.
"FUCK!" Billie yelled and ran around to gather all her things.
"oh and Y/N i need to talk to you," Tana said and i left the room with her.
"so, what's up?" i asked her
"me and Danielle are trying things out," she blurted out
"wait seriously!" i said and jumped up and down
"yes yes yes, calm the fuck down looser, we are just gonna see how it goes," she said nervously(we are going to ignore the 5 year age gap and how it's like literally illegal for irl, but this story is completely FALSE, so it doesn't matter, i have ideas in mind)
"i'm happy for you Tan," i said and gave her a hug.
"Y/N...... Y/N!" i heard Billie hell from inside
"i better get back inside to that baby," i said and Tana giggled
we walked inside and Tana went over to Danielle.
"babe i thought you left," she said relived
"if never, now let's get going!" i said and we ran out of the house.
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"so you're a..." Billie sung and held the mic to the crowd.
all i could hear was thousands and thousands of people singing.
"TOUGH GUY LIKE IT REALLY ROUGH GUY!"
i was, as always, a magical experience to see Billie come so far, i'm insanely proud of her.a while later she started singing &burn
she found me in VIP and held our eye contact,
"see what you wanna see but all i see is HER right now," she sung and let her tongue slide from her mouth, her eyes still on me, the crowd wild, she laughed a bit and kept singing.
"awww y'all are in loveeeeee," i hear Tana say from behind me
"and what?" i reply and she giggles, me eyes still on Billie.
"back hoes," Danielle says swinging the door open, returning from the toilet.
"finally," Tana said ran over to her,
"fuck meeeeee," i said and was still looking at Billie,
"yo Y/N what the fuck," Danielle said laughing
"SHES SO FUCKING HOT I CANT BREATHE!" i said and chuckled a bit.
"okay Y/N keep it in your pants," Tana said
"whatever," i said and my eyes were glued to Billie.
i heard talking behind me, ignoring it."THANK YOU COACHELLAAAA!" Billie screamed into the mic and ran off stage.
she was laughing and she jumped into my arms.
"you did amazing baby," i said and she buried her face in my neck.
i had my hands under her thighs holding her for support.
i walked into the green room and she was still on me.
i put her down on the couch and got her inhaler and water, this was a routine now i swear.
"thanks shorty," Billie said and grabbed the top of my shirt, pulling me in for a quick kiss.
"oh myyy, get out of it," i heard from behind us, i turned around to see a laughing Claudia.
"shut up Claud." Billie said and we all laughed together.
"how was it?" Claudia asked
"uh the kiss or performance?" Billie asked a little to seriously and Claudia and i looked at each other and burst into laughter.
"THE SHOW YOU IDIOT," Claudia said through cackled
"oh, it was so amazing, Finneas did and awesome job, same with Andrew!" Billie said and rolled her eyes then smiled.(if you don't know who Andrew is you're local. so don't ask lmao)
"we better get going, tomorrow's the last full day, we gotta make the most of it, let's go rest up!" Claudia said and we all left together, Finneas joining us as were leaving.
we arrive at the house and everyone is sitting quietly on the couch, today has been pretty big for everyone, since they were all at shows, Billie and Finn played, but for me, i was still pretty awake.
i sat down and patted my lap for Billie to sit on, she sat down and wrapped her arms loosely around my neck.
she kissed my neck then snuggled into me.
Maddie came out of her room and sat on the couch opposite us.
i rolled my eyes as she looked at Billie, then at me.
i kissed Billies forehead and she giggled at the slight interaction.
"babe i'm tired can we go to bed pleaseee," she said sounding almost needy.
"i thought you never ask," i said and she stood up, leading me into the room with our hands together,
she closed the door behind us and i got changed into one of Billies hoodies, nothing underneath but underwear,
"i'm actually so fucking tired tonight," Billie said getting into bed.
"get a good rest, you have your very last show tomorrow," i said and got in next to her.
she wrapped her arm around my waist and we kissed for a second.
"i love you so much," she said so seriously it was almost as if i'd never see her again.
"i love you too Billie," i said and kissed her again.
in that moment sparks were flying, i love this girl with my entire heart, we were quickly interrupted by the door opening,
"woah jeez lock the door," Tana said entering the room
"knock next time," i said laughing
"i was just gonna borrow some makeup wipes if that's okay," she said and looked at me
"yeah sure, over there," i said and pointed to where they were
"thank you Y/N," she said and grabbed some
"okay, goodnight you two, love y'all," she said and exited the room
"goodnight my angel," Billie said and kissed my cheek, then snuggled into my side.
"goodnight babygirl," i replied
Billie quickly fell asleep, her breaths evening out.
i was nodding off to sleep when my phone called.
i picked it up and looked at the number
it was unknown.
i answered it.
"hello," i whispered trying not to wake sleeping beauty up.
"hey is this Y/N, Y/L/N?" the person on the other end said.
"yeah that's me," i said nervously,
"oh fuck, i didn't mean to scare you, it's Ethan," he said laughing
"omg, i was actually scared," i said and he laughed again
"i met a boy, i'm with him for the night, so don't worry about me, i'm okay," he said and i smiled
"oh realllyyyyy who?" i asked and he went nervous.
"uh, it's uh," he started
"Troye..." he said and went quiet
"as in Troye Sivan?!" i asked and he laughed
"yes, as in Troye Sivan," he said
"oh my, i always thought y'all would be a great couple." i said and i heard a familiar voice in the background
"Y/N! CALLIE IS HERE! what the fuck." he said and went serious
"oh no, don't talk to her please." i said
"it's a pretty big party she shouldn't see me." he said cautiously
"PARTY?" i said a bit to loud.
"yes Y/N i got some balls and come to a party with Troye, anyway back to my point," he replied
"just avoid her, this is the last thing i need." i said
"okay," he said
"thank you E," i said
"i better go now," i added
"okay, i love you Y/N, goodnight," he said
"love you too, goodnight looser," i said and giggled a bit, the phone went dead.
wow. what fuck shit will Callie pull this time.
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A/N:
*Callie entered the chat*
how will this shit go down?
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes