Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction

Elijah pt.2

your POV:
i sat on the couch in the hospital, it was quiet and i could hear my own heartbeat, it was racing.
i had called Billie and explained everything, she took an emergency break and is on her way.
we are in a small room down the hall from Eli's room, there are 5 couches, blankets, a tv, and a few other things in here, we were staying over the night.
the people here right now are Issac, Hailey, Tana and Dani, Issac headed to the toilet and the other three went to go get us some drinks and whatever from the store down the street, it was going to be a long night.
about a minute later, Issac came back into the room, sat on the chair and huffed.
"i'm so scared y/n. so fucking scared." he said and wiped his face.
"Issac, everything is gonna be okay, just have faith, he's gonna be good," i said and gave him a weak smile. he just nodded and looked at the ground, i felt my eyes start to water.

another ten minutes Billie came through the door, she rushed straight to my side and hugged me, she pulled me into her lap and hugged me so tight.
light sobs escaped her and i was already in tears.
"i-i'm so sc-scared Bil," i said and she rubbed my back.
"i know baby, he's gonna be okay." she said then kissed my head.
"everything's gonna be okay, y/n,"
"i love you," i said to her and then got off her, heading to the bathroom to clean myself up.
after i got back everyone was back, i walked in with my head hanging.
i sat down between Billie and Tana, i rubbed Billies thigh and she looked at me with her puffy eyes and frowned.
she quickly buried her head in my neck and i could feel her tears on my neck, i just kept on rubbing her thigh since she doesn't like showing to much emotion.
Tana looked at me with a frown
"she okay?" she whispered to me and i just nodded and gave her a small smile.

a few hours went by, even though it felt like days on end. it was two hours later, we were all spread around the couches, i picked up my phone while trying not to wake Billie, the time was 2:07am.
Issac had another mental breakdown/panic attack at around one and he just cried himself to sleep less than 10 minutes ago.
i know he is in a dark place, he loves his brother more than he loves anyone on this planet, i don't even want to know what he's going through right now.
Billie shifted a little, she was laying on me, we were laying on the couch in the back corner.
i wrapped my arms around her and she hugged me back.
she kept moving so i assumed she was about to wake up.
but she didn't..
she kept moving around and she was frowning, she looked scared.
i know what's happening.
it's her sleep paralysis.
i sat up slowly, her still laying on my body.
i kept her like that as i sat up.
i rubbed her head and back, she hugged me tighter and i could tell it was almost over.
she started to sweat i just tired to help her as much as i could, i grabbed the water that was on the table in front of us and waited for her to wake up.
this went on for another 5 minutes then she bolted upright,
"baby, you okay?" i asked her and she looked terrified.
"uhh.. y-yeah i'm fine," she said and looked around the room.
"here, drink some of this," i said handing her my water.
"thank you," she said, still looking around.
"have you got a shirt on under your hoodie?" i asked her and she nodded.
"take your goodie off then please," i said and she nodded again.
she placed her hoodie beside the couch and still looked worried.
"baby you're good okay, nothings here now, you're okay," i said cupping her face and reassuring her.
"i know.." she said and lied back on me.
i rubbed her head and she slowly drifted back to sleep.

i picked up my phone again and the time was 2:53am i could sleep, i know i couldn't.
i saw Issac start shifting around then he slowly sat up.
he rubbed his eyes and then sighed.
him and Hailey were going to push two couches together and sleep like that, since that's what Dani and Tana did. but Issac was really panicking so she just stayed by his side until he somewhat calmed down.
she was asleep a little far from him.
he stood up off his couch and went to hers.
he sat beside her and just held her hand for ages, staring blankly into space.
i felt my eyes getting heavy, maybe i was going to sleep tonight.

-a few hours later-
i woke up a while later, i saw that no one else was awake so i checked the time it was 6:42am, i sighed and played with Billies hair for a while.
i looked around a bit and saw that Issac had fallen asleep in the same position next to Hailey.
after about fire minutes, Tana sat up from her 'bed' and looked straight to Dani.
she looked at her for a second before seeing that i was awake.
"morning y/n," she sounded tired, which i knew she was.
"good morning," i replied
she smiled and returned to her spot next to Dani.
i picked up my phone again and saw i had messages from Ethan,
oh no, no ones told Ethan yet.
i quickly put Billie down and got out from under her, a talent.
i walked out of the room and called him immediately.
i explained the entire thing to him every detail.
"y/n i don't know what to say, i'll be up there soon, i'm so fucking worried," he said and i heard Troye say something i couldn't make out.
"okay E, i'll see you soon," i said and he hung up.
i returned to the room and Billie had woken up.
"i had to call Ethan, no one told him anything." i said and she nodded.
i sat next to her and hugged her, we were in for a long ass day...