Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction

Im worried

I woke up in Billies arms, everyone was still sleeping, apart from Billie.
"Good morning, Angel," she said softly kissing my forehead.
"Morning babe," I said back to her throwing a smile at her.
"Why are you up so early?" I added
"I haven't really been sleeping well Y/N, it's nothing to worry about," she said in a small whisper.
"I'm worried about you Bil, I just want the best for you," I said snuggling into her neck.
"It's okay baby just don't worry about me, I'll be fine, I promise," she said grabbing my hand with hers.
I lied there for a while, listening to her soft breaths. When I heard Danielle start whining
"It's to earlyyyyyyy," she said dragging out 'early'.
"Well someone's in a great mood," I said rolling my eyes and sitting up.
"It's literally eleven in the morning Dani," Billie said laughing to herself.
We talked for a while when we heard Issacs voice come out of no where.
"ELIJAH WAKE THE FUCK UPPPP!" He screamed in his face.
Eli jumped out of his skin and we all laughed at him.
"Damn bro I'm just tryna sleep," he said half angrily.
"Damn bro I'm just tryna go get some lunch," Issac replied
We all helped clean up the lounge room, we deflated our blow up beds and we packed them away.
When we were finished. I claimed the shower first, I started getting undressed and took out my hair, whenever we have lines I always take forever to make them wait longer.
I hopped into the shower and washed my hair and body.
After about 10 minutes I got out.
I started drying myself and then just wrapped the towel around my upper body.
I plugged in the blow dryer and I heard a mix of "ughhhhh"' s come from outside the door.
I blow dried my hair and obviously I started straightening it.
Before I could even start the door swing open revealing Billie.
"Fuck this shit I'm getting in the shower," she said laughing.
"Someone's in a hurry," I said knowing her reply already.
"You've been in here for 15 minutes Y/N" she said rolling her eyes and undressing.
"I'll be out soon anyway, I'm almost done," I replied looking at her through the mirror.
Wow she's so beautiful and I can't believe she's mine.
"Okay then," Billie said hopping into the shower.
We stood in silence for about 1 minute and then I heard Billie start singing
"Don't you know I'm no good for you, I've learned to loose you can't afford too," she sounded like an angel. She has always had another love for When the Party's Over, she says it's her favourite.
After she finished singing, i said, white getting dressed.
"You have such an amazing voice babe,"
"Welllllll I am a professional singer so I'd hope so," she said laughing at her words.
"But thanks Angel, I love you," she then added.
I got dressed into my black ripped jeans and one of Billies black hoodies.
"You look good today babe," she said smiling at me.
She wrapped a towel around herself and then came over and hugged me, I left a kiss on her lips
"Hurry yo we need to get out," I said remembering the other 3 that were waiting.
I left the bathroom and they were all sitting on the couch on their phones.
"About time Y/N," Danielle said not taking her eyes off her phone.
"Billie's almost done," I said not aimed to anyone.
~
We pulled up to a cafe, we always come here to get Coffee and food.
We walked in and all sat at a table. We sit at the same table every time we come here, it's our thing.
"What are you gonna get Bil?" I asked her so I could order for us.
"I'm not really hungry babe, just get yourself something," she said looking a little sad.
"Billie, you haven't been eating, you really need to, please just eat something," I replied
"No no it's fine, don't worry," she replied hugging my arm
"Okay then," I said back to her leaving her arm there.
She knows I'm going to end up getting her avocado toast, well I hope she does.
"I'm gonna go order, y'all coming?" I said looking around
"I'm coming," Danielle said grabbing her purse.
"Same with me," Issac said
I went and ordered first
"Hi could I please get two avocado toasts and two coffees please?" I said politely to the guy.
"Sure anything else?"
"No thanks,"
I took our number and sat back down.
Billie cuddled into my side with her head buried in my neck.
"I love you," I whispered to her and she kissed my neck
"I love you too," she said half smiling.
Some time passed and Billie didn't move from where she was before.
The waitress came over with our toast and coffee, she placed them on the table and I dragged a coffee and toast to Billie.
"C'mon babe time to eat," I said to her smiling.
"I said I wasn't hungry Y/N," she said buried her head into my side again.
"Just please try and eat one piece, and drink some coffee," I said to her offering.
"Fineeee," she said kinda grumpily and started eating.
"Thank you," I said kissing her cheek.
"Ewwwww," Elijah snorted
"Shut your ass up Eli," Billie said smiling up at him.
Eli then put his hands up and said
"Damn take a joke Bil Sack," he said laughing again.
Billie just stared him down and drank some coffee.
"Anyway, I was thinking we could go to the club in two nights, so Saturday night? They are cutting the price down on the booze so we can all get fucked upppp," Issac said easing his eyebrows
"I'm down," Danielle said, scoffing down some toast after
"You already know I'm in," Eli said rubbing his hands together
"Yeah, we might come," Billie said unconfidently
"We're gonna be there," I said after Billie stopped talking.
Billie did a half eye roll and took another bite of toast.
~
Billie drove into the driveway of our house.
She didn't say much the whole drive and left her free hand in mine the whole ride home.
We walked inside, Billie still not leaving my side, and I went and plopped down onto the couch.
Billie went to get some water from the kitchen so I plugged my phone into that charger and lied on the couch waiting for her.
She came back into the room and she lied on top of me.
Then she instantly started crying.
"Billie what's wrong?" I said concerned.
"I don't know... I've just been sad lately," she said almost sobbing.
"Well what about?" I said hugging her and fully listening.
"This always happens after a tour... I completely tire myself out and then because I'm so tired my brain d-doesn't think straight and I over think e-everything," she said trying to calm herself down.
"What are you overthinking? I'm always listening to you I'll be here for you all the time," I said playing with her hair, one arm still around her.
"I just don't think I'm good enough for you Y/N, or anyone... I just think you could do so much bet-"
"No way Billie, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me, I honestly don't know where I'd be without you okay, everything's going to be okay, it has to get bad before it can get amazing. And everything is gonna turn out okay in the end. I promise." I said comforting her
"So you're never gonna leave?" She said looking into my eyes, they were red and wet from tears.
"As long as you don't leave," I said hugging her again.
Billie calmed herself down and I scratched her back and played with her hair til she fell asleep.
~
I woke up, Billie still fast asleep on top of me.
I know how she gets after tours, she's constantly sad and can get into a depressed state because she's tired herself right out.
I'm obviously very worried about her...
I picked my phone up trying not to wake Billie, I looked at the time, 7:00!
We slept for 6 hours, wow.
Billie needs the rest I'll let her sleep for as long as she needs.
~
About an hour and a half past and I have just been scrolling Instagram and Twitter, when Billies soft breaths turned into a yawn.
"Well hey sleepyhead," I said to her
"Hey Angel, how long did I sleep?" She said tiredly
"Uhhh seven and a half hours." I said wishing I dodged the question
"Y/N why didn't you wake me up, I can't sleep for that long..." she said kinda annoyed
"I know you need the rest so I let you go, we haven't slept well for a few nights now, you especially, so you need it." I said hoping she'd hear me out
"Well thanks but you know I can't be doing this typa shit Y/N/N," Billie said sitting up
"You needed it Bil," I said sitting up with her.
I rested my head in Billies lap.
"I have to go home tonight babe," she said looking at the tv
"To be honestly I should probably go, it's already nine o'clock," she said looking down to me again
"I hate how you always have to go," I said up to her.
"I know angel I don't like it either," Billie said rubbing my cheek with her thumb.
"I'll see you in two nights, it's not that long, we will be with the gang and clubbing it's gonna be sick," Billie said reassuring me.
"Okay then, I'll see you later," I said and we stood up
"I love you Y/N," she said and she kissed my lips passionately and wrapped her arms around her waist.
"Bye," she said and she left.

The rest of the night consisted of me watching Netflix and eating takis.