Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction

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we arrived back at the twins house and we all walked inside.
Issac sighed and sat down on the couch,
"that was so fuckin stressful dude." he said and stared into space, Hailey sitting next to him and agreeing.
"at least we know he's gonna be okay," i said tiredly.
"why don't we all get some sleep, it's getting kinda late." Tana said and she hugged Dani from behind.
i picked up my phone and checked the time, it read 1:23am.
"Tana, Dani, you can have Eli's room, Hailey and i will obviously have mine and Y/N you can use the guest room," Issac explained and we all went to our rooms.
"thanks Issac," i said and smiled
"my pleasure," he said and gave me a weakened smile back.
"goodnight Hailey," i said
"night y/n," she said in a weird voice.
"oi bitches, goodniiiiight," i heard Tana from the other room.
"goodnight babes," i said and laughed.
soon falling asleep with my earphones in listening to when the party's over.

-Billies POV-
"maybe it's the sky, or the look in your eyes," i sung,
"no, uhh, UGH, FINNEASSS!" i yelled out
"yes child?" he came in and sat in my bed.
"i'm really starting to give up with this song," i said and he laughed
"like does this even make sense?" i said and sung him that line i was about to scribble out.
"that's actually a nice line, and since this song is kinda.... sad, that'll fit perfectly," he said and smiled
"i just don't know Finn, i've been working on this song for a whileee now its getting boring.." i said and sighed.
"just be patient Billie, i know some of our best work comes within 15 minutes, but this song is already going together so well, you've got this, trust me."
"Jahhhhhh!" i yelled out and within a few seconds i heard some little paws coming towards my room.
"maybe he can help?" i said to Finneas and we laughed.
"okay you can go now, thanks for that," i said to Finn and he nodded and exited my room.
i picked up Lil Jah.
"i promise i'm gonna spend more time with you now baby, i'm sorry i've been busy," i said to him.
he made a weird noise and i took that was a yes.
i put him in my lap and turned to my desk to keep writing.
Jah jumped off my lap and went to his bed, the one that's in my room.
i picked up my guitar and started humming along with some chords.
after a little longer of writing i felt my eyes getting heavy, i tried to keep writing, but then i fell asleep.

-Y/N POV-
my eyes opened slowly, quickly closing again due to the fact the sun was in my eyes.
i rolled over and sat on the side of the bed, picking up my phone to check my notifications.
i had a message from Billie.
it read 'i wanna see you today, what's your plans? x'
i replied with 'i don't have any plans today, i miss you 🥺'
while i was waiting for a reply i had a shower and cleaned myself up in the guest bathroom.
i put my hair in a messy bun and did some light makeup, then i put my piercings in and got dressed.
i put on my black ripped jeans and cuffed them, a white cropped hoodie and white vans.
i checked my phone and Billie had replied.
'just come to mine i'm home alone all day 😉'
i smirked at my phone and quickly replied
'okay i'll be there soon mamas i love you'
'i love you too x' she replied
i cautiously walked downstairs and Tana and Dani were already awake.
"hey guys i'm gonna take an uber to Billies, if issac needs anything tell him to call me," i said and grabbed my bag.
"your not catching an uber, i'll take you," Tana said and i shook my head
"nah it's cool, your probably tired anyway i don't wan-"
"Y/N, ill take you, it's literally 5 minutes away, c'mon,"
she turned to Dani and gave her a kiss,
"i'll be back soon," she said
"gross," i said and laughed as i walked out the door.
i got into Tana's car and she ran down the stairs to the car.
she got to the car and i laughed
"Tana.... why do you have heels on?" i said trying my hardest to not laugh
"what? ya girl can't have a little fashion?" she said
"one, you're literally wearing a hoodie and sweats WITH HEELS, two, what even is your fashion anymore and three..... you know what i'm not surprised you did that," we laughed together and Tana lit a joint.
"take a hit," she said and i shook my head
"if Billie smells or tastes that shit on me she will KICK my ass," i said and she laughed
"your loss," she said and took another hit.
we were driving for another few minutes when we pulled into Billies drive way.
"thanks for that," i said
"all good sis love you," she said as i got out of the car
"you need to stop hanging around James Charles.. love you too," i said and closed the door
"i've only hung out with him three times fyi," she yelled to me as she drove away.
i laughed and ran inside to Billie.
i got out my key and went inside, going straight to her room.
she was laying on her bed and i ran in there and jumped on her.
"hello babyyyy," i said to her and kissed her
"wow hi," Billie said laughing and she kissed me again, her hands were on my bare waist, they were kinda cold.
i pulled away.
"how've you been?" i asked her, she shrugged
"i've been good, just writing and whatever, how about you?" she asked her hands travelling around the side of my body.
"i've been good, stressed but good, how've you been?" i asked her
"s t r e s s e d," she said dragging out the words.
i smirked at her and subconsciously licked my lips.
"time to release my stress bitch," she said and i laughed
"please NEVER reference a tiktok again, since when do you even have time for tiktok," i laughed at her and she just smirked at me, i was still laughing and she pulled me in to kiss me.
-smut ahead-
i melted into her kiss and raised my hand up and gripped her throat a little. she moaned into the kiss and i smiled, im topping her todayyyyy.
i released my hand from her throat and put my hands under her shirt, bringing it up and over her head.
i pushed her back down and connected my lips with her neck, leaving marks all the way down to her boobs, i took her bra off in one swift movement and her breathing was getting heavier.
i went down more and got to her waist band, i looked up at her for permission (consent>>>) and she nodded her head, i pulled her sweats down lightly rubbing her through her underwear, she was already wet,
i pulled them down slowly and her breathing slowly started turning into moans as i slipped two fingers inside of her, quickly pulling in and out.
i got up for a quick second to take off my shirt and she was playing with herself when i turned back around.
"that's hot," i said and she was moaning pretty loud almost at orgasm point.
i roughly pulled her to the side of the bed and got on my knees.
i put my head between her legs and slipped my tongue in her.
she was a mess by now.
"y/n! i'm gonna cum!" she repeated a few time then i stood up and fingered her to her climax.
"do it baby," i said to her and she kept moaning, i slowed down until she nodded that she was done.
i sat down next to her, she was shaking a little and still breathing really heavily.
"bitch you want your inhaler?" i asked and giggled
"yeah," she said and i laughed, i grabbed it from her draw and gave it to her.
after she calmed down she said
"damn you need to top me more often, who knew you could switch up like that,"
"i have some secrets i guess," i said and kissed her.
"i'm gonna go shower, can you please get my clothes for meee," she said and gave me puppy dog eyes.
"yeah," i said as i stopped zoning out.
"i love you," she said
"i love you more," i stood up as she did and i slapped her ass.
"okay, so you think you can grow a few inches taller than me then top me?" she said and laughed.
"yes, and what?" i said and kept walking toward her as she was walking backwards, her back met with a wall and she was smirking at me.
"go shower now," i whispered in her ear
"fuck you dude," she said and i laughed.
she slipped out of the room and into the bathroom.
i went to her wardrobe to get her some clothes. it's a little cold out so i got her some grey sweats some socks and a black blohsh hoodie, and underwear obvi.
i sat them on her bed and waited for her to come back, to pass the time i was on instagram and made a post.
it was an old-ish photo of Billie and i in her mirror, she was hugging me from behind and making a stupid face. i put the caption as
'shorty bad 😳🤤'
i put my phone down after a while of liking photos and scrolling and Billie came in.
"where are my clothes?" she asked
"just here," i said and pointed next to me.
she grabbed them and took off her towel.
i laughed and said,
"i know it's cold but can you leave the hoodie off, we will be under the blankets anyway," she laughed and said
"whatever,"
she got changed and slipped into bed beside me.
i wrapped my arms around her bare stomach and kissed her neck.
"i'm so in love with you," she said
"wanna know when i first realised i loved you?" i asked
"sure," she said
"remember when we first started dating, we were like a month into our relationship and we went to that carnival?" i said
"yeah," she replied
"well when we were on the ferris wheel talking about your music, i remember just staring at you and everything went blurry, you were the only thing in my vision, that's when i realised, one day i'll marry you. now look where we are!" i said and smiled
"babyyyyyyy," she said and kissed me
"i realised i loved you the first time we fucked," Billie said and i gasped
"Billie O'connell, the fuck?" i said
"damn i'm being sarcastic chill," she said and we laughed.
it was the same night as you, but we were in the car on the way to the carnival. you were singing my songs next to me and i just felt like your all i needed in life, i felt like no one could ever be as good as you, and i was right, so ever since then i've planned on marrying you. this is how i want it to be, you and me, against the world." she said and smiled
"i love us," i said and laughed
"me too," she said
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a/n:
this book is coming to a close so soon, probably 1,2 or maybe 3 idk yet. more regular chapters, then a fast forward to where they are 'now', i hope your enjoying the book!