Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction

Elijah

*trigger warnings!*
-suicide/suicidal thoughts. so please, if this triggers you DO NOT read this chapter, please please don't do it to yourself.
stay safe y'all, i love you xx
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we arrived back at the house and saw the ambulance outside, along with a police car.
we rushed over to the ambulance to see what happened, it was Eli.
Tana and i rushed over to the ambulance, and Dani.
"DANI WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!" Tana shouted and i could feel my airways close up as i looked at Eli.
"s-suicide attempt," Dani said through stutters.
when she said that it felt like my knees were about to give way.
something bigger is happening with Eli, something none of us know about...

Eli's POV: -back in time of the event-

i walked down the path, it looked longer than usual... maybe it's just my mind.
after 10 minutes i reached the place i wanted to be most. my happy place.
i sat up on a rock, looking out over the water. i swung my bag off my back and looked inside, seeing my.... tools.
i sat and stared for a second.
should i do it... no one cares about me... i can't keep doing this...

maybe it'll be better if i'm gone.

these are the only thoughts that we're going through my mind.
i picked up my phone and saw the message notifications coming through from Issac , Dani, all of them.
i threw my phone from the cliff. sending it through the air for it to fall into the water.
i sat for another 20 minutes, really thinking this whole thing over.
should i do it, will it be worth it?

come on Eli stop being a fucking pussy.

i pulled the blades from my backpack, flipping them over in my hands a few times.

it's my turn.
no.
i can't do it. not here.

i ran as fast as i could back to my car. once i arrived, i jumped in and started driving. i stepped on the accelerator to quicken my pace.
i pulled into my drive way and sat in my car.
i could see the silhouette's of people inside. i assumed it was my friends. my family.
i took the blades from my bag one last time.
i pulled one out of the box. staring at it for a second.

c'mon Eli, just do it.
you're not needed here. you're not worth it.

i slowly pressed the blade to my wrist, putting immense pressure on it, i kept pushing on it and dragged it down my arm.
hot tears came into my eyes and i screamed in pain.
i kept going until i couldn't anymore.
i sat there. my heavy breathing was the only sound filling the car.
i slowly felt myself fade away, everything went away, white with just an outline.
then i felt myself completely go.
that was it.

Danielle's POV
i peaked my head out the curtain to see Eli's car in the drive way, i paused the music and called out to Hailey and Issac.
"AYE BOZO'S HE'S HERE LETS GO TO HIM!!"
i heard them come down the hallway
i walked out of the house and towards his car.
"ELI!" i said excitedly and ran up to the car.
i arrived at the car door and opened it.
"no no, Eli, ELI!!!" i screamed and Issac and Hailey ran over,
"ELI!" Issac said, tears springing into his eyes.
"Dani move." i heard from behind me, i did as he said, hugging Hailey and both of us crying.
i pulled my phone from my pocket and dialled 911.
i spoke with them on the phone, telling them every detail.
i hung up and Issac was holding Eli's hand
"i can't loose you brother, you mean absolutely everything to me, i need you here, please stay with me, please wake up." he said as he was wrapping his shirt around his arm to stop the bleeding, it didn't work to well.
the ambulance soon arrived.

Issac's POV:
the ambulance pulled up and the police.
i was still gripping Eli's hand, crying.. sobbing.
i kept repeating his name and praying for him to wake up.
"I CANT FUCKING LOOSE YOU ELI!" i screamed and two police officers tried to pull me away from him.
i kicked my arms and the paramedics assisted Eli.
"LET GO OF ME," i shouted and the police officers didn't listen.
"HES EVERYTHING I HAVE!" i screamed again.
i then felt myself go limp.
i passed out.

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a/n
sorry for the short chapter-
i'm literally in tears this was so sad to write about.
this has all really happened in my life.
thank you all for your patience.
i love you.
please take care of yourself 🖤🖤