Billie pulled away from the hug and connected her lips with mine.
it got heated pretty quickly.
i bit her lip and pulled away getting some air then re-connecting my lips with hers.
that's when her door opened.
i didn't think much of it, until i heard that bitches voice.
it was Maddie.
she started saying hey to us but then she just stood there with her mouth agape.
Billie stood up and went to the door.
"sorry about that, come in." she said and wiped her mouth with her sleeve.
Maddie walked in.
even her presence made me wanna curl up in a ball and die.
the three of us sat on Billies bed.
Maddie and Billie next to each other, me on the opposite side of Billie.
i left them alone...
"i'm going to the bathroom, i'll be back,"
i said to them
"okay babygirl," Billie said and Maddie just gave me a dirty look.
i walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me.
i kinda just stood there, looking at myself in the mirror.
i hate Maddie, she gives me the WORST vibe ever.
after a few minutes i went back to Billies room.
the first thing i noticed was how close they were to each other.
i didn't think much of it and sat back down.
they were laughing together at something and i just tried to ignore it, i pulled out my phone and scrolled through instagram, going to my tagged posts to like some of the posts left there.
"so you're playing at coachella? that's amazing Bil," Maddie said in her annoying tone.
"yeah it's pretty cool," Billie said leaning her head on the back of the bed,
they spoke about coachella for a while.
it feels like whenever Maddie is around Billie forgets me.
but they haven't seen each other in a while so i thought i better let them catch up.
i kept looking down at my phone and i opened snapchat.
a snap from Billie appeared, it was from when i was at the bathroom.
i opened it and looked at Billie, she was already looking at me, it read.
"i know what's up now."
the first thing that came to my head was.
FUCK.
what if she really does know and get mad about it? i don't know what i'm gonna do.
a while past and Maddie was still flirting with Billie....
i just kept my mouth shut the entire time i didn't want to come across rude, even tho Maddie was doing just that.
Maddie's phone rang. and her fucking ringtone was wish you were gay.
ok doesn't seem bad right? but she's
1. flirting with my girlfriend
2. hates me, it's obvious.
and 3. NOW HAS A RINGTONE?!
ok i'm gonna calm down.
she raised her phone to her ear
"Hey dad," she said into the phone with no 'voice'.
"yeah no problem, i'll be there soon," i sigh of relief dropped from my mouth,
"i've gotta be home soon, i better go.."
she said to Billie, letting her fingers trace her arm.
"okay i'll see you next week?" Billie said to her.
"without a doubt." she said and got up from Billies bed.
"Bye," Billie said and Maddie left.
i stayed in my position, my phone in my hand.
Billie came next to me and sat down, she looked at me for a second then i said something.
"yes Bil?" i looked up from my phone.
"you don't like her do you," Billie said looking into my eyes.
"why would you think that?" I said back to her
"it's obvious Y/N, and if you don't like her, i'll explain our back story," she said to me.
great. a backstory.
"Maddie and i have known each other for 3 years, i met her when her dad, Steve, became my new manager. she's nothing to worry about, that was the first time i'd seen her in a year, it's been a while," she said to me and i just processed it.
"she likes you Billie," i said with a blank expression.
"oh my god, no, why would you ever think that," she said back to me.
"it's obvious Billie, the way she looks at you, she's literally flirting with you 24/7, maybe i'm overreacting but from what i can see she definitely likes you, no questions needed." i said back to her and looked at my phone.
Billie tapped the phone out of my hand and it fell beside me.
she held my hand that my phone was in just before.
"if you're gonna get yourself mad because of some girl don't. i love you," she said
"i don't know Billie i just..." i started
"Y/N, i want you, only you," she said
the words only you, rang in my head.
i sat up properly and slowly inched towards her face.
our lips connected and i pushed her down with one hand.
her back was flat on the bed and i was on her, straddling.
our lips moved in sync, i pokes at her mouth with my tongue and she allowed entrance.
i explores her mouth with my tongue and Billies door opened.
i sat up from Billie almost immediately and Finneas was there,
"well looks like i gotta blast, bye," he said and closed the door.
"wait-" Billie said and i jumped off her.
Finneas re-entered the room.
"i just wanted to talk about some music." he said and sat in her chair.
"yeah what about it," Billie said
"i have lyrics for you, u need you to play the ukulele along with it,"
(we r just gonna use Limbo as the song for this)
"okay show me the lyrics," Billie said and picked up her ukulele,
"i'm not cryin' on the phone when you call, what's the use in begging you to stay, i'm not tryin' to say words anymore, cut me loose cause you're to far away," she started and i was in awe.
Finneas's eyes were wide with surprise she would come up with something this quick.
she kept singing.
"to make me feel better make it alright to give me your sweater, hold my hand tight, seven days in limbo, push me out the window, nothing in common nothing to loose, nothing but problems between me and you, with your arms akimbo, seven days in limbo. seven days," she stopped and smiled at Finn
"i love it," Billie said and looked at me asking for my opinion.
"it's amazing," i said looking at her and Finn.
"well i'm gonna go and write some more, i'll look at beats we could have in the background." Finneas said jumping out of the chair.
"okay Finn, thank you," Billie said and fist bumped him and Finneas left the room.
"should we start from where we left off?" Billie said to me
"i don't see why not," i replied and so we did.
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i thought it was necessary to upload this chapter on the same day lmaooo
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Only you~ A Billie Eilish Fan Fiction
FanfictionUNFINISHED⚠️ warning: smut, fluff, swearing TW//suicide talk and themes