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It feels like fantasy and this is not true.

I thought that Marrying Gray, is nothing but a bullshit Idea, but here I am looking at Gray with our twin. Ang aking Mag-ama.

"Wife?" Napabalik ako sa reyalidad at tiningnan si Gray.

"Are you okay? You're just there sitting like you're in your deep thoughts" Sabi nito habang karga si Sean at nasa gilid naman nya si Sid na naka higa.

They're 5 months old now. I can still remember the first month with them, It's not easy. I'm scared that I may not fill my responsibility as their mother.

I composed my self and smile at him.

Kinuha ko si Sean sa kamay nito ako ang humawak nito bago tumabi sa kanya.

He instantly encircle his arms in my waist and put his chin on my shoulder blades.

"Sean always look grumpy, Nag mana sayo" Sabi ko rito na ikinatawa nya lang.

Totoo kasi. Sean is the serious one and Sid is the jolly one.

"It's because, He's my son." Nakangiting saad ni Gray na ikinairap nya lang.

Bumaling si Gray kay Sid at nilalaro ito na ngayon ay sobra ang tawa.

"Pupunta pala si Troy dito mamaya" Sabi ni Gray sa akin kaya agad akong napatigil.

Troy and I are buddies. Yes, He used to be one my closest bud too, like Kleigh and Mecco. Yun nga lang pumunta ito sa Amerika upang ipagpatuloy ang kanyang pag-aaral ng medisina.

I used to like Troy too, akala ko nga nainlove ako rito ei, wayback in College. Gwapo kasi ito at cute dahil sa glasses nya. He's like a nerd, okay. but A hot one. When he left and continue studying abroad, I realized that it's just a mere admiration and attraction that I am feeling towards him. I'm not inlove with him, for gods sake. He's just a product of admiration and that is Crush.

"Troy used to be my Crush" Pag-amin ko kay Gray na ikinatigil nya sa pakikipaglaro kay Sid.

"What did you say?" Ngayon ay malamig ang titig nito sa akin at tila hindi nagustuhan ang narinig.

"You heard me, Gray. But USED is a big word ya know" Sabi ko rito at nilalaro ang Sean na ngayon ay nag-isang kilay katulad ng katabi ko.

"Okay, Hindi na sya pupunta rito" Mariin nyang sabi.

"Ha! Uy, Ang Seloso mo talaga" Panatang ko rito

Malamig naman ang tingin na binigay nito sa akin at binigyan pa akong ng kibit balikat.

"Gray, naman. Imbitahan muna yung tao, Hindi na kami nagkita simula palang college ako. Ang tagal na kaya non. At tsaka he's my friend." Paliwanag ko rito.

"He's your Crush. NO" Mariing sabi nito at tumayo habang kinakarga si Sid patungo sa taas.

Tingnan mo yung lalaking yun, ang bilis topakin.

"Noon naman yun ah" Mahina kung sabi, ewan nalang kong narinig pa ba nya iyon.

Pinatulog ko muna si baby Sean bago ko inilagay sa crib ng kanilang kwarto bago ako pumasok sa Kwarto namin ni Gray.

Napangiti ako ng nakita kong nakatulog si Gray habang nakahawak ito kay Sid na ngayon ay mahimbing ring natutulog, nasa bibig pa ang dede ni Sid.

Sid wants his milk in a baby bottle to feed him, but Sean is different, He's breast feed. Hindi ito dumedede pag hindi suso ko ang gamit.

Hinay-hinay akong lumapit rito at kinuha si Sid sa kamay nito. Mukhang pagod talaga ito, Marahil ay ito lang naman ang gumigising tuwing umiiyak si Sid o si Sean sa gitna ng madaling araw. He don't want me to get tired of waking up in the middle of the Midnight or even in the dawn just for the kids.

Last night, Sid always Cry. I don't know, pero sa tuwing madaling araw nagigising si Sid at umiiyak kaya pinapadede ni Gray, tumitigil din naman sa Pag-iyak si Sid kapag ganoon at bumabalik rin sa pagtulog.

Sean on the other side, If umiiyak ito, minsan ay nilalagay nalang ni Gray sa tabi ko upang hindi na ako tumayo at diretso padede ko nalang si Sean.

I put Sean beside Sid and they're both sleeping peacefully, like an angel.

My boys are getting bigger. I want them to stop growing.

Paano nalang kung mangligaw na ito? Iiwan na ako nito. Pag nagbinata na ang mga ito, paano nalang?

I want to watch them in every step and guide them in each of it.

Of course, that's inevitable. Inevitably, that i can't stop thinking about it.

Napasinghap ako ng maramdaman ko ang matipunong braso na nakaikot bigla sa aking bewang at ang mainit na hininga sa aking leeg.

"What are you doing?" Gray's husky voice invaded my ears.

Damn it, it send so much shiver to my spine.

Slowly, My lips curved into a smile.

Humarap ako kay Gray habang ang kanyang kamay at braso ay nanatiling naka ikot sa aking bewang.

"Wife..." He bite his lowerlip like he want to say something but he can't

I carresed his hair and look at him in the eye.

"Hmmm?" I answered him.

"Let's get married again..." Parang statwa na hindi ako makagalaw. The butterflies in my stomach are getting wild. Hindi makamayaw ang mga paru-paru roon dahil sa mga salitang binitawan ni Gray.

Halos hindi ko alam ang gagawin ng binitawan ako ni Gray at may kinuha syang red velvet box na maliit sa kanyang bulsa.

Hindi ko mapigilang umiiyak ng lumuhod na si Gray sa aking harapan habang nakabukas ang Red Velvet Box, may singsing roon na may dyamante sa gitna.

"Scarlet Aurora Gonzano- Cantellon..." Tinakpan ko ang aking bibig gamit ang aking mga kamay habang nakatingin kay Gray na ngayon ay nakaluhod.

"I never thought that, I will fall for you hard. So hard that I can't get enough of you each day and everyday of our lives. I will never regret agreeing to my fathers proposition and the reason why I met you. You're the sunshine of my rain, You're my light in my darkness and You're mine. I may not be perfect but I'm trying to be a perfect man and a better man for you, Scarlet Aurora. With you, I can see my future and the scenarios with our kids for the rest of our lives. I'm a demon incarnate, Scarlet but when I met you, I want to cut all my ties with the demon inside me. You're the only one, I want to spend the rest of life with. You're the only one that I want to mother my children. You're the only woman, I want to marry and No one else. I'll promise to stop my bad deeds and Will have a normal life." I wipe the tears in my eyes as he slowly smile at me genuinely.

"Scarlet Aurora, Will you marry me..." My heartbeat so damn fast like it always does when he's around. "Again?..." I didn't answer him instead, I cry hard.

"H-hey..." Nag-alala nyang sabi.

Tinampal ko sya ng mahina sa balikat at umiiyak na nakangiti.

"Gray, I love you" I said heartily "I Will always marry you again and again" I said and He just jump like an insane man.

"YES!" He shouted that I instantly cover his mouth.

"Uy, Magising si Sean at Sid" Sita ko rito kaya nakangiti nalang itong lumapit sa akin.

He slowly kiss my lips and our forehead are pressed together while the tip of our nose are touching.

"You will not do any bad deeds? Is that a promise, Gray? " I said confirming what I heard.

He just gave me a smile.

"Yes, We will start the new page of our life. A new beginning..." He hoarsely said before claiming my lips and carry me to our bed.

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