Identity || Shoto Todoroki x Villain Reader

Chapter Twenty Four - Summer Break (Part 4)

Lol, I lied there will probably be one or two more summer break chapters before we get to training camp. 

Your POV

"No." I said to Shoto.

"Then how exactly are we going to fix it?" Shoto answered. "We can't just keep avoiding this."

"I'm not avoiding anything. There isn't a problem. You're the one making it a problem."

"How am I making this a problem? I'm trying to talk to you and you're getting upset."

"You've been doing everything but talking. You are literally trying to be away from me as much as possible. I tried taking you out like it's going to fix this, but obviously it hasn't."

"Because hanging out like there isn't a problem isn't going to fix the problem."

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"Oi," Aizawa came down the stairs, "You two have been yelling at each other for the past half hour. I thought you could solve the problem by yourselves but obviously you can't."

Shoto and I looked at each other and then away.

"What's the problem?" Aizawa asked. He made us sit next to each other and he said across from us. None of us wanted to say anything. "Well..."

"You tell him." Shoto whispered over to me.
"I don't wanna tell him, you tell him." I argued, whispering back to Shoto. We started whisper-arguing in front of Aizawa. The build up from our previous fight and the one we were having now made me lose my cool and impulsively yelled, "I'm not ready to have sex with you!", at Shoto.

Both his eyes and Aizawa's eyes widened. "So that's what this is about." Shoto said. I used my hair to block my eyes and nodded. Shoto pushed my hair out the way and looked at me.

Aizawa cleared his throat. Shoto and I were petrified, he heard all of that. "We have to have this talk, don't we? You had to choose when your mother isn't here. Okay..." Aizawa heavily sighed.

"It's perfectly normal to feel the way you do. You're both are young and in love and all that good shit." Aizawa said. "When you think you're ready for the next step you, both of you need to be ready, not just one."

"That's thing is I'm not ready, but I don't like saying no to him." I admitted. "Like the first time, I had a panic attack in the bathroom."

Shoto lovingly held my hand. "(F/n), I'm not ready for that either," Shoto said, "You can say no whenever you want, don't ever feel like you can't."

"The same goes for you too, Todoroki. You can say no whenever you want. You both should respect each other's wishes." Aizawa said. We both nodded.

"But don't get me wrong, Shoto," I held both of his hands, "I do love you. It has nothing to do with you. I've never done that type of thing with anyone or felt that type of way when we're together like that."

"I'm coming from the same exact place. No one has really talked about that sort of thing with me and it's hard to understand exactly how I'm suppose to deal with it. If I'm being honest, I was scared of doing something that I wasn't ready for either."

"It sounds more to me that you're more scared than not ready. Neither of you should be scared of sex. It's completely normal to be sexually attracted to each other. I'd be worried if you weren't. But again, it's up to you two to decide. My honest opinion would be to wait until you're a little older, but times have changed, you kids are growing up faster nowadays so I don't really stand strong on that. " Aizawa said. "And when you're ready to have sex, you need be safe and protect yourselves on both parts."