Hybrid

Cry Into The Void

"The doctor told you that you're dying every time you shift and you're going to ignore him?" I pulled at my hair, worried I might scalp myself.

"I'm fine, I know my body better than he does," Maria said.

"If I see you shift one more time I'm going to kill you myself," I warned, "You're smarter than that."

I could see her jaw tick, but for once she decided not to fight me on something. I didn't like to threaten her, but it seemed like she only responded to violence, and I can't let her continue on the path she's on.

"I care about you, but you're the dumbest person I've ever met," I huffed.

"So I'm stupid for wanting to feel your affection." Maria raised a single eyebrow on her forehead.

"We both know how hard it is to control this wolf thing and that we make each other lose control." I closed my eyes.

"Seeing you lose control turns me on," Maria said in a seductive tone.

"Stop." I put my hand up to Maria.

"As alphas, we relish in control, it's natural, but it's so much better when you're granted control." Maria's lust filled eyes looked me over.

"I'm not-" I paused, gathering my thoughts, "That's not what this is."

"Isn't it?" Maria challenged me.

"How?" I accepted her challenge.

"You belong to me Dylan, you have since the moment we met." Maria walked in a slow circle around my body. 

"If anyone belongs to someone you belong to me," I said, "And if I think for a second you'll shift then this is over."

"Possession goes both ways." She stopped behind me.

"That's nice, can we keep walking?" I asked, not willing to encourage Maria on her death march.

Her hands wrapped around my waist, resting on my stomach. After the shift, I had noticed my entire body had become harder, and I was glad I could manage to avoid the awkward gym stage to get there. I spun in Maria's arms to face her.

"I allow you to have me, and that's where my control lies," Maria explained.

"That makes no sense." I brushed her off.

"I decide whether or not you can touch me. It's fairly simple," Maria shrugged.

Of course that felt like control to her. For a long period of time, her body wasn't her own, and she didn't get to decide if she wanted to be touched. I never considered her letting me touch her to be such a difficult ordeal because I just brushed it off as something everyone did.

"Do you shift when things get," I searched for the right words, "Intense between us because you're horny or because you're scared?"

"What?" Maria said, being effectively thrown off her game.

"Are you afraid of intimacy?" I rephrased.

"No," Maria said, sounding unsure of herself.

"I know I shift because everything about you turns me on and my heart starts racing, but I always took you for someone with a lot of control over your body," I explained.

"I don't think..." Maria trailed off.

"It's okay to be nervous," I said.

"I'm not nervous. I would fuck you right now. I'm just waiting for you," Maria snapped, growing defensive.

I wasn't about to let her lie to my face, so I pushed her chest into the nearest tree, taking my spot behind her. My lips connected to her neck as I replaced my fingers inside her. I used my free hand to run over the muscles on her stomach and to her boob, where it settled.