Roadtrip Oneshots (BxB)

back to you - jacklyn

The flashing lights of the club burned my eyes as I downed another shot, my aim tonight being to get as drink as possible and get him out my mind.

Rye and Andy had disappeared into the crowd just over an hour ago. I was almost certain I wouldn't be seeing them for the rest of the night. Sonny was at the other end of the bar, talking some girl that he had met earlier, leaving me alone to my thoughts.

I took another shot, wincing as the liquid burned the back of my throat, my mind becoming foggier as the alcohol took effect.

Then, out of the corner of my eye I see him enter the bar. He's with Mikey and Cam. I watch his scan the room, as if looking for someone. My mind focuses on how good he looks in the green plaid shirt I bought him just over a year ago.

Our eyes lock and shock registers over his face for a brief moment. He's surging towards me and the next thing I know, his lips are on mine and I find myself kissing back.

He pulls me from my seat and over to the dance floor. I briefly look over his shoulder to see Sonny giving me a dissapointed look, but i couldn't care less.

His hands rested on my hips and my arms snaked round his neck as we swayed to the music. He nudged my head to the side and attached his lips to my neck, and I move my head over giving into him completely.

He's invading all my senses and I forget how wrong this is for us to do. I forget how he hurt me. How he cheated and then blamed me. I forget all that and instead my mind is on how addictive his lips are. I pulled him from my neck back to my lips for a short, but passionate kiss

"You taste of of alcohol. How much have you had to drink?" He shouted, nipping my ear.

"Too much. Needed to forget you" I answered, with no hestitation. A look of hurt crosses his face and he pulls away, looking into my eyes. He raised his hand and stroked my cheek, and I leaned into his touch, almost on instinct.

"Come with me" He said. Barely auidble over the loud music but I stipo heard him. I'm too intoxicated to care that i'd regret it later; I let him pull me out the club, stumbling the whole way

-x-

I woke the next morning, my head pounding and resting on his bare chest. Hickeys littered my neck, my chest, and collarbone. I felt his hand tracing patterns on my side and I looked up to meet his eyes.

"Hey" He said softly, leaning down to kiss me; but I moved out the way before he could.

"No. This isn't a good idea. We...I can't do this. Not again"

"We both know that's a lie. You weren't saying that last night" He sneered, pushing me off him as he sat up in bed.

"I'm not the one who cheated!" My voice raised slightly.

"Yeah. Well, I'm not the one going to a bar every week and ends up coming back to me"

I grabbed my clothes, ignoring how they reeked of alcohol and quickly got dressed.

"This was a mistake. And let me tell you something, Jack Duff, I will never come back to you. Ever"

I stalked out of his apartment, ignoring the hurt look he had on his face, praying I would never have to see it again.

-X-

eyo. she's back with another short n crappy os. but i'm in a really angsty mood and i wanted to write some jacklyn angst :)

-lauren xx