tw: depressive episode.
no real ship. just wanted to get things out really :/
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slipping.
he was slipping so fast and right before my eyes and i knew i couldn't do anything about it.
it all happened so quickly and i knew what had caused it. the constant hate on our social platforms attacking him over every word he said. yet i was powerless to stop it.
at night, i could feel him slip away from my grip to throw up in the toliet, a thing he did when he was stressed and anxious as drama made him physically ill. and i couldnt do anything because he hated me seeing him like that.
during the day, he zoned out more frequently, disconnecting himself from me and the world and his thoughts. and i couldn't bring him back. no one could once he was in that state. it didn't matter how hard i tried to distract him from it, he just slipped.
i was loosing him to his thoughts. he knew it and i knew it as well. yet there was nothing i could do except wait until he came to me.
he'd stopped going out with friends, opting to lock himself away from the world. away from me and when i tried to get him to talk i was met with a blank stare or a door in my face. everytime making my heart freeze in my chest. but the door would always be unlocked by the time i came to bed.
i knew nightmares haunted his mind whilst asleep. when he slipped he always would be awake before me, not wanting me to see his tear stained cheeks.
i couldn't do anything. i never could. i had to sit and watch my baby slip away...
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