MY SPOILT BRAT

19

Eric
What have I done?

I kissed Danielle.
I 'more than' kissed her.
I-
Damn!
That was so wrong.
It was wrong for so many reasons

But it felt so good.
So good I didn't want to stop.
I wasn't thinking. I couldn't think.
How the hell could I when she felt so damn good.

Mr Crane was going to be furious if he found out about this.
He trusted me with his only daughter and I couldn't even control myself!

And Ana....

Ana...
I groaned "what have I done!"

I was driving to her house as these thoughts ran through my mind. What was I going to tell her?

That she was right about Danielle being a negative influence?
That for the first time in my life, I cheated in a relationship, and I feel like I don't even know myself anymore.

Yes, Ana was right.

Danielle had changed me.

I had to stay away from her.

Ana had been nothing but good to me.

She has been the perfect girlfriend. I was so lucky to have her.

And this is what she gets in return?

She deserves better....

How do I tell her?

How do I look into her innocent eyes and break her heart.

How do I tell her that she was right all along.

I thought I was just fond of Danielle. I didn't believe I could fall for a carefree girl like her. I have always been so principled.

How did I fall in love with a girl like Danielle?

Yes.

Love.

I finally admit it.

I'm in love with Danielle Crane.
I cant deny it any more.

I had denied it for so long. Telling myself she was just my friend and I couldn't possibly in a million years be in love with a girl like her.

I told myself that I just liked her as a friend.
And I believed it.

I believed it until she confessed her love for me....

Until she was abducted and I lost my mind.....

Until today, when I saw her like that. Holding her like that. Kissing her like that.

Now I know I want to be more than her friend.

I know I want to be able to kiss her like that everyday for a very long time.

But then I cant.

It would be a disaster. My principled self and her carefree, over pampered self wouldn't last. We would fight constantly and we might end up hating each other within weeks. I might end up blaming her for negatively influencing me. Like I just did. And I know It hurt her when I said that.