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Chapter 25

My eyelids slide apart and I see their faces.

"Guys"

I mumble.

"Jessie?? Are you okey?"

Harry runs to me, Zayn is just a step behind.

"Yeah I'm fine, how long has it been?"

"Just a few minutes, no biggie"

Zayn half smiles towards me, I guess it's hard for him to be happy right now.

With some help I get up on my feet.

"What's up?"

I ask and brush my knees of.

"I just heard about you and Harry, so I've been better. How could you not tell me Jessie?"

Zayn says as he's clearly frustrated.

"You don't know the whole truth, we can explain!"

Harry defends me as he turns to look at Zayn.

"We? Are you guys a "we" now? How much you're missing when you're not around"

Zayn snaps at Harry. I'm surprised Zayn is taking this so aggressively, I thought he would be calm about it, like he always is.

"Listen to yourself Zayn! You just admitted you were to busy to even hang out with her! She deserves better"

"How do you know what she needs?"

"I've spent time with her?"

Harry chuckles.

"You really do like girls! Spending time with every single one"

Now it's Zayns time to laugh a bit.

"Zayn this is different, she's special"

"You're such a manslut, seriously Harry"

My head goes from left to right, right to left and so on. I wonder if they even know I'm standing right next to them? Suddenly I see Harry's hand turn into a fist and he lifts it to punch Zayn. I see blood. I scream. Louder than ever. I run fast towards the guys and stop them. Zayns nose is bleeding, so is Harry's knuckles, but I'm not sure if that's his blood or Zayns.

"Stop fighting! Ask me what I want instead? Have you thought about that?"

I'm starting to get angry. They clearly didn't mind me here. Now I have their full attention.

They both stops and looks at me. A guard runs forward to give Zayn a towel for his nose. Then they focus on me again. 4 beautiful eyes.

"What do you want then?"

Zayn asks me the question I really have no answer to. I say nothing.

"Right now? I want you to stop arguing and get back on stage to do what you guys actually love!"

I try to convince them, and it works. I take a deep breath to calm down.

They both walk out on the stage. Thank god. I stand where they left me. Feeling like the worst human in this entire world. I should know better than this. How could I not realise that Harry is a member of one direction. Every Time he's seemed like he's looking for someone, every time he has changed the subject from him to me and when he took me to that hidden restaurant. It all was because he tried to hide him self from others and hide his fame from me. . It can't be easy for him, but I wished he would've just told me the truth, I'm sure It wouldn't change how I feel for him. Although Zayn didn't do actually anything wrong than to not answer me that day I went on a date with Harry. If he would've done that I probably wouldn't be standing here.

I feel exhausted. To tired to even worry anymore. Although I think I'm sure what I want now, so it's not really much to think about. If I'll think about it one more time I'm sure I'll change my mind and I do not what to do that. I'm sure. Now that my head is clear I can enjoy the concert.

I've been here for a couple of days, I don't have any needs yet. Let's just live, live with the people I like. Now I'm sure who one of those persons is...