tainted kisses || pcy

she already has my heart

Chanyeol

"We are back!" I called out, and I heard no one answer, "Hey you guys pizz-- Oh Bam they're asleep."

Bambam peaks his head in to see both Ruby and Rosie fast asleep on my couch. It was cute seeing her with her head on Ruby's shoulder.

"Sorry, Chanyeol oppa~ I guess we should head out now.." Bambam smiled cheekily as he went to pick Ruby up, "Til next time!"

He slowly took Ruby to him car slowly laying here in the passenger seat. So that's what young love looks like?

I waved goodbye before closing the door, and then my heart began to quicken now I was alone with Rosalie. This feeling I couldn't get to close to it, but every time I tried to run she'd catch me off guard.

I will not fall for her.

Walking over to her Bambam just grabbed Ruby without even think about Rosie! She's pregnant Kunpimook! I bend down to see her body awkwardly laying on the couch, and I slowly pick her up.

I should take her to the bed-- wait I only have one bed! I began an internal panic because this is my safe house. Not my house, house this only has two rooms. One for sleeping and one for my weapons!

I stand in the hallway contemplating where the hell I should put Rosalie that I didn't realize that she is awake.

"Chanyeol?" She yawns, "What are you doing? Where's everybody?" She picks her head up looking around, but she doesn't really see anything.

"Chanye--"

"Uhh-- Um-- Er-- you were ASLEEP, so I thought--" I didn't seem to have the brain comprehension to actually say words now! How can she have this effect on me?

"I'm actually hungry." She pouts as she rubs her belly looking all cute in shit. This bitch better stop before I go crazy, go stupid!

"Did you just call me a bitch?" She asks, "DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD?!" I cry, now she's going to hate me!

"I heard this bitch better sto--"

"Uh sorry I'm just having a debate with myself, and the inner conscience is winning... L, O, L!" I confess, and she laughs all cute in shit agAIN! I'm going bonkers! This is making me go crazy why did I say yes? I could've said no, but the chance to be with her again made my heart go...

Doki Doki?

Yes, Doki Doki bitch!

"It's alright I tend to do that as well." She laughed, and I couldn't help but melt a little. Her laugh sounded like my favorite song how did she sound so beautiful by only laughing? That sounds so cheezy Chanyeol shut the fuck up before I shoot myself!

"Here I'll put you down, and we can eat pizza?" I say as I put her down, and she nods her head smiling so cute, "I also got a can of corn and Nutella."

I watch as her entire face lights up and I can't help but smile at her reaction. It was the same as when we arrived at my house, not the same as when I brought Yuri here as if she was expecting something else from me.

Shut up Chanyeol she's the past.

Your right Chanyeol she is in the past.

You are Chanyeol, you idiot!

Oh yeah...

"Hello? Earth to Chanyeol? You coming?" Rosalie asks waving her hand in front of my face, "Losing another battle?" 

I let out a laugh smiling why does it feel so natural when I'm with her? Why do I feel like I can be myself around her without being judged? What the fuck is this damn fucking feeling Jesus Christ! This is so frustrating.

"Woah this looks so good!" She smiles and I grab the bag that has the can of corn and the Nutella bottle. I sit next to her at the small dinner table passing her the can and the Nutella bottle, she mumbles a thank you before digging in.

I watch her eat with passion as weird as this observation sounds, she looks so happy to dip her pizza in Nutella while taking a scoop of corn to top it off. She just looks so happy to eat, "It's my pregnancy cravings I promise I have no idea why this is happening to me." She tries to defend her cravings, and I laugh.

"Go ahead! Enjoy it I want to try it too." I smile, not really but seeing her smile is what I truly live for.

"Really?!" She exclaims before taking the pizza in my hands and dipping it in Nutella, "Here!" 

Oh shit, she really wants me to eat it? As long as I can see her smile, "NO CHANYEOL!" She yells, but it's already in my mouth and I'm chewing it, "Nutella has nuts in it! You're going to die!" 

And before I know it Rosalie is trashing my house looking for an EpiPen while I nearly choke to death, and when she does she stabs in it with no warning just BAM! I start to feel feeling again, and my breathing seems to stabilize.

Thankfully.

"Jesus Christ! You can say no you know! This is the second time tonight, you really are scaring me." She cries as she lays her forehead on my chest holding her heart. She's so close to me, she can probably hear the sound of my heart beating out of my chest. 

Instead, I hear a small sob. Is she really crying? Why would she cry over an idiot like me?

"I'm sorry," I mumble, and we both lay there for what seems like hours just like that in peace and quiet. Her forehead on my chest while I lay on the kitchen floor rubbing, her back soothing her hoping she won't cry over me.

After a while, she picks her head up and her eyes are puffy and her nose is red, "I'm sorry Chanyeol I keep nearly killing you don't I?" She asks a sad look gracing her face, and it makes me sad that I'm the reason she is crying.

She should never have to cry. 

That look? It doesn't suit her, she looks better smiling. 

I'll make sure she never cries again.

"No, I'm sorry I should've paid attention it's my fault." I apologize, but she shakes my head.

"It's clearly my fault I shoved it in your mouth!" She argues, and I shake my head wiping away her tears.

"Don't cry for me there are way better things to cry over-- like sex trafficking, selling of illegal drugs, and underground betting rings, also pollution!" I say in an attempt to cheer her up, and it works because she ends up laughing.

She smiles again, and I realize one thing.

Rosalie already has my heart.

Rosalie

"Don't cry for me there are way better things to cry over-- like sex trafficking, selling of illegal drugs, and underground betting rings, also pollution!" He exclaims, and a sort of feeling I've never felt before takes over.

I don't think I'm in love with him.

I am in love with him.

a/n:: so y'all know how chanyeol feels, but he gon be makin stoopid decisions.. rosalie is gon get her man tho i hope >;--(