tainted kisses || pcy

gotta go my own way

Rosalie

"Oh Rosie this is my friend Yoongi, he is apart of Bangtan." Chanyeol smiles and I freeze.

B-bangtan?

I've heard of them alright! They're just like YG they hate PARKIMKANG, but Chanyeol should hate me as well. I mean my father killed his father, and then he confessed to his grandma that it was the past. So can I put it in the past?

"It's uh nice to meet you," I mumbled not really knowing how I should respond to this, Bangtan wasn't big, but they knew how to make an entrance into the criminal world that's for sure. If I'm not correct during a drug deal between us they killed the men who were believing the package, and to this day we don't know why...

"So this is the girl who you never shut up about?" He grins and his smile reminds me of the same one at the strip club! 

"You were the one who tripped me at the strip club!" I exclaim recalling the events and Yoongi I assume smiles cheekily, "You're welcome by the way I can see you hit it off quite well." He smirks and Chanyeol blushes it was cute seeing him all embarrassed.

"Guys we are getting off topic, we've got to get to a safe house," Chanyeol says and we both nod, "You could stay with us hyung I doubt my friends would mind," Yoongi suggest and Chanyeol nods and I stand there staying with the people who loathe me? 

"Just for a few days if that's alright with you Yoongi," He sighs clearly stressed by this entire thing and my heart breaks this is all my fault. 

"No, I'll go back home." I declare and Chanyeol turns so fast he probably got whiplash, "NO! You aren't going back Rosie, you're staying here with me. That's final!"

"Um before this gets really awkward I'll be waiting in my car," Yoongi says as he eyes us wearily before slowly backing away.

"Chanyeol Listen, I gotta say what's on my mind something about us life keeps getting in the way. Whenever we try somehow the plan is always rearranged." I sigh knowing these precious memories were short-lived, "It's so hard to say, but I've got to do what's best for me and you. You'll be okay."

Chanyeol shakes his head, "What about us? What about everything we've been through? What about trust? What about me? What am I supposed to do?" He cries and my heart breaks I don't want to do this as much as you do Chanyeol, b-but I've got to go my own way.

I wipe the tears that have fallen from Chanyeol's eyes, "I gotta leave but I'll miss you." I mumble, "We might find a place in this world someday, but at least for now--"

"I want you to stay!" His words ring within my like a thousand bells, he wants me to stay? I'm sorry Chanyeol, but I just can't. If you get hurt because of me I don't know what I'll do with myself.

I hold Chanyeol's face in my hands kissing him once more knowing I'll never be able to feel his lips on mine ever again, "I'm sorry Chanyeol, but I've got to go my own way."

I walk out tears threatening to fall, but I won't let them. It's ironic I ran away only to go back -- how did I let this happen? I have to do in order to protect Chanyeol.

They say 'if you love someone then let them go,' I finally understand it.

I've got to let Chanyeol go before it's too late my father won't hesitate to play dirty when it comes to getting what he wants, so if I must go back to the hands of my enemy in order to protect the love of my life.

I will.

"Yoongi wasn't it? Can you take me to Seoul I won't be going with Chanyeol." I say and he doesn't ask questions he just drives.

I look back at that cottage and remembering the brief memories I had that will forever be ingrained into my heart. I watch as Chanyeol races out of the cottage chasing after us, and my heart no longer beats it can't I've lost the thing that kept it beating.

My heart will always belong to you, Park Chanyeol.

a/n:: if u don't get it rosalie left in order to protect chanyeol bc if she stays this will keep happening to him plus BRUH HSM IS SUPERIOR LIKE SOUNDTRACK AT MY FUNERAL. PERIODT.