Wednesday, 1:06 A.M.
Dane pulls me on top of him, gentle enough to where the pain that's been radiating all over my body all night is minimal. A series of mixed emotions flood my body as he does.
I expected it, spending the night here. I always have to, at this point. Dane always tells me that I'm so irresistible to him, even after having just been fucked by someone else.
I'm not sure if its because he's got a thing for punishment, or what- but I knew it was coming at some point tonight.
I can't just flick a switch to stop the pain of knowing what he did to me today, though. Even with the three lines, and two blunts he's gifted me with since returning from Robs.
"What- don't love me anymore?" Dane asks in a joking, yet so serious and pressing tone.
I allow him to lift me over him, already hard beneath his boxers. I haven't even been putting up a fight.
"I didn't say that..." I mumble, carefully lowering myself on top of him so he lays flat in his boxers now. He's quick to grind my hips on him anyway, in a way to where I probably still perfectly stroke the length of him even through his shorts.
"You don't need to." he says after a moment of enjoying my weight on top of him. "I know you... what does Daddy gotta do to fix it?"
I can feel him growing harder beaneath me, and I know I could probably say anything right now and get it tomorrow as sure as the sun is to shine.
I could ask to go to school tomorrow, crazy as that'd be considering my track record for skipping. Anthony has my video, I need to follow up or I'm sure that's as good as trash. I could ask for my own stash. Of snow And grass- and probably get both no problem. Or even the outfits I'd put on layaway at King of Prussia last time Dane had me spend the day there while he did business.
The only thing that comes to my mind though, is how Rob tried to manipulate the fucked up thing he decided on doing into being my fault to Dane. How Rob has been such a pest since the start- trying to have Dane turn me into a streetwalker or some shit, then getting upset because he's jealous that Dane has me, and not him.
"I want you to make Rob pay for what he did to me..." I say after a few moments, promoting surprise to show on Dane's face before a small smile.
"Oh?" he asks, one brow raised as he slows his urging me to grind on him to a halt. "He did pay, babygirl... you saw that I beat-"
"No," I'm saying before I can even process the words my lips intend to speak. "I want him to really pay... he made it seem like I should have chose him over you...before he, ya know... did that." I continue with a confidence I thought I lost with Dane.
He stares at me for a moment, seemingly reading my face for a lie. Luckily for me, there is none. Especially knowing the heat could so easily be focused on Rob's dumb ass rather than me..
"That'd make it better?" Dane asks after a few moments, a million thoughts seemingly running through his mind though he focuses all of his attention on me.
I nod my head with a quickness, a smile somehow finding it's way to my face as Dane slowly nods back.
I pick up on grinding on him without his assistance, a surprise he can't even help from hiding on his face. He grows hard again, fast- and with the comfort of knowing Rob will get what's coming to him, I'm able to let myself grow a little worked up, too.
Dane impatiently, but carefully lifts me from him to remove himself from his boxers and move my panties over in one quick movement. He slides into me slowly, my walls so tight around him even he has to take a second to acclimate.
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Jenalyn: Daring to Defy (#1)[Complete]
General FictionThis is the story of Jenalyn, a girl broken by a system that was meant to protect her. Trying to fend for herself in what seems like a world out to get her is rough enough; but trying to do it with Dissociative Identity Disorder is almost impossible...