Hey Angel - Harry Styles Series

Secrets- Part 35

After your breakfast with Lou, you get a text from Abby asking if she can take Ella with her and Jackson to the park. You agree because you honestly wanted some time to yourself and you weren't going to go back to the hotel with Harry. You say your goodbyes to Lou before making your way out of the door to the hotel.

You weren't sure where you were going to go, but you just needed to be away. Where the hotel was, it was in the middle of the city, so you were able to just start walking around until you found a place to go. You just decide on going into a coffee shop. You order yourself a little something before taking a seat by the window.

Your talk with Lou, helped a little bit, but you still couldn't stop thinking about what was going on. Maybe, Harry was just getting tired of spending so much time with you. Maybe, you just needed to give him some more space. You and Ella could just stay in another room. When you got back to the hotel, you would ask them for another room to stay in on the same floor.

About an hour passes by, when you decide to head back to the hotel. You walk up to the receptionist desk and get a new room. She hands you a key and you head up to the floor. You get to your room with Harry, hoping that he wasn't in there. Luckily, he wasn't.

You grab your suitcase and Ella's, putting everything back in those. You grab her toys and your things from the bathroom. You were finishing packing everything, when the door opens. Harry walks in, coming from the gym, when he sees your things packed up.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"Giving you, your space. Ella and I got a different room. I'm just getting our things." you say simply.

"Y/N, you don't have to do this." He says.

"It's already done." You say zipping up the suitcase. "Now, if you'll excuse me."

"Y/N, please." He sighs.

"There's obviously something going on with you, that you don't feel comfortable  telling me and you said it yourself that you needed space, so I'm giving that to you." You say.

"I just meant for a few hours, not like this." He sighs.

"I'll see you at the show tonight." You say walking passed him and out of the room.

**

Later that day, you were at the venue, helping the guys get dressed. You were keeping your distance from Harry and anytime that he tried to talk to you, you just walked away. You needed to get something from Lou's room, so you left the room.

"Is something up?" Niall asks Harry.

"What are you talking about?" He asks.

"You and Y/N seem sort of distant.. you two are always all over each other and while I'm okay with the not witnessing you two eye fuck one another, I can't help but see that's somethings wrong." He says.

Harry sighs. "There's a lot going on and I might have said somethings to Y/N this morning that I shouldn't have."

"Did you tell her you're sorry?" Niall asks.

"I did, but it doesn't matter." He says. "I've been keeping something from her."

"What the fuck dude?" He asks. "What is it that you're keeping from her?"

"Abby's leaving the tour soon, and taking Jackson with her." He says. "She wants to focus on her relationship with Hunter..."

"Oh, mate, I'm sorry." Niall says. "But why are you keeping that from Y/N?"

"Because I'm pissed off and Hunter's Y/N's brother. I don't want there to be any sort of conflict or something. I don't want it to ever seem like its Y/N and I against Abby and Hunter." He sighs.

"Okay, I get that, but I still don't get why you're keeping it from Y/N." Niall says. "I mean she's going to find out, eventually. You know, when Abby leaves and so does Jackson, or her brother tells her?"

"I know, but I guess by telling her, it makes me all the more real." Harry whispers.

"Have you tried talking to Abby about the situation?" He asks.

"I can't tell her not to do this." Harry sighs. "She deserve to have her own life, especially after she had to see Y/N and I together all this time. As much as I don't want her to go, I have to let her." He whispers to Niall.

**

You were coming back from Lou's room when you hear Harry talking with Niall.

"As much as I don't want her to go, I have to let her." You hear Harry say.

Only one thought came into your mind and that was Harry wanted to break up with you. You knew it. Tears were filling up in your eyes and you quickly rushed to an empty room before anyone noticed.

Ella and Jackson were eating some popsicles when they walk into the dressing with the boys.

"Daddy!" They giggle walking over to him.

He laughs. "Did any of the popsicles actually get in your mouth?"

"Ya! It yummy!" Ella giggles.

"Very!" Jackson nods.

"Where Mommy?" Ella asks.

"I don't know." He sighs. "She went to grab something.. should we be back soon."

"Daddy and Y/N fighting?" Jackson whispers.

"Why would you ask that buddy?" Harry asks.

"Cause Y/N and Daddy no kissy." He whispers.

Harry sighs sadly. "We're just busy, buddy. We're not fighting."

"Pwomise?" He asks.

"I promise." Harry smiles.

Jackson smiles hugging him tightly. Ella giggles and joins them. After a bit, Harry carries the kids to Lou's dressing room to get his hair done.

"Hey, where's Y/N?" He asks.

"I don't know. She came in here about a half hour ago, but I just assumed she went back to the dressing room." She says.

"Um, Hey Jackson, why don't you and Ella go find your Mummy." He says.

"Kay! Wet's go Ella!" Jackson giggles before the run out of the room.

"Do you mind if I go look for her?" He asks.

"Sure, but um, there's probably something you should know first." She says.

"What?" Harry asks.

"At breakfast this morning, Y/N was really upset... she thinks that you don't want to be with her anymore." She sighs.

"What? I never said that!" He says.

"I know, but apparently she's been through this before, with Simon." She tells him.

"I'm not Simon!" Harry says.

"I know that and I know that she knows that, but she's going on what she knows and with you pulling away from her is the exact same thing that Simon did. I don't know what's going on with you, but you really need to talk to her." Lou says.

Harry sighs before looking around for you. He's look practically everywhere for you, until he passes by an empty room. He hears what sounds like crying and he knows that it's you. He feels horrible and like crying himself, before walking into the room.