Hey Angel - Harry Styles Series

The Past Comes Back - Part 61

A few days had passed since you told your families about the babies and their reactions were definitely affecting you. You were just really confused on why they were acting the way that they were. Yes, you were just involved in a horrific car accident a few months and there were legal issues surrounding it, but you were healing and doing a lot better, so why wouldn't they be happy for you.

Especially since the only other alternative would to no longer be pregnant and you wouldn't ever be able to make that choice. You were sitting up in bed, typing on your laptop. You were working on another book. The kids were staying over at Abby and Hunter's, from time to time, Ella would go over to give you and Harry some time alone, and for Ella to spend time with Hunter.

Plus, it was nice for Ella and Jackson to being around each other as much as they could be. It helped them feel like true brother and sister, when they didn't have to be apart.

Harry walked into the room with a handful of bags before setting them on the bed. You looked up at them and then at him.

"What's that?" You say nodding towards the bags.

"Just a little something.." He smiles.

"Like what?" You laugh.

"Something for tonight." He says.

"What's tonight?" You say confused.

"Well, since we don't have the kids tonight, I thought maybe we could go out on a little date. Nothing big or anything, maybe just a nice dinner." He says.

"Harry, I don't know..." You sigh.

"Y/N, why not?" He asked sitting down next to you.

"Because, what if there's paps..." You sigh.

"Baby, don't worry about that. I'll take care of it. We've gone out without them being there before." He says.

"I know, but with everything that's happened, I'm sure they'll be trying to make sure they find something.." You whisper. "Plus, I don't want anyone finding out about the babies... not yet. Not with our families acting like they are."

Harry sighs putting his hand on your belly. "If you don't want to go out, that's okay. We can have an amazing date night here, if that's what you want. But, I also hope that you know, I would never let anything happen or let anything get out about the babies, when we're not ready for it." He says.

You nod. "Maybe next time Ella goes to stay with Abby and Hunter, we could go out." You suggest.

"Sounds good. Now, if you would like to look through these bags, while I go prepare some dinner for our date, that would be great." He smiles.

"Don't you think I should wait and wear whatever it is that you bought when we actually go out?" You laugh.

"No, I told you. Tonight is going to be a big date night and I want us to look nice. So, pick out whatever you like and I'll be downstairs preparing the best fucking meal ever." He smirks.

"I'm going to hold you to that." you smirk back at him.

He laughs leaning over to give you a kiss before heading downstairs.

**

You decided to take a quick shower and do your hair and makeup before looking through the bags. You decide on a simple dress and change into it. You then went over to the dresser to get some jewelry, when something fell out of one of the drawers.

You reach down to pick it up and you see it had something written on it. It was from before the accident, when Harry left. It was something you had written the night he left and you had written down your feelings.

You were so heartbroken over it and reading the words that came from you, caused tears to form in your eyes. You had sat down on the floor of the bedroom, maybe this was what your family was really talking about.

Maybe this was the rushing they thought about. And as much as you didn't want to admit it, they were right.

If it wasn't for the accident, would harry and Jackson even be here right now? Would you be facing this pregnancy alone? No, I mean you would have told him about being pregnant when you found out, but would that have been the only reason he would have came back then?

All of these thoughts were making your crying worse and you felt as if you couldn't breathe properly. Harry was coming up the stairs to change into something more presentable for the date, when he saw you sitting on the floor, crying.

"Y/N! What's wrong? Is it the babies?" He asked quickly reaching down for you.

"Don't." you cry out pushing him away.

He looks at you hurt and confused. "Y-Y/N?"

"Why?" You sniffle. "Why did you come back?"

"What?" He asked.

"Before the accident you left... you took Jackson and you just left. But why did you come back?" You whisper.

He sighs looking down. "Y/N, that was so long ago."

"Four months. IT's been four fucking months. We never talked about this... just tell me why you came back when you did." You say.

Harry sighs and doesn't answer.

"It was because of the accident wasn't it?" You whisper. "The only reason you came back was because of the accident and then you found out I was pregnant. My god, is that the only reason we're even together right now?"

"What? No! Y/N, just let me explain." He says. "Technically yes, the reason I came back when I did was because of the accident. But I would have came back eventually, I promise you that."

"And how do I know that?" You whisper. "How do I know that you still wouldn't be here or you would have came back to LA, but not to me or Ella? Or if you just came back because I would have told you I was pregnant?"

"I-I don't know what you want to me say?" He sigh.

"You don't have to worry about saying anything." You say getting up. You walk over to the bathroom and look back at him. "You can sleep in the guest room tonight. I want to be alone."

You walk into the bathroom and slammed the door.

Harry stared at the door, tears falling down his face. He wanted to go to the door, but knew that it probably wasn't for the best right now. He got up from the floor and went straight into the guest room. He climbed onto the bed and cried as he thought of how to make this up to you.