The Voice within [Completed]

Chapter seventeen

Anamika's POV

"I was fifteen when she died" I said as I felt I saw a glimpse of her near the door.

"What?" He said sitting beside me on the bed

"Someone had killed her in front of my eyes." I said clutching Veer's arm.

"Who killed whom Anamika?" Veer asked patting my head gently.

"I...I.. killed Samara 15 years ago".

"What?" Veer said letting go of my hand.

He loves her so much.

I pulled his hand back instinctively as he looked surprised.

"What do you mean by you killed her?" He asked as he looked away.

I sighed.

"I hated Randhir because he killed her  and now you say me you killed her.And I just can't hate you Anamika because you are her. How can you kill yourself and still be alive tell me?" He said utterly confused.

"My actual name is not Anamika Bose
I'm Seher, Seher Ahmed." I said as he looked at me.

"So tell me what do I call you Anamika,Seher ya Samara?" He asked rustling his bushy hair

"Whatever you want. But because you loved Samara and you lost her because of me you can call me Samara" I said still guilty of my actions in the past.

"This is absolutely pointless" Veer said clearly irritated as he stood up with his fists clenched.

"Vee sit down and calm down please I'll explain everything" I said standing up

He looked as if he was a volcano about to erupt.

"Vee 3 deep breaths. Slowly. With me" I said.

"Breathe in"

"Out"

"In again"

"Out"

"Breathe in slowly"

"And release" I said.

He had calmed down but I didn't realize our proximity.

"Vee-I..."

"Shhhh!" He said silencing me as he placed a finger on my lips.

"Is there anyway you can bring her back?" He asked his eyes asking me to give him a false assurance.

"No Veer the accident or the attack that happened on me has deleted her existence forever." I said as he walked away from me and stood at the window.

"It's all because I lied to her" he said tears streaming down his face.

"She didn't want me to get into the crime world again but despite that I kept meeting Randhir because the darkness of that world kept pulling me close to it but Everytime I did something wrong I would have a regret and guilt which would vanish Everytime she made me do something." He said reminiscing her memories.

Our memories maybe.

"You know what Anamika the first thing she made me do was kidnap a child from the mental asylum" he said wiping his tears off and forcing a giggle.

"The one at the outskirts?" I asked

"Yes." He said nodding.

"We grew up there."

"She told me about this, she said you had some problem...were you having split personality since then?" Veer asked now really serious.

"No Veer. Samara had a problem. She suffered from borderline personality disorder and was very aggressive."

"I don't exactly get all this. This shit is confusing" he said.

"I'll explain but I'll get something you surely drink champagne right?" I asked

He nodded.

"No one else knew about this. How do you know that?" He asked as I ran down and brought the champagne bottle from the fridge.

"Samara told me that she had brought it for a purpose." I said as he offered me some

"I don't drink" I said politely declining it.

"Oops sorry" he said as he took another sip.

"Explain me..."

"Oh yeah right. So I..I mean Seher and Samara were twins. We were brought up in an orphanage. And the orphanage's owner sent us away to the asylum because they believed my biological mom was a witch. And we were too... Also Samara had a fiery temper and I was an introvert so I had imaginary friends" I said sighing.

"That means both of you sisters were equally complicated" Veer said.

Only then I realized he had drank the whole bottle.

"Veer first get on to the bed. Champagne induces sleep and I'm not so strong to lift you up. Come on" I said as Veer sleepily walked up to the bed.

"So what happened at the asylum?" He asked drooping.

"Veer sleep I'll tell you everything tomorrow" I said pulling a bedsheet on to him.

"Promise?" He asked like a five year old kid.

"Yes promise now sleep" I said as I picked up the bottle and threw it in the dustbin.

"I love you Samara" he mumbled.

"Goodnight Veer" I said as he didn't let go of my hand.

"Tell me you love me too and I'll leave you because I love you enough to let you go" he said

"Fine Veer."

I paused before I said the next words carefully.

"I love you too" I said and he left my hand and snuggled into a pillow.

Suddenly there was a knock at the door.

I'm definitely not used to visitors at this time of the night.

I slowly walked to the door and opened it.

"Anwar?"

"Babyyyyy!"

"What the hell Anwar? Are you drunk?" I shouted and then lowered my voice since I didn't want to wake Veer up.  "What do you think you're doing?"

"Yeah I got drunk for the first time because the love of my life has been ignoring me for 40 hours now" he said.

"Paridhi is not talking to you?" I asked as he raised his arms in frustration.

"I'm talking about you" he said about to lose his balance.

"Anwar let's go upstairs and you sleep on the couch. Alright come with me" I said taking him to my room.

He surely wasn't in his senses.

He kept giving the background music of James bond until we walked up to the couch and he fell on it.

"Why did you even come here Anwar?" I questioned.

"I forgot my way home and all I could remember was yours" he said.

Damn you Mr too deep thoughts!

"I love you Anamika and I've never loved anyone else so much" he said

"I love you too Vee-"

Wait what?

"I love you too Anwar goodnight now." I said giving him a forehead kiss.

And I walked up to Hall and sleep dawned to me making me forget that I had two drunk boyfriends in my home right in the floor above me and that I was madly in love with both of them.