S.E.A.L IV: All I Need

Chapter 25

~Nia~

Before going to the show, I had to talk to someone about this issue because it was literally burning a hole in my damn soul. Now before you think I am crazy I am not but I wanted the truth and I knew if anyone could help me it would be them. Of course, I knew they'd be upset but they'd still help me figure out what the hell I needed to do in this situation. I was nervous as hell when I pulled up to the house because Jay's car was in the drive way. I didn't want to talk to her about this because like Charli I am afraid of her and what she may say or do to me for that matter. I cut off the car said a quick prayer before getting out and going to the door.

Aye girl what's wrong with you Ti said opening the door for me. Jay here? No, her and Ro went with the kids for a little bit, why you need to talk to her? No, the opposite I said wiping my face a little. Come in here she said following me to the living room, where Li? Watching TV. Baby who...oh hey Nia. Girl why you crying? I did something and I regret it. What did you do she said looking at me? It was hard as hell for me to admit that I'd stepped out on Charli because I'd be the first one to accuse him of doing the same thing. What is it Ti said? I...I cheated on Charli? Come again they both said looking at me with raised eyebrows. I accidentally slept with someone else. There is no accidentally Nia, you don't slip and fall on to dick. Tionne! What you know as well as I do that dick don't come that easily for women, you are normally emotionally invested in it. I wasn't emotionally invested in it. Yes, I was attracted and even curious, but I never...I never. You never what? I never thought about cheating on him.

Why you here telling us instead of telling Charli? Yall know his temper I tell him this and I'll end up alone with 7 kids. Nia you know that Charli...wait...wait did you just say 7 kids? Like 7 minus the 2 older ones. Mhm. Are you pregnant? I couldn't even face them instead I kept my head down. Nia Grace Anderson are you pregnant Ti said raising her voice a little. Yes, I am I said finally looking at them. Oh god Ti said letting out a deep breath while Lisa just sat there looking at me. Is it his? I don't know. Oh, girl you in some deep shit now. Ugh you don't think I know that. Whoa hold up now don't cop that attitude cause you messed up! Ti! What! You see she's looking for some sympathy. Sympathy she should have thought of that before she slipped on the dick. Okay so was somebody telling you that when you slipped on the dick? I looked at Ti with a shocked expression, wait you cheated? Don't switch this on me cause I did my dirt and I also did the time too.

Look Nia I don't know what kind of perfect perception you have of us but it's far from true we've all cheated pre marriage and during the marriage, Li said. Even Ace? Yeah even your Ace, she was pre-marriage though. With who I didn't think she liked guys like that. They both started laughing. I don't understand why everyone thinks she's straight up gay, cause I can vouch that your Ace likes dick very much, but she loves us more. Wow so she gave up dick for yall? Well we wouldn't say she gave it up per say. What do you ... I looked at them and they were both smirking. Eww really! Hey plastic won't get you pregnant, give you something, or get you killed! You make a point there. Even Roro! Pre-marriage and again very fond of the dick too. So you two... post and pre marriage, and dick ain't bad they said in unison. When, I mean yall never showed the signs of it. We did yall just didn't see it like its normally portrayed with us fighting and being all extra, we handled our shit like adults. I looked at Ti and she was nodding along, when did you do it.

Hmph temptation is a crazy thing Nia and I fell right into it when we moved over to Cali. It started out as someone to kick it with cause we had the kids so why not all hang out together. Next thing I know I am up in hotels and backseats getting turned out. Hang outs, dinner, occasional movies and then boom I lost the love of my life of 5 years over a man that just wanted what was between my legs. How did you repair it? You see that big ass ring she wear on her right hand, those earrings Ro wears, and that necklace on Li's neck? Yeah! It was well worth the money spent for them to forgive me for my indiscretions but it damn sure wasn't worth the pain that inflicted on them and myself. Damn that must have cost a lot. Hell yeah it did my wives ain't cheap she said laughing a little bit. For real thought it took 2 years for Jay to really trust me again and even to this day she look at me sideways when he calls about Chase and Nicholas.