S.E.A.L IV: All I Need

Chapter 41

~Nia~

Push! Push! Ok Ms. Alexander you have to Push! I am pushing do you not see me pushing! Tricia calm down. Tell that damn doctor to calm down! I am over here pushing. The doctor looked up at her and shook her head. I am not even supposed to be in the room, but she was adamant about having me, Kadence, her mom, and Montae in here when she had the baby. I was trying my best not to overstep my boundaries seeing as I am not her nurse, but I see I am going to have too cause, these damn nurses they got in here ain't doing shit to help her out. Excuse me I said moving the nurse out the way so I could get closer to Tricia and the monitor. Listen to me Tricia I need you to push okay! I am! No you aren't when this next contract comes, you hold on to my hand and Montae's hand and you push and deliver this baby you hear me! Everyone looked at me as I eyed Tricia. Ok, I got it she said looking down. Good cause you're getting another one now.

Push...10...9...8......6...5...4...3...2...1

Ok let out your breath, I said coaching her through the labor. 3 sets of counting and she delivered a perfectly health little girl. She's so beautiful Tricia we said looking at the beautiful little girl. Thank you! Thank you so much Nia. It's nothing girl I told you I always got you. What are you going to name her? She looked at Montae and smiled, we decided to name her Genesis Nichole Alexander-Williams. So, she's carrying your last name as well? Yes, I can't see having her and she not carry my last name. I am cool with it, besides in Hispanic families it's common for the babies to carry two last names, their mother maiden name and the fathers name as well. None the less she's beautiful. You hear that Genesis one of your god mothers says that you're beautiful. One of! Yeah, I don't want her to have one or another, I want her to have both of you, the same way I have both of you as my best friends and my sisters. Aww that's so sweet her mom said. You girls grew up become great women. Can you share Kadence I said looking at her? Of course I can, yall are both my sisters.

Where is Charli Montae said looking up from the baby? He couldn't make it I said looking away, but he sends his love. Kadence made a face looking at me but didn't say anything. He was here, he just wasn't where he needed to be at. Excuse me for a minute I said leaving the room. I needed some fresh air and to collect my thoughts. When I walked out, I passed the maternity ward schedule board, I scanned the names before landing on the name, Martin, Cara! I shook my head and went to the elevator.

Wait up someone said stopping the elevator from closing. It was Kadence. Where you going? Get some air I said looking at her. Where is Charli really? I tried to hold in the tears but I couldn't. He's here in the maternity ward with her. She's fucking having that baby tonight. I am sorry Nia! Don't be sorry it's not your fault you didn't fuck her. I just don't know if it's his baby what am I supposed to do. Have you thought about what we discussed? Kadence I am not trying to divorce my husband. Well maybe a separation till he can get his shit together. I just want her and the damn baby to go away. I don't want her or him for that matter in my life ever again. You know I love Charli like a brother but this time Nia, this time I can't stand by him and this situation. What should I do leave with 7 kids! Where the fuck am I gonna go with 7 motherfucking kids Kadence? Technically you only have 3, he brought the other ones in, and you have a way out their older brother. No, No, we agreed on that together and I am not dumping them kids on Terrance he doesn't deserve that either. What are you going to do? I don't know! I just don't know I said as the elevator opened on the bottom floor.

Nia I am not trying to upset you, I just don't want to see you hurting and it's obvious that this whole situation is hurting you. Honestly Kadence it hurts, it hurts so bad and I never thought that Charli would ever do this to me. I know I am a lot to deal with, trust me I do but a baby. I can't hate a baby! You don't hate the baby you hate the situation that the baby resulted from. And like I said I can't stand by Charli in this, he knew better, when yall had that argument he could have brought his ass over to the house and stayed in the guest room like he did the last time there was no need for him to run to her. Wait he was at yall's house the last time? Mmhmm for a week before he went to his aunt's old house.