Broken Promises (Bakudeku)

Chapter 5: Things Got Real Interesting

Chapter Warnings: Kacchan, the cheesy hopeless romantic hidden behind a rough angry exterior, a man after my own heart

(A/N: I had a crap day, so I wanted to write because it makes me happy 😄)

Bakugo's P.O.V.

"Deku, I'm fucking gay. And I like you goddamit!"

Silence

"Uh-uh-uh-uh" Deku was a complete stuttering mess. He was fiddling this hands nervously, attempting to speak but not able to form words. Goddammit, I'm such a fucking idiot, how could I do this to him.

I sighed and put my head into my hands. I was so angry at myself, I could feel my palms sweating...fuck I didn't know if I could contain my rage at myself. I took one look at Deku, he was still stuttering, fuck me.

I couldn't stay mad, I couldn't break another promise to him, I attempted to calm down...I couldn't hurt either of us anymore. "Deku...I'm sorry, are you ok?"

"YEAH KACCHAN WHY WOULDN'T I B-" he starts yelling. I immediately cover his mouth his my hands. "Shh, we can't wake up my mom nerd, or else we'll both be in trouble...please try and calm down," I say quietly. He nods quickly, and I slowly move my hand off his mouth, which made me realize he was blushing. Oh my god, fuck. "I shouldn't have sprung that on you, I'm sorry, Deku..."

Deku's P.O.V.

KACCHAN! GAY! FOR ME! I can't breathe! I don't understand. WAIT! HE'S GAY FOR ME AND I'M SITTING HIS BED PAST MIDNIGHT! THIS MUST BE A DREAM!

"Deku, you're muttering, and I can hear you," Kacchan says from beside me, his ruby eyes glowing from the moonlight coming in from his window. 

"AH, sorry! Um, what I meant to ask you was- um, I don't understand? Is this real, you're not joking are you?" I start asking, I was so nervous I couldn't properly speak, I deserve an award for even making comprehensible words at this point (even if he wasn't just a second ago, but I'll let him have this win 😉)

"I'm not joking, I was trying to deny it for so long, but the way you acted today...when I saw you running towards me while I was trapped, I pretty much felt my heart fucking shatter, Deku," he sighs, looking down into the floor, "because, you were risking your life for me, after all that I've done to you, and then I realized I couldn't hold my feelings back anymore... I swear that this is real, I've been such an asshat, but I wouldn't joke around with something like this. I went too fucking far today, and I don't know how I can make that up to you. The first thing I'll do is be honest with you, and that's what I'm doing right now, Deku."

Tears welled up in my eyes, I wanted to tell him about All Might, I wanted to tell him I would soon have a quirk, but I couldn't not now... "Kacchan, I forgive you, only if you can promise that you can be nice to me from now on, I don't like hearing mean things from you...especially since I...I think that I like you too..."

Bakugo's P.O.V.

"W-what?" Dammit, I fucking stuttered. This nerd has got me good. "U-uh yeah! I knew I was gay for a while now, I just never told anyone because I don't have friends at our school and I thought you would just tease me even more if I came out..." he replied. Fuck, I really damaged him...I'm such an asshole. 

"I'm sorry I did this to you, god I'm such an asshole! How could I ever make this up to you?" I looked at him, I could feel tears in my eyes again, fucking shit, I'm such a baby.

"Don't kill me after this," Deku said softly. "Wha-" I was interrupted by Deku, softly kissing me. I was so shocked, but I immediately started kissing him back, putting my hands into his soft hair. I don't want this to end, his lips are so soft and he tastes so sweet. I could easily be addicted to this. This moment, this feeling. 

He pulled away, a deep blush across his face. "Kacchan.." "Hm?" "You're blushing" crap. "You are too, ya nerd.." "Kacchan...what? What should we do about this?" He looked concerned about my response to this. "Well, since tomorrow is Saturday...do you wanna go out for dinner?" I asked, praying he said yes, I dreamt of this moment and I wanted it to be perfect. "L-like as a date?" he asked, nervously. "Yeah! So maybe you should go home and get some rest, you need your beauty sleep. I can walk you home!" I said jumping up from the bed in excitement. "O-oh ok! Kacchan before I leave, will you be ok?" I could tell he was worried by the tone of his voice. 

I gently embraced his face in my palms, "Deku...you have made me the happiest person alive by even giving me the second chance I don't deserve, and even happier to even just go out with me" I grab his hand, "Now come on, let's get you home." 

We walk down the street to his house and stop at his front door, "I'll see you tomorrow at six for our date, wear something nice, ok?" I say softly. "Ok, Kacchan, I can't wait!" "I'll see you tomorrow, Deku" I pull him into another kiss. Fuck this is amazing, I want to do this forever. I pull away from his soft lips and look at his face, the stars reflecting brightly in his gorgeous eyes. "God you're so hot," I say, unconsciously. "K-kacchan!" Deku was blushing fiercely. I nervously scratch the back of my head, "Well it's true!" I quickly peck his lips again. "Tomorrow! 6!" He nods and hugs me before we part ways.

As I walked home all I could think about was how perfect tomorrow would be. I'll do everything I can to treat him the way he deserves to be treated, with respect and love. 

Deku's P.O.V.

I could not be more excited, but I was also exhausted, today was jam-packed with so many important things, I didn't realize how tired I actually was until I laid down in my bed. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit my pillow.

"mm..Deku~" Red eyes look down into mine, filled with desire, need, lust "I want you to be mine deku~" Kacchan whispers in my ear, nibbling on it, and he begins to kiss my neck until he finds the sweet spot making me moan, which makes him suck on the spot on my neck and he starts feeling me through my pants "Ah~Kacchan~Ahh!" 

I snap awake, drenched in sweat. Holy shit. It was only a dream...I look at the time on my phone, "10:37 a.m." "1 unread message from Kacchan 🧡💥" I quickly unlock my phone and read the message "I'm excited to see you later Deku 😊" I quickly type out my response and lean back into my pillow, sighing, at least that  part of my night wasn't just a dream. 

(A/N: Ahh! This was a fun chapter! I'm literally so excited to write the next one! Hope you all enjoy!)