Anything for you

30 - Secrets

Ranveer's pov

" Ranveer who the hell gave you permission to do all tests on me and that's when I was unconscious ? " Pooja rushed into my cabin struck opening the door and shouted at me.

" Why ? What happened ?  Are you angry at me because I did those tests on you or is it because I get to know about this ? " I threw a file in front of her and spatted back. Pooja doesn't take that file and look at the result because she knows what I was saying.

" Why ? Why you didn't say this to me before ? " I asked in my anger suppressed tone

" Because this none of your business...." She spatted at me.

" Yes it is...... This is my fucking business because when you did this I was your damn fucking husband " I bursted at Pooja when I couldn't control my anger anymore.

" Don't you think so I have every right to know about this Pooja ? " I tried to become calm and asked.

" Yes.... You have that all right but that time I was afraid Ranveer. I was already in a bad state when I miscarried our baby. Watching you all busy and struggling to give some time for me I was feeling ashamed and guilty. I really wanted to give you a baby so soon because I know even though no one in your family  said anything still everyone were eagerly waiting for our baby but when doctor said that I need to remove my uterus as soon as possible I was ...... I don't know how to explain that to you. " Pooja knelt down and began to cry.

" As a woman her uterus is removing means her half of life as a woman is finished. She is not a lady anymore "

" Don't think so stupid Pooja . you should have talked to me. Did I ever scold you for anything ? Did I ever stopped you from doing what you want ? Then why you think that I will play with your health ? This is was your reason for our divorce ? " I went to her side I tried to console her.

" I was feeling so low thinking that I can't be that same Pooja for you. I can't give you a baby anymore, you might won't get attracted to me like a women ..... All these thoughts were eating me Ranveer. I just wanted to run away from your side before you hate me or I become a burden for you. "

" Pooja..." I looked at her like seriously she thinks like that ? Was my love for her was that much weak ?

" Oh !  so now I understood from starting itself our relationship was without any trust right ? " I scoffed at Pooja and asked

" That's not what I meant.  Why can't you understand me a bit ? " Pooja said

" Pooja why can't you understand me a bit ? I yelled at her.

" Being in love for months and after one year of marriage only you began to feel the insecurities ? " I asked

" Yes... After marriage only I began to feel that insecurities because when we were in love there wasn't any hurdles between us who is none other than Amaya Mathur. You might not have felt anything but I was watching Ranveer how you were getting close to that girl soon after my miscarriage. " I was looking at Pooja with my wide opened mouth.

" Pooja are you really in your sense ? I was with Amaya because that same time our hospital was going to do a Cancer center collaboration with Punarjani. My dad's biggest dream the largest cancer center in whole Asia and of course for that I had to meet Amaya is that a problem ? " I shouted at Pooja

" And that witch played her card very well at right time. She might be happy to see my loss and she is the one who...."

" Pooja please .... I am hearing this same words again and again. What do you mean by Amaya is the reason for your miscarriage ? Your issues with her and this miscarriage it has nothing to do with her then why you are blaming Amaya whenever you see her ? " I asked