Anything for you

86 - The bitter truth

Writer's pov

" Please don't ask me anything. I don't want to talk with anyone....." Soon after Sanjay entered into Vidya's room she asked him to go out. She looked so tired and weak when she talked. This version of Vidya is something new to Sanjay. Whenever he met Vidya she will be hyper or mad at him but that's what made him more attracted to her.

" But I want to talk..... I want to talk with you and I can't share my problems with anyone else than you Vidya. " He knelt on floor where Vidya was sitting and crying.

" I don't want to know anything that is bothering you now. That's your issues and I know better than anyone you will sort it out in your own way. Vidya that I know is a strong, stuborn girl who even have enough guts to reject a  handsome doctor like me ...
" He said.

" Come on Sanjay please don't start....I am not in a mood for this " Vidya raised her face and looked at Sanjay pathetically.

" Why ? Did I say something wrong ? Aren't you a strong girl ? Aren't you an independent one ? Didn't you turn your face from this 30 Plus old handsome mental doctor.... I mean a psychiatrist " Sanjay looked at Vidya with an innocent face. Vidya stopped crying and sighed heavily looking at him.

" What you want ? " Vidya asked rudely.

" I need you " Sanjay replied quickly.

" Get out..... Get out from my room " Vidya stood from floor and asked Sanjay to leave.

" I will leave but what about my proposal ? See Vidya you have to give me a answer now itself otherwise I won't leave. I haven't fell for a girl before like I fell for you. ..." Vidya pushed him back while he was talking.

" I won't go ...... even if you splash water at me ...." Sanjay stood there firmly with his crossed arms.

" Then I will do that...." Vidya turned around and get jug full of water and raised to throw at him but before that he caught her hands and took that jug from her.

" Ohh fierce cat.... " Sanjay chuckled still holding her hands but that made Vidya more angry.

" What do you think of yourself ? You will see who am I ? Wait here......" Vidya marched into the bathroom and looked around to collect some water. Behind her Sanjay also came and he put a victory smile  like he won and she loose it.

" How dare you...." Vidya throw the things that caught in her hands at Sanjay. Shampoo bottle, conditioner, soap bar like every thing and Sanjay dogged them very well which made her furious.

" Stop laughing at me ...... " Vidya screamed at Sanjay.

Vidya didn't get anything to let out her anger even if it is by throwing things. But the situation went little scary when she started to hit her hand on shower knob. She was hurting herself to relieve her anger.

" It was all my fault......  It was my fault and I didn't do anything. I wasn't helpless but I was mad. I was mad and I killed my child because of that madness. With the hand which I had to feed him I kept it with myself and starved him because of I am a selfish bitch. I never deserved a child...... "

" Vidya....."

" Vidya ...." Sanjay held her back and hugged tightly keeping her both hands in his grip.

" I killed him......"

" Sh ....sh..... " Sanjay turned her to face him and kept his finger on her lips to shut her up.

" You didn't........"

" I did ..... I wasn't even happy for my baby..." Vidya burst into tears hitting her face on Sanjay's chest.