Anything for you

94 - A broken heart

Ranveer's pov

" Eat something Annu. Don't be stubborn........Look I am loosing my all patience now. "
This is really insane. Now I am acting like a mother for her. Seriously ? She was nothing less from a stuborn child who is throwing tantrums for not having food.

" I don't want..... " Again that same reply and same tears like someone opened the shutters of dam.

" Is it new way to die since first attempt failed miserably ? '' I threw the spoon back to soup bowl and scolded her.

'' who told you to save me ? Did I asked ? You should have left me die " sniffing heavily she yelled back at me.

'' oh now it's my mistake. If I would have left you there then police will come and arrest me for killing my wife. " I replied and sighed heavily watching her condition.

" Idiot..... Who told you this stupid idea that taking sleeping pills will take your life ? " I asked

" I saw in movies....... People die soon after taking them. I took that full bottle but nothing happened on top of that you saved me. Those are fake pills Ranveer that company ditched you. I am going to complaint against that company. Because of their duplicate medicine I couldn't even die properly " She replied sniffing again and again with that pouted lips ready to cry at any moment. I burst into laugh hearing that reply and her expression.

" Is this fun for you ? " She yelled at me for laughing at her

" Who won't laugh with that reply ? My pot head Ananya..... "

" I am not yours.... " She interrupted and yelled inbetween her weeping.

" Okay fine..... Then Amaya's stupid sister Ananya what you saw only happens in movie  because what you took was of small dosage. Inorder to die you need something more which you won't get that much easily. Do you think that as a doctor I will use anything harm for my own body ? Am I mad ?  " I asked

" You should have asked me like
Ranveer please give me some sleeping pills so that I can die,  I am dying to commit suicide " I mimicked in her voice which made her mad and she turned her face swiping tears. By this time I took the spoon back from soup bowl and tried to feed her.

" Or there were another fascinating ideas ......" Ananya moved her face and looked at me again.

" Have it..... I will tell you . As a doctor I never disclosed these methods with anyone. " I said like a secret. Ananya looked at me with that frowned face and then at the spoon. She gave a lick first and then took some from spoon.

"Sharp object like paper cutter, blade or a knife and keep it near to your wrist. Somewhere here... and just one pull with enough pressure then you can see a red like liquid coming out from your hands.  Leave it like that for some time or dip it inside water ..... It's good method.  " Ananya looked at me with her widely opened mouth.  I wasn't wasting a second of opportunity to feed soup into her mouth.

" Next method needs some guts ...... Take a long cloth piece or rope and tie a knot at some height then strangle yourself. After you are dead you can swing on that rope like this" I put tongue out and rolled my eyes up to show her. I saw how she was staring at me with her blood shot eyes.

" Rest are risky because no guarantee that you will die for sure and they are all very painful. Girl who faints just by seeing a needle won't be able to withstand such pain. Also there is a chance  that  some idiots like me will  come and save you......." Annu turned her face annoyingly from me.

" Finished , good girl " rubbing on her  hair I said happily.

" Get some good sleep now..... " I took the bowl and turned to leave but quickly came back and grabbed the paper cutter which was inside the pen holder.