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Chapter 12

------------Michael P.O.V-----------------

Alexis has been in hospital for two days now, me and Luke are going to see tonight after the show.

I can't stop thinking of her. She's on my mind every second of the day, and all I can think is that I've ruined us. For good.

We are talking to fans outside the bus right now, I wish Alexis was here to talk to them with us. To make us all laugh, and her eyes would light up when a fan talks to her. She finds it so astonishing that someone would care about her that much.

I guess that's how you know you love someone, when you can't experience anything without wishing that other person was there to see it, too.

"How's Alexis?" A fan asks me.

"She's doing good." I smile sadly. "We are hoping she'll be out soon."

"Give her our best wishes." The fan smiles and I give her a hug.

An Idea pops into my head.

"Guys listen up! Since you all know, Alexis is having a rough time and is unfortunately in the hospital. Why don't we make her a video?" I shout over the fans. The boys nod and everyone agrees.

I pull out my phone and stand in front of everyone so they're in the background but I'm still in it.

My thumb hits record.

"Good luck Alexis, we love you!" We say simultaneously.

"Hey Lexi, we just wanted to let you know that we are all thinking of you." Calum says, putting his head on my shoulder and smiling.

"We love you beautiful!" Luke shouts giving Ashton a piggy back ride in the background.

"Stay strong!" Ashton giggles and blows a kiss.

"Bye Lexi, we love you." I say kissing the screen and stopping the video.

I tweet it with the caption:

"@Michael5sos: stay strong @Alexisisbae we love you <3"

I also put it on keek, just because I can.

We head back into the tour bus after saying goodbye to the fans and we all sit in the lounge.

I think Ashton is making a keek, so I just sit back on my phone and scroll through Twitter. I see a tweet that catches my eye.

"@calumplez: @alexisisbae it's obvious Michael loves you with all his heart, Why can't you take him back?"

"@alexisisbae: @calumplez I love him too, but unfortunately it's not that easy."

I sigh, I just want to it to be how it was before. I'm not asking to date her, I just want to be able to talk to her again without awkwardness.

"Michael say hi to keek!" Ashton grins putting the camera on me.

"Hi." I say.

"What's up?" He asks.

"Nothing."

"You miss her don't you?" Luke asks, and I nod.

"Michael misses Alexis guys. Alexis pleeeease get better so Michael won't be sad." Ashton whines in the camera.

"Everyone go comment on Alexis instagram saying 'Get better because Michael misses you.'" Calum says, putting his face in the camera causing Ashton to laugh.

"Okay, bye guys we love you." Ashton says ending the keek.

We finished the show about an hour ago, and me and Luke are on our way to see Alexis. I'm excited yet nervous, I'm not sure why.