Roadtrip Oneshots

🐝Father's Day🌵

*Andy's POV*
It really does hurt. Not being able to be with your father on father's day. Especially when you didn't even know who you father was.

He never cared for me. He never even wanted me in his life. I was just a disappointment to him. The worse part of it was that, he left my mom all alone. She always acted like she didn't care because she had me but I knew she did.

But instead of focusing on that, I focused on filming. Even as the boys talked about what they were going to send their dad's (or step dad in Brooklyn's case). I just stayed quiet and worked on being the best I could in this video.

We filmed for awhile and then Robbie came back with food. I was glad that this video was at our house today because that meant we didn't have to go in a long car ride for food and Robbie was very happy to get us food.

As we ate they were once again talking about Father's day and when they could actually spend it with there father's. I just laid my head on Rye's shoulder as he had his arm around me.

I felt myself slipping away and I knew I couldn't let myself but it was hard to stay focused.

"You okay baby?" Rye whispered in my ear and I just nodded pushing myself more against him with my eyes closed.

"Can we go cuddle?" I asked him looking up at him now and he just smiled shaking his head. "We can't. We have to film. You know that," he said. I felt tears already. I didn't want to be with all of them anymore. "I-I don't want to anymore, daddy," I said in his ear and I watched his eyes grow concerned.

"We have to film today you can't be..." He started but I didn't let him finish. I got up and ran into the house. I went straight to my room shutting the door and hiding in my covers. The tears were streaming down my face and I couldn't stop it. I just wanted to cuddle.

"Ryan Leonard Beaumont!" I heard Sonny yell angrily and I peaked up from out of my covers. Sonny sat on the bed and pulled me onto his lap. I was quick to hide into him.

Rye was in the room in minutes. "What happened?" He said quickly. "You made him upset," Sonny said rubbing my back, "You know better than to make him upset when he's in headspace." Sonny said and I could just feel him glaring daggers at Rye.

I let out a whimper keeping my face hidden in Sonny's shirt. "I didn't mean to make him upset," Rye said and I felt myself being lifted off of Sonny. I couldn't help but smile a little. I hugged Rye tightly not letting him go as he adjusted me in his arms.

"I don't think we'll be able to film anymore today. Father's day seems to always be hard for him," Rye said. Sonny looked down. "Don't be sad," I said and Sonny smiles a little at me. "We shouldn't have been talking about it. We were all talking about what we would get our fathers and we shouldn't have in front of him," Sonny says.

"It's okay. I have my Daddy now," I said holding onto Rye. He kissed the top of my head and I giggled.

Sonny sighed but smiled anyways and he walked out of the room leaving Rye and I alone.

"Let's lay down baby," Rye said in my ear and I nodded. "Cuddles!" I yelled happily and Rye chuckled setting me down on the bed. I crawled under the covers and Rye got in next to me pulling me against him.

I laid my head on his chest and tried burying myself into him further. "I wove you Daddy," I mutter closing my eyes. I always felt so tired when I was cuddling next to Rye.

"I love you too baby," Rye said and I smiled and closed my eyes allowing myself to fall asleep.

Okay this is shit and I'm sorry you have to read it but I'm gonna post it anyways so there's something.