Roadtrip Oneshots

🍀Why? Part 2🙈

Idea inspired by Jacklynswifeyxo

*Brooklyn's POV*
It's been a few days since I've talked to Mikey. Things were starting to get better. Each day it hurt a little less to have him gone. I guess knowing why really did help. I wasn't mad at myself for him leaving anymore. I wasn't mad at him as much anymore and even though it still hurt, I was starting to be able to have fun again.

I still wanted to stay out of the spotlight alot but it was getting closer to how it used to be. I would start hanging with the boys a lot more often and each of them seemed happier with me around. Like seeing me begining to cheer up really was a good thing. I didn't realize how much my attitude had affected them but I'm now I'm glad everything's going back to normal.

"Hey, Brook," Jack said walking into my room and plopping down next to me. I smiled at him and rolled over so I was facing him, "What's up mate?" I asked him. "Go live with me," he said. I looked at him shocked. I still didn't know if I was ready for this. "I-I don't know," I said. "Please, the fans miss you and I miss going live with you," he whined and I sighed agree.

Jack made a quick little Instagram story stating that we would be going live shortly. Then he started setting everything up. I climbed out from my covers and threw a shirt on sitting at the end of the bed. Jack then pushed the button to start the live sitting next to us.

At first we didn't talk much just reading through the comments as we waited for more people go join the live. I kept reading comments that said we missed you Brooklyn so finally I decided to answer, "I missed you all too," I said and I could see Jack smiling. It was just something small but it made me remember how much I loved interacting with the Roadies.

Jack and I started talking like crazy. Being our normal crazy selves. We'd read comments and answer as many people as we could. We were live for about twenty to thirty minutes when I seen someones name pop up.

How's the band doing without Mikey?

Do you miss Mikey?

Do you still talk to Mikey?

Where's Mikey?

You guys so go live with Mikey again sometime, like when he's free and your able

How do you feel about Mikey's individual lifestyle?

People just wouldn't stop asking about him. I could feel the tears building up. I stood up quickly, excusing myself to the bathroom. I heard Jack say something about we should be going anyway cause we have to film soon, which I knew was a lie. He ended the live and put his phone in his pocket before walking over to me.

"You okay Brooky?" He asked and I just shook my head. I felt a tear finally fall down my cheek. Jack pulled me into him and I instantly latched onto him. "Everything's going to be okay," Jack whispered in my ear.

He walked with me over to my bed and laid down beside me. I found my head instantly laying on his chest. His hand was instantly rubbing up and down my back, doing everything he can to comfort me. I just cuddled into him more.

It was so rare to see this side of Jack. But this had always been my favorite side. The caring and loving side. He just never liked it cause he thought he looked weak and he couldn't look weak. But this was the best side of him.

"Brooklyn?" Jack asked me after a little while. I looked up at him and I could see the blush on his face. "What is it?" I asked him. "Have you ever thought of us like more than just this?" He asked quietly. "Jack," I said and he was shaking his head. "I know. I know. You aren't over Mikey yet but it's just a question," he said still quietly. I then nodded.

"Then I'm going to admit this before I chicken out," Jack said, "Like I said, I know you're not over Mikey but if I don't say it now I never will." He took a deep breath before saying the words I less expect to come out of his mouth, "I love you Brooklyn," he said and I was shocked. But what shocked me more was when I pressed my lips against Jack's.

That's when I felt it. Like a lightning bolt going through my body. I had never felt this way with Mikey. It was so new and so different. But I knew it meant something. Something good.

"You really are amazing," Jack said once we pulled apart. And now I knew, deep inside I had always loved Jack. It just took me a lot longer to realize it. I knew that the pain of Mikey leaving would never go away but I would be okay. I would be okay because I have Jack. And I loved him.