Roadtrip Oneshots

☀️What Happened?🍀🙈

So this is part of the Better Beaumont. It's kind to what happened and what's all going on with Brooks relationship and everything. But also *TRIGGER WARNING* there is some depressing things going on and self harm so please please do not read this chapter if it triggers you. Yes I would love to get people to read my books but your own mental stability is way way way more important.

*Brooklyn's POV*
We were all so close, Jack, Sonny, and I. But now, it was like I didn't exist to them. I was just there to them. I even on stage it felt like they were forcing themselves to interact with me.

To make things even better, Andy's been busy with Robbie and Rye. It's not Andy's problem anyways. I definitely don't blame him. I don't blame anyone really. No one but myself.

It was obvious I wasn't good enough for them. I love Jack and Sonny with all my heart I really do. But honestly look at them, they are both so smart, beautiful, and just amazing in general.

Me. Ha, I'm a literally walking joke. My body is absolutely ugly. I'm only in the band because I have a decent voice. That's it. That's all I can give to them. I'm just a mess up who can't even get one thing right. I'm honestly so stupid and maybe they just finally see through it.

And here I was, sitting in my room, the door shut and locked which is unusual for me but I've been locking it recently because I don't want anyone walking in on me doing something stupid. But I've been locking that door for over a month and still no one notices.

I knew where everyone was too. I always made sure to know where they are and right at this second Andy, Rye, and Robbie are at the Beaumont house and Jack and Sonny are cuddling, sleeping in Jack's room.

And here I am, left to my own thoughts. My fingers dug into my thighs causing me slight pain. My senses were screaming at me. I needed to shut it off.

So I got up and opened my closest. I reached to the top moving a new things and then I pulled a box down. I sat down on my bed with the box. I was quick to open it revealing a blade and a lighter.

I pulled down my jogger revealing my scarred up thighs. Old and new scars littering the skin everywhere. I picked up the blade and didn't hesitate to drag it across my skin.

Once.

Twice.

More and more. Opening cuts that had not healed. I could taste blood in my mouth now. I had bit my lip to the point of bleeding just to keep myself quiet.

I kept going moving to the other side till I felt numb. Instead of stopping I moved to my wrist. I have never done anything to my wrist. Too scared the fans would notice and then I really would be all alone.

But this time I did.

One.

Two.

Three.

My eyes were blurred over from the tears. I couldn't even begin process what was going on anymore. I heard voices in the hall.

Their voices but then I it all went black.

*Jack's POV*
"Sonny," I whined pulling him along with me out my room. I wanted to see Brook. We haven't cuddled with him in a long time but that's because Sonny and I had come up with an idea for a present for him.

Sonny was giggling behind me just at how I was acting. As soon as I got to Brooks door I started knocking. I got no answer, so I tried to door.

Locked.

I had tears already falling down my face. I knew something was wrong. He never ever locked his door no matter what. Sonny pulled me against him and knocked again. After still no answer he told me to go find something to pick the lock with. So I did. I had grown up picking locks so I knew what I needed.

Once I got it. I walked back over and crouched down, taking a deep breathing knowing I wouldn't be able to do this while panicking, I picked the lock. I open the door and the instant sight I was met with was so unreal.

"Brookie!" I screamed and was instantly running over to him. I took my shirt off and wrapped it around his arm. I pulled Sonny's off and used it to keep his thigh from bleeding. One wasn't so had but the other looked so torn up.

"J-jacky?" I heard a small voice say and a hand on my cheek. I looked up, my eyes meeting with my beautiful green eyed boy. He smiled at me and then it seemed to sink in what was happening.

"G-go away," he simply said. I heard Sonny gasp from behind me. "B-brookie no, you're hurt," I said. "I-ive been "hurt" for over a month," Brook replied.

"B-brook," Sonny said and he set his hand on my shoulder. Brooklyn was up trying to move as soon as that happened. I could see the pain in his look. I could see the hurt pass over his face at just the small movement and it honestly killed me.

"B, please look at me," I said, "Please listen to me. Please let me help you. Let me explain. Let us both explain," I said desperately.

Still he didn't listen and he was quick to stand up wincing instantly and his entire body just collapsing. I was quick to grab onto him.

"Please Brooklyn," Sonny said from behind me. Finally Brook gave in.

"Five m-minutes. T-then you both  leave," we both nodded.

"We agreed on something together," Sonny said after we both sat Brook down and sat on either side of him. He looked down at his hands.

"We weren't sure how to tell you," I added, "That's what we were trying to figure out. But we couldn't give any hints away so we distanced ourselves from you."

"I-if you guys are breaking up with me I already figured and i-its not exactly the best time," he said. "No," Sonny and I said together.

We both glanced at each other and then as stood up, each of us taking one of Brooks hands. "We could never break up with you love," Sonny said.

"You mean the world to us," I added. He had tears falling down his face again and I quickly wiped them.

I was careful around him, especially since I was holding his hurt arm. I couldn't hurt him anymore.

I pulled out a box from my back pocket and Sonny and I kneeled in front of Brook.

I opened the box as Sonny said, "We want to marry you." Brooks face filled with shock and then he was pulling us both into a hug wincing as he felt pain go through his body.

I was quick to kiss him, Sonny kissing him right after. Brook took the box and took the ring out slipping it on his finger.

S - Mine -  J

I smiled as Brook examined the words and I seen a small smile appear on his lips.

"Whatever you are going through we will always be here for you," Sonny said.

"You are ours," I added.