Roadtrip Oneshots

☀️You Left🌵

*Sonny's POV*
I had talked to Andy since I've moved in. I didn't really want to. Talking to him would hurt me too much and I didn't want to go through that pain again.

I loved the band, I love the boys, but I wasn't sure if this was going to work with Andy being here as well. Don't get me wrong I love the man. Like truly love him but he broke me.

He pretty much destroyed me and it hurt so much. I still hasn't fully gotten over it and I doubt I ever will.

You could tell it was starting to get on Andy's nerves that I wasn't talking to him. I would purposely make myself busy with someone else whenever he walked in the room or when he'd try to say something to me. He doesn't know how much he hurt me.

I'm only here because this is my dream, just like it is with the rest of the boys. I'm here because Blair asked me, not Andy. I'm here because I was chosen over everyone else and I will prove I deserve this spot.

We were now in the studio, recording I Don't Care. It was going to be wicked and it was an event that would take all night because we had to get this up tomorrow. It will also be the first time I am shown to the Roadies.

No matter how exhausted I got, I pushed through it recording my parts and trying my best not to even look tired. Once we were finally finished, we rushed to the house and started getting ready. I was thankful that Rye helped me pick out my clothing instead of Andy who was helping Jack and Brook who were both probably too exhausted to pick out something decent.

We all got downstairs and Jack started filming his part. I stood off to the side getting ready to do my part. It was a very unique way to introduce me and I was excited for all the reactions this was going to get. Once we were done with that part we were all moved around to different parts and getting ready for all the rest.

As the night went on or I guess morning as it was now, we all seemed to get more excited for the fans reaction. My least favorite part was the circle part, when I got stuck right next to Andy, we were so close everytime he moved I could feel it and it was driving me absolutely insane. Once we finished, Jack and Brook were the first to go to bed. Soon followed by the rest of us. We had to be up way before six knowing we needed to make sure everything was ready and also get back to work so we had to sleep as much as we could.

As I finished getting undressed and got into bed, I heard a knock on my door. "Come in," I said expecting it to be Brook, who has come in here the past few nights to talk and ended up falling asleep in here.

The door opened and I looked up. My eyes meeting blue eyes. I felt my heart sink. "What are you doing in here?" I asked a lot colder than I instead. He closed the door and sat at the end of the bed. "You told me to come in," he said and I rolled my eyes. "I didn't think it was going to be you," I said. He looked hurt but right now I didn't care.

"What have I don't wrong?" Andy asked and I looked up at him and I could see the tears forming in his eyes. "No, you do not get to come in here and do this. I am not the bad guy here," I said. Finally a tear fell out of his eye. He was quick to wipe it but not quick enough because I still saw it.

"You l-left me Andy," I said my voice breaking slightly. As much as he hurt me I still could not let myself hurt him. "You left like I didn't matter anymore," I said and this time I felt the tears falling down my face.

"I didn't want to hurt you," he said, "I didn't think I would hurt you." I looked up at him. "I loved you Andy and you knew that and you left after I told you," I said and I could see his face fall even more.

"I didn't leave because you told me you loved me. I left because I couldn't be in that band anymore. I couldn't do it. I loved you but everything was different for us. It's been years. I thought you would have forgotten and moved on," he said extremely quietly.

"No, I could never moved on from you. I love you. As much as I've tried to stop that I couldn't. I love you and I've only ever loved you," I said.

"Then why have you avoided me all this time?" He asked. "Because if you don't feel the same way whats the point?" I said. The he kissed me. I didn't respond. I couldn't. I was completely and utterly shocked. Andy Fowler, my life time crush. The guy I was in love with was kissing me. And that's when it hit me. I finally started kissing him back. He pulled away from me, "Of course I love you Sonny. How could I not?"

I smiled at that. "Can I stay here well we sleep?" He asked a little shyly and I my smiled just grew. "Of course," I said and he crawled in next to me laying his head in my chest and we both drifted off into a peaceful sleep.