Roadtrip Oneshots

🐝Fem🌵

Requested by Irishroadie

*Rye's POV*
Today was a real struggle. I don't know why. I mean I had been so good at hiding my true self for so long I didn't know why today was so difficult.

I sighed as I laid in my bed wearing just a pair of joggers. I had been careful about wearing shorts. None of the boys knew I shaved and I tried to stop but I couldn't. I liked the soft feeling.

But that wasn't the only thing I wanted. This wasn't me. This wasn't who I really am and no one knows that.

"Rye," Andy said walking into the room quickly. I looked up at him and he smiled. "We're all going to town do you want to go?" He asked.

"No," I said a little too quickly. Andy's eyes glanced over at me but I just turned myself and curled myself up into my blanket more.

"I'm just tired," I said and I heard Andy sigh and the walk out. I waited till I heard the car drive away before I got up and instantly changed my clothes.

I put on a pair of my favorite panties and a jumper. Once again another secret I've kept. If I could wear them all the time I would but I'm so scared if what everyone else would think.

I got back in my bed turning on the tv. I was quick to put on my favorite movie, Beauty and the Beast. I curled myself back up in my bed and watched the movie. My body slowly relaxing.

"Rye," I heard a voice say in my ear. "Hmm," I mumbled not opening my eyes.

I didn't get an answer as my body was pushed over the slightest and I felt the bed sink in next to me.

I didn't bother to open my eyes. I knew it was Andy. I felt his hands on me just slightly grazing over my body and I bit my lip.

Then my eyes shot open and I remembered I wasn't dressed. I needed to get ready. But I couldn't. Andy already knows now.

"I-Im sorry," I stuttered out and I felt tears slightly fall down my face. He was quick to wipe them away. "Baby, you have no reason to apologize," he said kissing my forehead.

"If you're apologizing for this," he said motioning towards my outifit, "You definitely don't have any reason to apologize for. If this is what you like then this is what you like. You have no reason to force yourself to be uncomfortable. You have every right to be you."

This. This right here was my favorite thing about him. He didn't care who you were. What you looked like. What your sexuality is, or race, or religion, as long as you were you.

And I definitely would be lying if I told you I had not fallen in love with this amazing guy. He was perfect in every way. Even him imperfections were perfect to me.

But he was straight and even if he acted like he excepted me that doesn't mean he doesn't like it or agree with it.

I look down but his hands were quick to lift my head making me look at him. "Rye, I'm serious. As long as you are you and not holding back from the true you then you are perfect. Once you hold back, then you aren't you and it's not the same," Andy says and I couldn't help but smile.

"I promise, babygirl, you are perfect the way you are. In whatever you want to wear," he said and then the realization dawned on his face. He hadn't meant to say babygirl.

But I would definitely be lying if I said I didn't like it. "I-Im sorry," Andy stuttered out. "Don't be," I said quietly. He looked at me and his eyes searched my face. "You liked it,' he said bluntly almost in a curious way.

I couldn't stop myself anymore. Not with the way he was looking at me. It was driving me crazy. So I pulled him down into a kiss. He was quick to kiss back. His hands going around me pulling me impossibly closer.

"I love you," I said pulling away from him and looking him in the eyes. I was ready to be rejected. I just needed to say it to him. Just once.

But what he said shocked me more. "I love you too," he said and he pulled me in for another kiss. This time it was longer and I wanted more. I needed more of him.

"Not right now babygirl. The boys are home and we don't want them to hear what's going on," he said with a smirk. He laid back down beside me and I laid my head on his chest. He ran his hand through my hair and allowing my body to relax and eventually drift to sleep.

So this is the first Fem oneshot or anything I've ever wrote. I'm sorry if its bad but please comment down below on your opinions. Please no negative comments. If you don't like it maybe give some suggestions on how to help it?