Roadtrip Oneshots

☀️You Left Part 2🌵

Requested by kelseyjayne2001

*Andy's POV*
It was nice having Sonny back. He was all I ever wanted in my life. I stayed in Overload longer than I should have because I thought Sonny was all I needed. Whether it be a friend or more than a friend. But I couldn't. It got too much for me and I left.

Now, he wouldn't even look my way. I would be lying if I said it wasn't killing me. I would be lying if I told you I felt completely destroyed at the way he was acting towards me.

I love him. Like love love him and I want to tell him but he hates me. It's pretty obvious he hates me. If he didn't he'd talk to me. He's here for the band and that's all. I mean nothing to him.

No matter how hard I get try to talk to him I'm pushed away. He acts like I'm not there and starts talking to someone else.

Countless times after encounters similar to that I've had to escape my room just to cry. I didn't want to cry but just him treating me like that hurt so much. It was literally killing me inside and there was nothing I could do to stop this.

He wouldn't let me talk to him. I was nothing to him and it fucking hurt. I want to know why. I want to know what I did. I want to know so many more things but how am I suppose to ask them if the one person who knows the answer ignores you?

As I Don't Care came out by Ed Sheeran and Justin Bieber we all had an amazing idea. We were going to record and film a video and get it out the next day. So we went to the studio and we got recorded.

Once again I made an attempt to talk to Sonny but this time I just couldn't get anything out. My own body had given up on it. I was able to get a few words to him to help him in the booth and that's it.

We got home and were quick to start recording and throwing out extra ideas. As we filmed I couldn't help but constantly be glancing at Sonny. I couldn't help but constantly trying to be closer to him.

I loved just the small touch between us as we stood next to each other for the video. But as much as I loved his touch it was doubled in pain.

It hurt so much standing next to him. Seeing him smile and be completely happy well he's actually destroying me.

Finally we finished and I finally decided this was the perfect time to talk to him. He'd be on his room and this was my opportunity. Once he was in his room I waited a couple minutes before knocking on the door.

"Come in," I heard Sonny say. So I did and I was met with a smile on his face but as soon as he realizes who it was it fell. "What are you doing in here?" He asked and I couldn't help but flinch at how coldly he had said it. I closed the door and took a seat in the end of his bed. Not too close but not too far away either, "You told me to come in," I said trying to lighten the mood a little but he just rolled his eyes.

"I didn't think it was going to be you," he said and it stung like a bitch to here that. "What have I done wrong?" I asked and he looked at me like I was stupid. Like it was obvious what I had done. I could already feel the tears threatening to come out.

"No, you do not get to come in here and do this. I am not the bad guy here," he said and that was all it took for one tear to escape. I was quick to wipe it. I couldn't let him see me cry. "You l-left me Andy," his said his voice breaking, "You Left like I didn't matter anymore." He was now crying and all I wanted to do was hold him close. But this was my fault.

"I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't think I would hurt you," I said and I seen a flash of anger and pain in his eyes. "I loved you Andy and you knew that and you left after I told you," he said. He was right. I didn't believe that he loved me. He couldn't love me.

"I didn't leave because you told me you loved me. I left because I couldn't be in that band anymore. I couldn't do it. I loved you but everything was different for us. It's been years. I thought you would have forgotten and moved on," I said softly. I felt as if I might break him or myself if I spoke any louder.

"No, I could never moved on from you. I love you. As much as I've tried to stop that I couldn't. I love you and I've only ever loved you," he said.

"Then why have you avoided me all this time?" I asked. "Because if you don't feel the same what's the point?" he said. I had no words to say to him. Of course I loved him back. So instead of giving him an answer that would have taken me forever to think about I kissed him.

He didn't kiss back at first and I was scared that this wasn't what he wanted but then he started kissing me back. I pulled away from him smiling slightly, "Of course I love you Sonny. How could I not?" He smiled and I loved his smile so much.

"Can I stay here well we sleep?" I asked shyly. I didn't want to look in his eyes for this one so I turned away and I could feel my cheeks growing hot. "Of course," Sonny said so I crawled up next to him and I laid my head on his chest and eventually we both drifted off to a peaceful sleep.