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*Jack's POV*
I was alone in my room. I hasn't really moved much since the day Andy was attacked.I knew it was my fault and if I wasn't there anymore then I couldn't be a reason he gets hurt.
"Jack, baby," I heard Rye say as he walked into my room. I didn't move keeping my eyes fixed on the wall. "Come on baby. You need to get up," he said but I didn't make a move.
He reached over and felt my forehead like he does everyday and once again I see the bandage around Rye's hand.
I couldn't even help Andy then. Rye had to and he got hurt to. I forced the tears to not fall as Rye sighed leaving the room.
It was the first time he left the room without kissing me. It hurt. It really did. But it was for the best.
I laid there and finally let the tears fall. It was a silent cry just like every one I have.
I cried till I finally fell asleep.
"Jacky," I heard as I slowly opened my eyes. I felt someone crawl into bed next to me. They stayed behind me and stayed quiet. I knew it was Andy without looking.
This was different. It was the first time he'd come to see me. It had only ever been Rye before.
I heard him gasp suddenly and I could feel his body shaking. He was trying so hard to stay silent but I heard him.
I knew he was crying.
I was quick to turn around. I couldn't leave him like this. I pulled him down against me and I felt his body almost instantly relax. He still cried but he was relaxed.
"J-jacky?" He said and I hummed in response. "You need to get up. Y-you need to eat," he said. I didn't respond just sat there running my hand through his hair.
"Please Jacky. Rye and I need you," he said and I could hear the desperation in his voice. But I still didn't answer him.
"Everything that happened wasn't your fault. I know you don't believe that and I hope you learn to realize it," Andy said.
"But Rye and I are talking apart without you. Rye keeps trying to get you up. Trying and hoping you will. He keeps getting angry at himself for not being able to get through this new wall. He looks himself up, scared he'll scare someone else away. Or he leaves on his own not telling or letting anyone go with him. I'm losing both of you. I feel like you guys don't want me anymore. I shouldn't have gone off by myself especially where you couldn't see me and I did. I messed up and I'm losing both of you now and I can't. I love you guys so much," Andy said and once again started crying.
I pulled him closer to me rubbing his back and running my fingers through his hair. "It took Rye and I forever to break your first wall. But we did together. We all fell in love with each other and we were always there for each other. I can't lose you guys," Andy said. I sighed.
"Please just come eat," he said and I finally nodded. He got up and I followed him. He stayed by my side as I got dressed and then he grabbed onto my arm as we walked out to the kitchen. I sat down as Andy got me something to eat.
"Hey Jack," Brooklyn said walking into the room with Sonny behind him. Sonny waved at me and I waved back smiling slightly.
Andy set a plate in front of me and I slowly picked at it eating a little bit. Andy had his head on my shoulder. I couldn't help but slightly smile.
"Baby?" I heard from the door and I looked up seeing Rye stand there. He was quick to wrap his arms around me pulling me into his arms.
He brought his lips to mine and I couldn't help but his him back. But as I kissed him I felt the tears start rolling down my face.
Andy was behind me now rubbing my back and Rye held me against him as I cried. Andy pulled me away from Rye bringing his lips to mine now.
"Please baby, don't do that again. Don't lock yourself away from us," Rye said into my ear. I nodded. And Rye pulled me back making me look at him. "We love you," he said. "With all our hearts," Andy added.
"I-i love you guys too," I said finally giving in. I knew I couldn't avoid them so there was no point trying.
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