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Jin's Pov:

I listened to everything Taehyung had to say, and I was stuck. I mean the guy is a stranger to me, I get this mating thing and stuff, but I didn't know much about him. It didn't even seem like he wanted to compromise on a lot of things. Fine, he said he would give me respect, and he was now asking for my permission to try things with him, but I don't know. I needed a lot more time than this; I need to learn and understand Taehyung. He might know I am his omega, but I wasn't sure he was my Alpha. Did my body respond to him, yes, but so did it to Jungkook so, I don't know?

"Taehyung, thank you for agreeing to give me the respect I deserve, I appreciate that. I think that will help us to be more in sync than anything else. Also, for agreeing to give me my freedom."

"With limitations." He cut me off and added. I don't know what he meant regarding that, but oh okay.

"Yes, understood, "with limitations." I do agree we did get off on the wrong foot, who knows maybe you are an awesome guy, but I have yet to see that side of you. This behavior is the calmest I have seen you since meeting you.

You are correct, I have been on the defense a lot when around you, mainly because I feel as though you are trying to overpower me. You are trying to force me into submission, and I don't believe that's right. That's not a true partnership. I would more think that's me being your slave.

I agree that I do struggle with being an Omega; I won't deny it. However, my parents raised me to be free, and they raised me to live outside the norms, they never forced me to do anything I was never comfortable doing. Now, I do understand that might not have been the case for you. Your parents may have thought you that you were above and should always be in charge. If that's the case, then you can see why we are not clicking together. " I said everything to him calmly; I was trying to be rational about things; I was trying to understand him. Maybe we could come to a common understanding.

"Seokjin, I was never raised to see myself above others. However, I was raised to see myself as the leader of my future family, the caretaker, the provider. I understand you were raised with freedom, to think beyond the norm, to be who you want to be. If I am honest, I am not used to that. I am not used to an omega being so strong-minded like you have been, it has placed me on my guard. It made me want to overpower you more, but I realize now, my approach has been wrong, but for me to change my approach, you have to work with me. If you keep doing things to trigger me, it won't work. I will need you to listen to me at times Seokjin, I can't pretend, I will be okay with everything you do, nor am I asking for you to be okay with everything I do, but as the head, I am going to need you to corporate at times." He says to me with sincerity. I guess maybe, I could tone it down a bit, but I don't know...... this is hard for me.

"Taehyung, this is hard for me and to be frank with you, no one in the past has ever wronged me. I never had an Alpha treat me as though I was beneath them, contrary to what you might believe.  So to your statement as to whether I was treated wrong before, no, I was not. I have always held my own, and being independent was something I deeply desired." Maybe we could agree, to dating or being friends first, but not me just submitting to him. He had to earn all of this.

"Thanks for letting me know Seokjin. So are you in agreement with giving me a shot? Are you willing to allow me to be your Alpha? Granted, I am going to provide you with the respect you need and freedom within limits as well, but I am not giving up on us.

The connection I feel with you Seokjin is like no other. Your scent, personality, beauty, mind, everything about you is driving me crazy. Your entire being is testing my limits. I am forcing myself to learn control when around you. I am not asking; I know you are my omega. I have been around a ton of omega's, and I have never felt the way I do like when I around you.  You give me a different feel, my Alpha acts up way more as well, but you also calm me, more than anything else your spirit calms mine, but when you act up, you flare up a fire in me I didn't even know exist. It's like you are a drug to me.  A type of drug I haven't even had a taste of  yet, but I am already addicted."

I sat there frozen. Like what the fuck was, I suppose to say to that. I am his fucking drug! Like, what? Wow!

Maybe; just maybe Kim Taehyung is my Alpha.

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